Hmm..
Was damn tired a few days, stressed up, moody and many more.
Exams just a few days up..
But then it was a bad revision becos i never did any until its 6 days left
Its gonna be a tough and difficult exams, cos i predicted its tough.
Ferstly English.. My English Suck but still i have to make it through..
If i fail english, i dunno wat to say bout it anymore..
I nid to pass all those subject cos if fail any of them it will drag me down badly.
Science im hoping it to pass and i want it to be high in scores..
Malay cannot say anything but if fail, have to kill my brain..
History, its worst den expected cos i dun understand at all..
Literature must revise by hart.. Must love it damn to damn..
MAths is one of my favorites cos it needs calculation.. and i loike it very muchie..
But i always did sum careless mistake..
Haiz.. furthermore its gonna be tough.. Its Streaming YEAR!!
If i fail i will ask my dad to cane me. one for each subject..
A Promise to myself that i will achieve for the best.. And will try to attack the question
With full thinking answers..
I will try guys.. If Let say ah i go mood to buy chocs.. i will buy for u all. referring to my frens...
Thats all i gtg. its late at nite.. EdY
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 28, 2007.
hmm last few days i never update cos tired and
irritated.. haha.. i also dunno why im irritated
ferstly as woke up in the morning, the only thing
i had to do is to feed the cats and clean its cage
the cats i will be sending off away soon.. very very
soon. cos my daddy biseng, my abg biseng, everyone
biseng i also dunno why.. then yesterday at night haziqah
sms me in the night at 11.58... sori zieqah, i couldnt reply
cos im tired after training... hehe.. then she told me she just
came back at 3 am cos she send her momy to hospital
hmm i pity her for that.. then she sms me in the morning
when im heading for skool. i still remember haziqah face
she's cute, sweet attractive and all lah.. haha..
then reach skool met my frens and pernormal we start chattin
then talk and laugh and talk and laugh like helling..
hmm then teacher said change class... ahh...
i dun like pasal ku tak dapat tgk admire aku.. zuran.. i miss
zuran n frens.. haiz pls god make rusydi recover fast.. so
i can see zuran and frens often.. i miss their joke and laughter..
hmm then its was quite boring in class as the rest were shouting and doin
their own stuff..hmm sum playing their own games
abondoning the teachers and do their own stuff..
hmm me and hilmi just go so fucked up and sleep..
then after class ends, time to go hm. i send rusydi off
and im back away to home.. haha. until now, notink fun happen
THat all.. bye. take care.. Edy..
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, April 19, 2007.
in the mornin, woke up slowly and feed my cats.. ( u are goin to be in my history cats..) then took a five minits bath.. then my father send me to skool and i met safiee.. Then haha. then after that as pernormal.. study........ study...... study.....
Until assembly time.. the 2/5 class song so nice.. Rubber ducky.. haha.. haiz.. so tired ah.. gtg. bye bye..
Still By Myself..!, Monday, April 16, 2007.
ferstly my plan was to go queensway.. but after that i went to get ready for queensway but my dad disallow me to go.. it was a last minit change, my dad say got lot of gangster lah.. wat lah.. then i go change back to my hse clothes and call hijanah telling her i couldnt attend.. then i was so mad at daddy cos his mind changes anytime anywhere... then i told zuran that i very bingit.. but she cheered me upp... i like you.. ahahaha.. Then it was fine and till now i post this thing..
KAK i like u.. u entertain me cos i was bored and u open a great topic.. bout love.. hw is love being expressed and so on.. it was quite fun..
but it was very disturbing cos
my nephew disturb me..
haiz.. hope u will continue kays..
thats all.. bye..
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 14, 2007.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
ferstly in the morning was a good trip... till came after recess where hisham did that to me
Hisham i dun want to fight, joke have limit
tap her, then admit that u tap her
why me became the victim...
Think twice as it fly
Trying to peace out my anger...
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, April 11, 2007.
Hmm its the time to tell u.. Im updating the blog.. Now..
U wanted to noe who im referring to, now u will noe...
She abit lazy, cute, hardworking, pretty, like to smile and laugh, understanding..
A SHORT POEM------------------Zoom into my heart
Ultimately u cant see wat im trying to tell
Roughly, hardly
All things that i wanted is my dream
Not only u but ur life too..
Read that again and u will realise sumtink... Keep it confidential yeah...
Sumtimes we may have crushes in life.. But we may sumtimes fall in love.. HAHA.. But im trying to control myself.. Hmm.. Thats all...
Still By Myself..!, Monday, April 09, 2007.
hmm i was surprised when i woke up at 6.25 when i suppose to woke up at 6.. I quickly woke up and ironned my uniform, cos the upper uniform is not being iron yet.. I quickly take a bath and it only took 10 mins.. wow.. it was fast.. Then i came out of toilet and i ask my mum if my dad sends me to school. And i myself have to ask my dad if he sends me to school and wat time are we leaving.. And he told me five minutes time.. so i looked at the clock and its still more than enuff time to feed my cats and clean its cage..
Time to leave, and i had to rush cos my dad is faster then me.. He came out of his room and straight to the gate.. wow.. thats fast.. me myself is not ready wit my shoes.. ah i guess this is bad english... after that reach skool, i met hisham and walk wit him till class.. Hmm i went to the toilet to set my HAIR... And was actually trying to look for her... But she's not there.. Haiz.. Then i went back to class and safiee is in... But i never talk to him for that time cos no mood.. Then time to assemble at the parade square... Hmm waiting and waiting but rusydi and afif did not turn up.. they might be on mc.. Then suddenly rusydi sms me and he said he's not coming.. As i said he wont come cos theres sumtink on...
THe assembly started and the prize presentation move on slow and nice.. Then time to sing the national anthem and we are ready to go back to class. But its fun when ms yeo did not turn up... HAHA that japanese teacher... Starts a lesson with full of talk.. And suddenly Mr arul pass by.. It was quite a great shock and we continued back after he walk past.. Then so on and so on...
Turn to maths lesson was so happening where the question is very tough and difficult.. HEHE actually its was not but i just couldnt understand properly.. And we have an exercise to be done but im doing well, only some i copied the answers.. haha...The bell rang and we set off for recess.. We five, me sadeeq hisham safiee and hilmi had a good meal.. Everyone was eating.. And its was quite bored when sum of our frens are not around.. After eating we went to the toilet and out again to the nearest staircase where we usually go up to gather together as a class.. Then the bell rang out and it shows time to end the recess.. We all went up to gather and wait for our teacher...
Mr toh came to fetch us and we head back to class... We studied about lights again.. HAIZ... So bored and science class end... and mrs ong came in and teaches us history till 12.30.. I went bored and ask hijanah to write me the notes.. Then till the class end i was relaxing... Then came to IPW where the teacher is so active... Walk here and there and told us to do a story board.. And suddenly an idea pops up.. We do it with pride.. haha..
The bell rang and class ends.. AND TIME TO GO HOME!!!!
Still By Myself..!, Monday, April 09, 2007.
Morning wake up and have to get ready cos goin to malaysia.. haha.. wa mandi je 15min. then after that my bro turn to take his bathe and after a 15mins bath.. Then i and my bro set of early to the carpark cos he wanted to close his bike.. Then i went abit bored and look for sometink to play or do.. then i saw my dad's scooter on the double yellow line.. i scared he kena fine, i shift he's bike to a lot..
Then my sis went down and gave me the car key and she told me she wanted to fetch some money from the atm machine.. Then i have to carry her child to the car and together with the trolly.. baby stroller.. Then reach at the car i only put the pram and the bag cos the baby dont want to go in.. since my bro outside i leave her wit him.. Then i was about to go back to my bro place.. Then suddenly my dad appear and i have to start the car.. Then after that we are ready to move.. And we are coming for malaysia.. haha..
Reach there, it was free flowing on the checkpoint.. Then suddenly Suhaila sms me.. I said to her i will be out of singapore and will sms her when im back..We went to pasar tani where wet market is there.. then AFter two hours of walking there, we went to pasar larkin to find dunno wat the hell thing.. then i go jalan2 wit my bro and dad.. tgk baju and kasut.. Then after dat went hm and suddenly at the secondary clearance check area, we whole family met my uncle.. He called us in just to talk with us.. Then suddenly we move in the motorcycle lane.. HAHA SPECIAL!!
Then i sms suhaila and still she never forgets me.. HAha.. she's a great fren of mine.. i dun want to lose her cos she is special.. Furthermore she's CUTE!!! But zuran cuter.. Furthermore i known her since last year.. But we lost contact after i changed my phone cos i lost her number.. SO SORI!!
But im glad i get to contact her again..Then after reach hm, my sis open her new dvd player and we played the movie mr bean holiday.. CIPLAKS ONE LAH... But suddenly i went so tired and sleepy.. Then i go into my sis room and sleep.. haha.. SUMORE ITS RAINING!!! haha.. i woke up and everybody still down sleeping.. i went back to sleep and 2 minits later my dad woke up. followed by mom and me and then the rest of us.. AFter dat i opened the comp and use its till now.. Then i have a good news cos i didnt noe fadee stayed around my area.. OMG i was larfing after knowing the news.. But its damn funny.. It has been two year and we dun even where we stayed.. and now we noe and we make a wavie...
Till here my blog.. for all of u who is my frens, i hope u all are in absolute great condition and i wish u all a happy and good leading life...
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 07, 2007.
A gerl which not to be mention ask me to urut her spine.. haha.. i thought that was ok.. but she wanted more than that.. ah nemind.. dun talk bout tis
Ferstly i woke in the morning to do my daily jobs.. FEed the cats and clean their cage.. But then time to take a cool and long bathe.. Hmm then suppose i have to bring my cats down to let them play at the ground.. but i didnt..
then i played the comp and till 10+ then i played ps2.. but damn bored ah.. but after that its reaching 12 and i have to get ready for Friday prayers. But my bro is still sleeping.. Cos he just came back from his 24 hrs werk.. Pity him.. Then i woke him up to get ready for prayers.. then when he's ready we are out.. wit the yamaha R1 2001.. Then we all speed up like daredevils... When we reach the mosque, i thought there is alot of space, then its damn full... Walaw.. Masok masjid selit2 sak.. Tapi hati nak sembahyang sangat kuat sampai ku ngan abg ku sembahyang kat tangga..
AFter sembahyang ku kelam kabut kluar untuk membeli curry puff yang rangup dan enak.. TAPi tangan aku melecur, aku angkat tu curry puff abeh panas nak mampos.. tangan masok oven kejap.. Then i paid three dollars cos i bought three.. One dollar each.. Then it was dark, and i have strong sense its goin to rain.. Then my bro start the engine and we speed all the way.. Its was fun but dangerous.. hmm reach home, open the packet bag and started eating the curry puff while its hot.. Then after eating time to watch my fav movie which is anak mami.. Shown on tv.. Then i watch till it finish.. The movie last for 2 hours.. Then walk around the hse and played with cats.. but in the middle of that, my sis came hm wit bro.. haha..Then she watch tv and use the comp.. Suddenly i got so tired and went to take a nap which last one hour sleeping.. hehe.
But my bro already went out for cleaning.. Washing his bike with his fiancee.. Then he took so long just to clean his bike.. Then i woke up and my father was infront of me, watching tv.. i ask where is my bro and he said still cleaning his bike..
Then i watch tv and eat and eat.. Then until got so full and use the comp while my bro is out.. Then i was chattin with SArah and her cuz got attracted to me.. OH MAN!! Then she wanted to see my pic.. Then now SUhaila like me and i like her.. But i still like u ZURAN!!!
PART TWOSumtimes we like ppl who is around us.. But im referring to u.. Sumtimes we dun understand why we like them or him or her.. But i understand u still not ready for love cos its still to early and studies is much more important than love.. Then i still fighting for studies cos love in me does not exist..
Still By Myself..!, Friday, April 06, 2007.
i dunno wat needs to be said.. i dunno wat is happening wit my family.... they all accuse me for no reason and they said im doing stoopid things like smoking, got do dirty things wit gerlfrens... i didnt please understand the reason why.. hw shd i tell u all.. i cant live like tis... even my bro started to defend her.. wat the hell. i dunno wat to do...
now i guess my sis is the one making story.. her face if get one time break.. kene sebat ke kene pukul ke ku tak kesa. aku tau kau uat cite jgn maen2 ngan aku.. mentang2 aku panas baran smua nak cari hal ngan aku...
then now im damn bingit and tryin to ask my bro wat my family wants...
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, April 05, 2007.
sunday its was bad cos i heard news my younger god sis is being sounded by a group of girls. I myself ask wat happen between themm... Walau suddenly break into a fight. frens became enemy.. then time to tink wat is goin to happen the coming days...
i ask wat happen and the question is twisted and it was said we are not satisfied.. mepek.. now the fight started and already had a werst and ever case happening.. ah noo mood ah..
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, April 03, 2007.