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Friday, August 31, 2007

Morning, i had difficulty waking up myself.
I woke up and sleep back, but my mind was
thinking abt sumone, i couldnt take her as my
normal fren. She is just special towards me.
So after that went to take my bathe and get
ready and went out of hse st 6.50. I reached
CCK mrt at 7 and met hisham, and so i went
to school with him, as we reach yew tee mrt
hisham told me that we will be waiting for hilmi
and so we waited, hilmi came five mins later.
And we went to school together, Trio. So we met
Afif at school and went to change to our P.E t-shirt.
So after that went to hall and i thought Aerobic
*****. But indeed its nt. The bus driver action
make me follow the aerobic. ACtually i dun want to do
it but i got attracted by the bus driver action.
HAHA!. So after that we continue and i Perspire
like hell! So after that went back to class and went
back to hall again! STOOPID. The sitting arrangement
is a ferst come ferst serve basis. And we like so called
'kiasu' and occupy the space ferst. Like hell.
The performance starts and its great. The fun part is
the teachers dancing using umbrella and followed by the
umbrella song. The teachers is so funny and cute when
dancing, haha. So before that is the prize for caring
teacher ceremony. MR KENNY TOH WON. MRS ONG AND
MS KHAMILIA TOOOO!!! CONGRATS.
So after that went to concord. I met unexpected teachers
and frens. They do change alot. I met my fav teacher, MRS
HARCHAN GILL. AND MDM JURAIDAH. MDM NORHAYATI
TOO.
So after that i eat and went back home and reach home at 3.
Nadrah talked to me. Eventually she dislike me last time due
to im irritating. BUT NOW IM A DIFFERENT PERSON.
I wonder why tis morning u were so sweet.
Maybe due to the way u tie ur hair.
But i guess u have the part of hating me.
I hope u can change ur mind.
And i will take good care of u. I PROMISE!
So after that went to play takraw with
hilmi, apit and hisham.
AS pernormal. Same things happen.

Pls change ur mind. I will take care of u. PROMISE!

Still By Myself..!, Friday, August 31, 2007.
Monday, August 27, 2007

Drastically great. Today and yesterday make me happy. Ok lets talk bout yesterday. Hmm i get to know luqman better and Acip too. They are great. Hmm great in making frens. Wise decision. So after knowing them i discovered something weird. Nt really weird but its just unbelievable. Haha. Hmm, dun even ask me what is it cos its secret. Hmm i pray for u two to success.
TOday rocks my butt that much... But early in the morning had bad news. Rusydi leg sprained ( ankle ) and he have to use clutches till tis thursday. HAPPEN GILIKE HELL!! I TOLD HIM IF ANYTHING HAPPEN GIVE ME A CALL COS IT WAS ACCIDENTALLY! okok.. U want to noe bout tis. Ask me. So after that went down to parade square and took our assembly. ok pernormal, have to carry alot of things. Im referring to malay newspaper. Mdm Rashidah told me and afif to carry newspaper to the staffroom. After that went back to class and head for MT. And teacher didnt came so I started my talk with frens. We crapped, Laugh, shout here and there but the teacher didnt even bother to scold us. Afif was tricked few days past and the story roll again. So following lesson is freaking boring > English > have to do comprehension. So after two periods of brain storming on those question, its recess. During recess, We sang Burfdae Song for JONATHAN TAN. And his face is kinda red. haha. weee. AFter that is art, and we got scolding instead of doing werk. My project is spoiled and next week is the presentation day. OH MY im going to fail. So after that its science and get scolding again but MR TOH said we need to buck up. HE gave out our test paper. And my paper was given out abt the last 4th. And i succeed. WEEE 15/ 20. Great isnt it? for me its fine. Just fine. WOOOO. I need to buck up in maths now. hmm.
AFter that is assembly and debate start. The opposition team is 2/5 and proposition is 2/6 I kinda support both of them but i like the Malay guy in 2/5. HE IS STATING THE REAL FACT. WOOOHOOOOOO U ROCKS MAN!! haha. But in the end 2/5 lose. TOO BAD THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER TRY. And after that home sweet home. :)

Still By Myself..!, Monday, August 27, 2007.
Saturday, August 25, 2007

I was thinking if i can
have some fun with frens.
But most
of them is busy. Safiee, have a new job.
And me have limited
freedom. I dun have the trust. Hmm.
Today nothing great happen,
I stayed at home and played game the whole day.
Hmm then went
to Aunt hse have kenduri
and i just came back, thats all.

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, August 25, 2007.

Morning is great, i woke up at 7 cos mummy and
daddy is leaving for malaysia, they are going to
buy sumtink there, so i have to see them go. hmm.
mummy told me to take care of the kids for awhile,
while she and daddy goes to malaysia, so at abt 10
bro came back and at 11 mummy and daddy came
back. Hmm they brought back food for us. Im very
hungry though. So i ate and ate and ate. hehe. Then
i played game, i was F-king bored just now until i dunno
wat to do. I havent take my bathe. So im going to bathe
soon, later at night will be going to aunts hse, got kenduri.
So see you all soon. I will update again at night. :)

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, August 25, 2007.
Friday, August 24, 2007

Ok. Looks like i haven't been blogging for few days back.
Nothing great happen, and usually thing happen, LAUGH!
Ok, these days seems so bored, i started to slack again, I
feel that im dropping, from the peak to the ground. I need
to bck up. Hmm. I cant fail, I WONT! Few days past, i became
Hijanah laughing machine, i disturbed her and she kept
laughing, giggling till her stomach aches alot. HAHA. SORI!
Afif still moody, tired. Safiee normal, Hisham 50-50. Hilmi
100% great. Rusydi just fine. Im bored though. I want to do
sumting that entertains me. Maybe Sepak Takraw? Jalan2?
Tmr i wont be at home at night, i will be at yew tee. My aunt
hse. Having Kenduri ( i dunno to translate :P ) Hmm. The C
Girls Basketball, is competing against Raffles Gerls today. Yeah
may them win. So the CCA councillor have to go and support
them, Slamat yeah. Dun lose ur voice councillors. So i went
back home straight and played game, I want to sleep but
its already near asar. NEmind ah. Im running out of ideas
wat to do. I want to read "a" book. it will make the real me
come back, ok i dropped out from praying for the last 5 years.
Im evil. i will pray back. AND ITS A MUST! I REGRET STOPPING.
OOOK. I will. Thats all i got to say.

Still By Myself..!, Friday, August 24, 2007.
Monday, August 20, 2007

okok sunday was bored so dun talk.
Today great cos school is just so nice.
Woo. I met ppl that is ridiculous i mean
ppl that are nice. I saw Amirah 2/6. Ok
she is great. She larf all the time. Like her
frens. OKOK. So i studied and studied and
im satisfy with today. cos i learned new things.
Tmr have maths test and need to study.
Im going to do my best. WEEE.
So after school is takraw and takraw is great
Learn new things. So takraw ended at 6.30.
I told coach that im rushing for home. Suddenly
he offered me a ride home,and i told him i dun
want cos im shy. He still wants to send me home,
wat to do. So i talked2 and tell him my interest in
takraw. As we reached his car, i sit and we move on,
as we were exiting the school gate, saw haikal and coach
sends him home. So we chit chatted and talk2. So we send
haikal ferst and its my turn.

Im nt going to accept his offer, Wat will ppl think if u
keep accepting ppl offer? So I went home much more
early but hasif sms me there is no class, I went home early to attend
religious class, but in the end its postponed, ok. maybe
its nice cos im tired and there is no class.

so did my hmwk and rest. I studied and watch hikmah.
great but death threatening scene.

TODAY - Tuesday

Great normal, safiee attend school. We all are in school.
As pernormal, we joked and crap alot. Afif is the
keyman. HAHA!. OKOK.
Today nothing great happen. thats all.

Still By Myself..!, Monday, August 20, 2007.
Saturday, August 18, 2007

Ok i have long story to make.
Friday wasnt bad but me, afif
and hisham played the game
true or dare. Ok so i joined but
i was dared to pinch HER cheeks.
I dont dare to do it. Dun ask me
who. Ok im nt looking forward
to the game tis monday, I have
many things need to be done.
And my dare is bad. i cant take
it sia. It uses ppl expression.

okok. we played takraw till 6
and we chit chatted. so they
went back at abt 6.30. And i
was so fucking stress abt the
game. I dun want it to take
place cos it may turn bad becos
it may hurt ppl heart. I guess
let them call me kedi or wat but
at least i take care of ppl heart
I tink its important to take care
of ppl feelings rather than hurting
them.

Today was great, I went to the dinner
at the back of Lot one. And we kinda
had a very*23 great time there. We
Was shouting, singing, dancing and
blablabla. haha. okok. im tired i will.
post again tmr.

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, August 18, 2007.
Thursday, August 16, 2007

Today i wont be posting abt wat happen today.
But i will express my feelings here. Lets ROLL.

Ferstly after the incident which she make me
realise my mistake and she make me realise
that im a person who always dreams and i will
never get wat i want but i claimed that its nt
time for to me to be in relationship. Its weird
and blablabla. I already seek for apology from
her. She gave me a great impact on myself. I
didnt concentrate in class, I never do things
with full concentration, I lost my appetite.
And many more. Thanks Yeah for making me
realise wat happen and blabla. I already explain
to her wat i feel last time towards her. She's my
dream, she's my life, she's my world. OK i admit
im dreaming alone. But FADEE THE LOVE DOCTOR
unlocks me from the chain that makes me blind.
She said not to put our hopes too high cos we may
up regretting ourself. So i waited for her to online
and at last she did. B4 she online, i already think
wat to say. And ferst time i saw her smile to me.
I LOVE U AS MY FREN ONLY! OK i jolly well
explain to her wat i expect and wats my decision
now and she is happy bout it. Me and her are now
frens and we will be frens forever and ever.


THanks to FARAH, FADEE and NAD for giving me
advice and the best advicer goes to FADEE. HAHA!
OKOK ITS LAME. :P

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, August 16, 2007.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Ok. Morning was normal
but i didnt noe that i went
abit early today, i reached
at 6.57am. So i sit down
and did my werk. Teacher
came in and mark attendance,
my mind was tinking abt
the problem i had. Abt the
misunderstanding. I didnt
realise its flag raising and im
still sitting down. I was dreaming
thinking, and i dunno wats
up with me. So studies is
great and IPW was so relaxing,
teacher didnt came to skool
so we enjoy and kept talking
like hell, i crack jokes and frens
were laughing like hell. JANAH
And Syahirah couldnt stand it
till they cant talk. And after
that was maths and Miss Fizah
came in with her black and white
dress. Her dress looks exactly like
a cow's skin. With black spots. And
she crack a lame joke by telling us
to greet her by saying "MOO" And
i kept disturbing her and say "BAGUS..."
I didnt noe why i keep teasing or
disturbing ppl today. So After class
i went out of school and went to takraw.
But we went sumwhere before going to
takraw. So we came back to school at
3 and started takraw half an hour later.
I keep disturbing our coach cos he keep
showing his thumb up. I keep disturbing
him and he sumhow kept quiet. But suddenly
i was dreaming and was thinking abt sumtink
and i forget to count the scores for my frens. And
i didnt realise a takraw ball is heading towards
my face. And it was a great escape as i realise
that sumtink is going to hit me. Ok sum sec 3
came to my fren and ask if we want to play soccer.
Afif strongly disagree as he dun like to mix ard.
So i came back home at 7.30 and i didnt have
religious class. So i eat and relax. WOO. Wat
sizzle day. haha. Sure thing. K uh. Thats all.
Later

Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, August 15, 2007.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.
In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.
Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.
She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.
Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.
Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you

Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, August 14, 2007.

Ok I was in lack of mood.
I got bad news. Ok maybe
some parts of the mistake
is made by me. But not
only that, even my frens
is spreading story that
is fake, I wont chase after
"YOU". U kinda shouted
at me. Im nt angry or wat
but let me be straightforward
U shd not speak like that.
Ok u want to deny that go ahead.
For me to speak nicely is better
den being direct. I remembered
my mum says gerls are trouble
during school life, i didnt believe
all tis crap or nonsense, but wat
my mum said turns out to be true.
But still im denying its fake. I still
dun believe all this. Pls explain.
Some of them gives us headache.

OK I ADMIT ITS MY MISTAKE! PLS FORGIVE ME. PLS.
I BEG U!

I was so stress when she said that,
i didnt noe that my hope could be crushed
easily like that, My mood to study
lost today. And i was like dreaming
thinking, crying inside, hoping that
these are fakes. I wasnt angry nor
furious at her. I never had the feeling
of those towards her. But i noe that
my act or my method is wrong. I admit
that. Forgive me, Give me a chance
to explain all this. Pls. I noe u are hot
i really cant face u if we clash with each
other. Give me a chance. And i wont
waste it. I couldnt do my werk, I didnt
concentrate in class, My mum scold me
cos i didnt talk. Teachers saw im different
today, I need to explain. I need to tell u
sumtink. Pls talk to me. Why didnt u tell
me the truth earlier. Tis wont turn bad
if u told me earlier. I didnt noe hw to
let it all out. I want to shout but where,
i want to beat up ppl, it will turn bad in
future, i want to say vulgarities, its nt
my type, i want to run away but where
shd i go. I dunno wat to do. My brains
are jammed. I keep thinking abt her
and her werds. For me this shd nt happen
we have to be frank with each other
in a nicer way. I dunno wat shd i do
next or wat will happen next. I guess
her frens noe bout tis. And its more
shamefull if i face them everyday.
But study is important, and this prob
is troubling my mind on hw to avoid
them. But i guess i shd confront them
and tell the truth. I guess tis is my
way of telling them. To tell the truth
is better then hiding or lying. If i lie,
i will commit sins. I dunno wat to do now.

GIVE ME IDEAS GUYS. PLS I NEED
UR IDEAS IN THESE BADLY!!

Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, August 14, 2007.
Sunday, August 12, 2007

Yesterday I got to chat with _________
Chatted alot of things with that person.
But i cant believe abt ___ life.
Ok dun ask who.
Why their life ruins easily?
Adakah Digoda Syaitan?
Mengapakah Tiada niat
Berubah Di Hati Mereka?
Hanya Tuhan Mengetahui
Segalanya.
Ok i chat with a new person
A 12 year old gerl. Nt to say
a gerl but a young lady. But
Still I'm nt attracted to those
sweet looking young lady.
I still like _ _ _ _ _
I woke up in the morning
and took my bathe. My plan
today is to go out and get a
new TAKRAW BALL but
I dunno if I have time.
Actually I do save alot of
money but i told mum to
keep my money. So everytime
if i want anything, i will ask from
her. Either dad will buy for me
or i use my own money, Even
buying a new hp i uses my money.
LIKE SHIT! ABES SMUA DUIT AKU.
So i played game a watch tv.
Hmwk still not done. Im still
Blurr with wat is going on. I
need extra class badly. And
im looking forward to school.
Dun get me wrong, I mean my
CCA. School makes me feel much
more dumb, with those irritating
guy in my class. thats all i could say.
I Lazy ah. Want to slack. :P

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, August 12, 2007.
Saturday, August 11, 2007

OK2 today was kinda giddy and tiring morning.
Mum woke me up and said that daddy wants to
GO to Pasar Tani at Malaysia. I cannot lift my head
up cos i was so tired. Yesterday night i met my estate
frens and played table tennis. So i woke up and took
my bath and we left hse at 7. And reach there half
an hour later. we belanja alot of food. So it can be keep
till night. So we belanja kebab, otak2, lemang and many
more ah. I went back and use tis comp straight. I saw
zuran new photos. And im wondering hw Sofeana eyes is.
But nevermind, just pray that her eyes will get better So
that her babes wont miss her so much.
K guys i gtg. WEEE!

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, August 11, 2007.
Friday, August 10, 2007

Assignment undone,
School uniform not
yet iron although
its still friday, Im
stuck on maths hmwk
Im bored. And i have
lots of things to be done.
Mom nagging cos i didnt
vacuum the hse. The whole
hse berselerak. Baju kat luar
shift masok. u can imagine hw
my hse is. Nobody cleans the hse
except me. Wat the hell. WAt does
my Both sis and a brother do at home?
Am i ur maid or wat??!! I guess i better
clean up my hse. :(

Still By Myself..!, Friday, August 10, 2007.
Thursday, August 9, 2007

Early in the morning i heard bad news,
Dad wants to go to Kampung at Batu Pahat.
Im nt in the mood to go malaysia. I woke up
at 10.30 sharp and looked ard. And everybody
is still sleeping. Bur.. I took the news paper and
read. But nothing is interesting there. So i clear
my bed and used the comp till now. Then i
confirmed with mum again if we are really going.
And mum said yes. My mood drain out right after
mum said yes. So i went in to my room and switch
on my PS2. So i played need for speed most wanted.
its bored and i dun have any new games. so i keep
playing the same game over and over again. Daddy
wanted to go out for awhile, dunno lah where he wants
to go. Then suddenly he said maybe we are not going.
HAHA DADDY MAKE ME SMILE! Actually i have a
lot of plans today with frens, but i dunno if can make
it or not. Then furthermore both my sis have sore eyes.
They got infected by me. HAHA! Im bored. I dunno
wat can i do now. I want play takraw but nobody is
available to play with me. Bro working. I dunno
lah. Im just bored and need an entertainment.
Chat with me ppl :)

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, August 09, 2007.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Early in the morning at 4am
i received news that my mum
"mak angkat" passed away.
I didnt really heard wat mum
said and i just went back to sleep.
I woke up at 5.30 am and took
my bathe at 6.15am. Actually
i cannot wake up. But i forced
myself to wake up and go to school.
Then i walked out of my hse at 6.45
and reach school at 7.10.
Ok we skipped yeah. The march
of the 7 contingent is quite ok. Cume
berterabo sikit. We walk and walk
and went out of school at 10am exact.
Then lepak2 with frens for abt 4 hrs.
Then we crap and larf and talk and kept
quiet. HAHA. My bro fetch me at 1 pm.
And went to jurong to pay a visit.
Then went to Sheng Shiong to buy groceries.
> Zuran, u looked great with ur hair, and
GG uniform.
> Ruz, u looked much more fierce and
serious when u are in the Ncc uniform.
> Sufia, me and ur class sehati sejiwa cos
baju same colour.
> My frens ( safiee, apit, hilmi, hisham,rusydi)
u make my day. Thanks
Tc guys. :D

Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, August 08, 2007.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Ok2 talk bout yesterday and today.
Kinda boring. Yesterday school was
normal but i do keep looking out. My
class wanted to bash me up cos my
burfdae is yesterday. So i try to avoid
wat they are going to do.. I run out
of school right after the dismissal bell
rang. Ran straight home and changed
into Cca suit. OK TO THE 2/5 GERLS.
IM SORI COS YESTERDAY I FORGET
TO BRING MY HANDPHONE AND IT
TURNED OUT TO BE HAYWIRE.
THANKS FOR THE PRESENT. AND

THE CHOCS IS MY FAVOURITE.

Ok2 i didnt bring hp yesterday and it was
haywire, "she" sms me, fadee sms me to
claim my present but i didnt noe i have to
go to their class. Forgive me for that.
After that i met them at canteen and said
thank you many time like hell, i went up
to hall and got BASHED! MY FREN ALL KICK
MY LEG! haha. Then my leg blue black.

Then played takraw in the hall and We kene
invade by the band students, and the NDP.
We got bored and then our mood lost.

We chased them out and they came back
at 6. So we decided to stop and leave.
Then i went home and ngaji.

NExt day strikes and today is tiring. I couldnt
concentrate well in class. But i forced myself.
Recess was a sleeping time, i eat and sleep,
Afif was bored and he was trying to get sum
fun, he bangs me and so on. After recess was
a fresh one, its great though. I did maths as if
i did malay. Sean change place and sits beside me.
And everything goes on like normal.

I was suppose to take home econ test after school
but mdm kwang told me to sit in class 4/4 and do
test. LIKE HELL. PAISEY SIA. SO I DECIDED NOT
TO TAKE IT! Then i went home with kabil and met
janah sherah and serina. Then went home and Open
the chocolate Zuran gave me. Thanks again Zuran.
I opened it and share with my family. I will always
remember the present and will take photo of the box
The content finish ready. HAHA. Then my sis ordered
PIZZA HUT and its the newest one. Choose, Pull, Dip.
I ate three pieces and share with my family.

After that i eat and eat and eat the chocs. haha..
THATS ALL. BYE :D

Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, August 07, 2007.
Monday, August 6, 2007

Ok² many things happened this week. I went to PD and
Nilai Tiga which is at malaysia further up to negeri sembilan i guess.
So lets start from the begining. Woke up at 6 in the morning of
Saturday and took my bathe and it lasted abt 15mins.
I dressed up and got excited for the two days one night trip
to PD. My wish is to buy a retro specs, sepak takraw shoes,
shirt, sepak takraw ball, sling bag. But i only managed to buy
four of them, which is sling bag, retro specs, sepak takraw shoes
and shirt. I was having a great time there. After leaving the checkpoint
at Tuas, we drove off straight to Port Dickson and we swim there. WOO!
There is a hot pool there. Natural heat from the earth. OK just get tis
straight cos i didnt noe hw to explain or elaborate more abt the hot spring
water. After that we went to Teluk Kemang beach. I bought transformer
T- shirt there. But i will use it as my inner shirt or singlet. Maybe. Cos its
small. And after 1hr 45mins of shopping at the beach, we checked in to
Seri Malaysia Hotel. And yah i forget sumtink, the bus that we took looks
alike as transformer. Wahaha. The driver is and expert in driving bus and
he drove the bus as if he was riding a bicycle. So after checking in, me and
Abg Fir( my sis boifie ) share one room with me and the number is 203.
My mum and sis room is 204. Ok after one hr, we went to the pasar malam
nearby and it was like so big and many things can be found there.. I saw
a guy selling his art. But the art is great. Our name which is written in
JAWI AND RUMI. So i bought one and it looks great. After abt 3 hrs of
shopping, we went back to our hotel rooms with many plastic bags. Ok
i forget some points, My sis boifie brought his elder bro psp and i used
it for the whole day. I mean all the time. Even before sleeping. After
1am i went to sleep and next day entered.
We woke up and took our bath and took turns. Abt an hour we went down
to the restaurant for our breakfast. The food quite nice but i have no appetite.
So i took abit and ate slowly. After that we took photo till like hell and the batteries
run out. HAHA! If u want to see my photos go to my frenster but i havent upload yet.
Maybe check out tmr or wednesday if i have time. So after that at 9.30 we checked
out and headed for nilai tiga. That is the shopping place. Its very2 big. I guess the size
is abt 8 soccer fields or bigger. I walk till i lost. Then i found my takraw shoes, bag and
retro specs. WOOO! Its great. We shopped from 11 till 3. And that is abt 4 hours. Suddenly
i got tired and my legs cant stand my body weight and i was like angry with mum cos
she shopped till she forgets the time. I kept quiet for like few hrs and spoke back after
we reached the titbits shop. And we got free food. WOOO. Then i went to bus early
cos its quite bored. OH YES there is a sweet, cute looking gerl in my bus. She keep looking
at me and my sis boifie. But remember, I always like her. I will never change my feelings.Never forgets her. Sumone noes who
is she. Dun ask me who or even why i dun let u ask. Meaning dun ask dun tell.
Ok she starred at me. And i acted i didnt saw wat she did. I put on my shades and looked
at the gerl. Her eyes were starring at me. But still AKU MASIH SETIA. Ku suka dia seorang.
Then after that we head straight back home. Reached home at 9.30 sharp. WOO.
I got nothing much left to say. So Tag me And u may go. WEEE!! GTG. :DD

Still By Myself..!, Monday, August 06, 2007.
Friday, August 3, 2007

Ok i didnt went to school today cos i got my two days MC.
Woke up late as usual at 8 and took my bathe. Today was
great but bored i was restless. My eyes irritates me. I sit
walk , and i repeat the same thing. AT last i ended up in
my room playing my ps2. TDU is the best game for me,
and speed is my food in racing games. After that went to
play comp and back to ps2 and back to comp and i repeated
this method for abt 7 times. Whoah. And i got bored and
watch tv. Like hell, nothings great on the tv. Then i packed my
bag for PD and its going to be great. Thats all i could say. BYE!

Still By Myself..!, Friday, August 03, 2007.
Thursday, August 2, 2007

Ok its kinda bored. I didnt Blog for few days cos im just bored and tired. So
Tuesday was quite interesting. Went to school fresh and healthy. HAHA.
Get to stay back with frens. Mum allow me. She also told me to buy Shredded
coconut? Yah. So i craps with frens and we larf and larf till we got stomach
ache. And headache. They tease me. HAHA!
Wednesday is kinda bored and also tiring. I couldnt concentrate during lesson
and i was kinda noisy. Even my teachers said i am. I didnt noe why. After school
suppose to went home but my teacher took my time to go home. My intention
was to go home and keep my bag so that i wont have to carry a heavy bag. But
i end up carrying the bag after cca. I didnt have enough time to go home. So i stayed
at school alone and chit chat with Azmee and frens. I Sufia sitting at the bench.
And i thought they was sleeping. Haha. Actually they were just sitting there, putting
their head on the table.
I went to change to Cca training t shirt and went straight to auditorium to start the training.
I lead the whole team in stretching. And i forgot to do one stretching. And it was haywire
after stretching. My eyes starts to get itchy. But i continued the training and my group
was being challenge by my coach group. So we start a match and we nearly win. But we didnt :P
I went home early and Went to my religious class. And my eyes becomes worst.
Today
I didnt went to school. My eyes was totally red and i looked like and evil with sore eyes.
I didnt want to skip school but mum told me to rest at home cos the school will send me
home if i went to school. Sis acted that she is sick so that she dun have to go to school.
Dad was angry and didnt want to shout at her early in the morning. So i slept back
and woke up at 9 and went to doctor. Got Two days Mc and tmr im nt coming to school.
I wore my bro retro shade or wat shade which i dunno to describe, cover my eyes so that people wont get infectedwith my sore eyes. And a grp of gangs starred at me as if im a gangster. Then a group of gerls starred at me too. My mum said i look like "MAT REP ZAMAN SKRG". So i
just walk and ignore them. So after that went back home and apply the eye drop given by doctor and Im hoping if i can go to school cos Saturday and Sunday I will be leaving Singapore. And
im going to PD. WOOOO!! Can release my stress and wish wat i want. I Want to get u. U noe who u are.
So guys thats all. I need a sleep. GOOD BYE :D

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, August 02, 2007.

PROFILE MINI!
PROFILE MINI!
Photobucket NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
AGE : 17
DO'S : I RIDE BMX
I LOVE YOU SYAZA AMALINA

Bike Specs!
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FRAME : COLONY BLOODY OATH
HEADSET : COLONY INTEGRATED
FORK : COLONY OFFICIAL V3
BAR : WTP HELIUM MAGNUM
GRIP : ODI LONGNECK
STEM : Shadow Attack
CRANK : WTP ROYAL
SPROCKET: Hoffman Dinky
PEDAL : ODYSSEY PLASTIC
CHAIN : SHADOW CONSPIRACY HALF LINK
FRONT RIM: PROPER 09 HUB TO PRIMO SPOKES TO PROPER RIM
BACK RIM: WTP QLITE TO PRIMO SPOKES TO PROPER RIM
TIRES : FRONT : ODYSSEY MIKE AITKEN PLYTE. BACK : FIT FAF
SADDLE AND POST : FEDERAL SLAMMED POST TO WTP SLIM SEAT
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