Sunday, January 31, 2010

siak ah i so boring. anybody entertain me please can???

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, January 31, 2010.

Boring Sunday. Yeah i bet it is.. Well.. What to do. People leave me alone.
Go Clark Quay never jio :( But nevermind. HAHA! It was yesterday. Go
what market at town? Go market buy fish ah? HAHA! I wanted to ask
either Jia li, Oneay, Fydie or Olivia ( Extremely bigman) to study together.
I smsed all four. Ended up all four were together at clark quay studying.
WTH!! HAHA.. Then saturday was a lonely day. I went out alone, stay at
home alone. All alone. Home alone.. So bad u four.. :P Hope none read this..

So then I find myself a way to get entertained, PS2. Played ps2 and forgot about
my test that is coming up soon. Omg! I rushed everything, end up I was sleeping
the whole day :)

Life have been great. Something happened. Lets be closer as a friend:)
Friends will be there if we are there for them. So yeah. Stay close.
I love my friends :)

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, January 31, 2010.

Friday, January 29, 2010

"Felt The Same Way TOO"

Last Few days have been a very good one. I was hoping and praying everything will go nicely and hope my wishes would come true. There was one day after recess, something excites me and made me happy. It was like an eye opening moment. Heart crashing moments too. I couldn't believe something said by someone. After someone said something, till today I'm happy.. Very enthusiastic to go school.

As days passby stress surrounds me. I thought I couldn't cope with it. Was hoping something would cheer me up, and release my stress. Indeed it came by just in time. I couldn't believe the same thoughts and feelings ended me up happy and glittery all the time. I've been praying to god to give me a chance to get something I've been longing. In the end, there is a glimpse of hope I could hold on too. I wouldn't want to go far now. I want you and me myself to focus on our studies..

School has been a great moment for me this month. Hoping hard it will be good all this whole year. I want all my friends to be by me.. Strive and achieve something together. Regardless you are chinese, malay or indians, I believe that you are my friend. But to someone, You are more than a friend :D Thats all. AND OH!! MDM KHAMILIA DESTROYED THE CLASS!! HAHAHA

"Feelings the same way too". A simple sentence which
made me felt touched and appreciated. I didn't know
my loyalty towards you in waiting for you could at
least let me have a glimpse of hope. You have helped
me, settling my doubts away. Telling me about someone
Unreliable attitude. I feel good. I feel secured. I feel
you are with me. In malay i would say I SAYANG YOU.
Yes... Not under the category as friend or feelings.
Its Not friend and not feelings. Its different.. More than
a friend but still having the feelings..

Still By Myself..!, Friday, January 29, 2010.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Reasons I'm here is because I've changed song. Added a few.. Been having boring days. Yesterday had group study at Woodlands regional library. Saj, Shod, Kabil, Me, Azlin, Syifa. As usual the girls will always be the last one to reach. Shopping centre is girls playground. Once they enter, will never come out until they are told to do so..

Reached library, these two young ladies is pretty noisy. People around looked at us. Saj plan was, if we were ever to get kicked out because of them, we will just say, we don't even know them. Haha.. We laughed out loud.. So then we studied till 5. Saj said its like wasted. Didnt study much and only like for awhile..

After that left me kabil syifa and alin. Went to eat and followed them to get smtg and stuff and home sweet home..

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, January 17, 2010.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I just want to say this.. I have no feelings for her. That was the past. She is my friend only. Yet still, we are not talking much. But be clear, nomore..feelings..

Today was spent well. School as per normal, still having the fun people around. AEP resumed. NEw rule. New principal, new way of life. Its more challenging. Hence I must be able to manage time well. Somehow, some of the days, I still lag behind. I do slack. Hence At times I really need to do all things at one go.

Today had dinner with friends.. Someone's treat. Nice. Full.. Not full but bloated.. HAHa.. Thanks.. Im gonna work hard for My olevel. Im not gonna waste my one year here again.. This might be a post for a few weeks..

Eddy

Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, January 13, 2010.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Weeehehehehe.. Chalet on friday, saturday slept, today slack and tmr school. You see its funny. On friday my nephew had circumsition? i dunno how its being spelt. Then went to Ayu's chalet, late. Ended up sleep over there. Ayu gave a hug. AWWW i miss ya too :D.

Met her, ate, smoke and slack and cards and many more. But! I never got drunk cos I dont take liquor or beer. So then we play ard eat and all then slept at 4. Checked out at 10.30 and guess what, everyone woke up at 10.15. What else, imagine inside the chalet, everybody being like a cartoon.. rush here.. rush there. Ayu went inside the toilet first, ohmy.. she took so long. Nevermind gerl.. haha!

Checked out.. breakfast with ayu at macdonald. Then trained home. Reached home fell asleep.. haha. Ayu worst.. woke up at 9.. So then.. I had fun at chalet altho it was short.. Know khai, faisal, melvin, shafiq and reza. Good people but then nt that well.. Alot of foods. Haha..

Tomorrow schooling, im gonna hug wani :P I miss her.. haha. I dunno who is gonna be with us this year. Who are my frens that will stay.. I hope gce O gonna be a good one for me.. I want to go poly. I want to be in accountancy course.. Please....

Aku adalah lelaki..

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, January 03, 2010.