The key to success.. See, its been long time since i've updated. Many urged me to update, but life is pretty mundane.. Life is getting more mundane, when the days to N-Level is closing near. You are restricted from doing something you like, you are not allowed to slack and was told to study every single minute. Ouh shit, looked like the brain cells are getting destroyed sooner.But, success means everything. Maybe not, cause if you are successful, you get a good life, but behind the success, there are negative effects. I have a dream to own a good life, good jobs.. Everybody have that dream.. haha.. Watever..
Ok, fasting month have come. Its been two days of fasting.. Im doing well.. Still can do extreme sport while I'm fasting.. So now.. Left with abt 28days.. Then hari raya.. Not gonna celebrate it though.. I needa get prepare for my Nlevel.. So sway uh.. Hmm.
Thats all for now.. will update again...
I move away from the question. Like what someone said,
don't put high hopes. I dare not to stop even an inches.
I don't want you to hate me. But whatever it is, only Me that
knows. I will tell nobody. Even if im dying, cause of loving you,
I will keep it low..
I move, but to a certain point, I slow down and ask again
if its possible to get you. Will you understand me?
Bigger and more mature. I felt like in heaven today, in school,
with the flowing message and friends wishing me happy burfdae.
Should List down their name,(not in sequence, might miss names, sorry)
- Hazwani
- Yash
- Nadiah Tampines
- Kabil(thanks for the punch)
- Wan Sufia(thnks for the present)
- Li Ying
- Luqman
- Anna
- Afif
- Azlin
- Syamirah
- JErome
- Hidayah NT
- HidHID
- Nazeem
- Safiee
- Hilmi
- Danish
- Zul
- Farishia
- Zhafarina
- Hykal And Safura
- Nana
- SISTER LURF ( Tini, Liza, Lina)
- ONE AND ONLY BRO (Fendy)(thanks for pizza)
- Budiman
- Fizah
- Fydie
- Amirul
- Max
- Dhamiri
- Syahied(thanks for the treat)
- Fir Teck Whye
- Weihao
- MDM ASMIDAH AND MDM KHAMILIA(thanks for the present)
- MRS LEE
- Can say WHOLE OF 4/2!
- And Many More whom i never mention.
Today, morning, I woke up, I felt very happy. In my dreams, that someone (insertname)accepted me to be her ehem. I went glittery and nearly fainted on the road. Suddenly mum woke me up to go to school. OMG, I LOVE (insertname)
Today marks the history, first time, I initially said I LOVE YOU to mum and dad. Dad sent me to school, before I leave the car, I said I love you dad. Usually, dad after he drops me, he will accelerate and go off. But today, after i said i love you and leave, his care never move till i reach the mrt. I was so gonna cry. Cause it was like heaven when I said it. I was shy, yes. But I meant it. AGAIN I LOVE YOU MUM AND DAD!
Today, It was memorable, as i was not bashed, but was dared to climb a 16 story block. I must run up the staircase and come down, 4 times. OMG. Imagine how tired i am. So then, the last round, i was given 3 minutes to chiong up. It was near miss that i was earlier than the dead time. Or else I would be dared another thing, which might be, asking 16 different girls hp number. I love you guys. You know who you are, the one who dared me :)
Riders, Syahied treat me Ananas, thnks. See you again tmr :) 16 burfdae, is really a wonderful one. Everybody remembered me :) thanks guys.. I LOVE 4/2, I love my cliques, Foodlion riders, and everyone i know! :D
Hey yeos. Alright many things to talk here.
- Mother Tounger Paper one was normal
- Social Studies paper was screwed. Did source base wrongly
- I slept at 4am last night.
- Woke up and went to school with goldfish eye
- I chionged home after finish paper.
- I slept like nobody business. From 2pm to 6pm
- Woke up, got to know sis got new phone
- I cant get new one cause dad has bought me a 2k bicycle
- and a laptop.
- I called off religious class, my teacher came back late.
- Went out to ride. At first was only 3 people, at last 20plus rider
- Played the game H.O.R.S.E with weiloon.
- Ayu came down(happy :D)
- Ride, and saw many cool tricks by weiloon.
After that I came home, dad was already home 0_0 Shit.. haha..Ok rahayu, get well soon ok. dont ride too hard and dont break some parts of ur body. remember, safety first. See u after nlevel then. I got grounded but get to escape sometimes :)
Ms D.
I know you are not happy with me in a certain way. I would like to know whats the reason. Share with me wont you?
Ms E.
Ok, i suspected you are mad with me. I guess due to the reason of smsing you. Whatever it is, I smsed as a friend, not more than that. But in future, who might know. Feelings cant be avoided. Its pretty Insane and weird if a human doesnt have feelings towards the opposite sex. I hope you wont avoid me. If can, give me a chance to be with you?
being entertained. Yesterday was a jolly well satisfactory and fun...
Satisfied cause I managed to control myself on not riding for the whole day.
Instead, after Aep, Zul and me went to Danish house to slack. Safiee,
Afif and Hilmi was playing guitar hero. More worst when we played
Taiti?(I dunno how its spelled). I kept losing. Imma beginner.
Then we logged in to Danish comp and went to Tagged.com. So blablabla.
I left home first as my mind wasn't in a good state. Its been a week
since I go to Gym. Reached home, slept and then studied til late nite..
Today morning, I woke up 9. Dad told me to wake up at 8 cause he
wanted to go Car Workshop to get the car fixed. But in the end he
was sleeping till 10. So then I bathed first, and he woke up, and called
me.. He smiled and rushed and at 11 went out. Got the car fixed.
AND OH!! I SAW A LAMBORGHINI MURCIELAGO LP720.2.
Then went to Autobacs at Bukit Batok. Dad was looking for tires..
He was fickle minded and didn't know which to choose. But I suggested
him a good tire but expensive.. He agreed cause it got free service
and stuff, and its a racing tire.. Reached home at 5 and its my turn
to get my bike fixed.By 6 its fixed. And I went to test it.. NICE!!
Slacked.. And now here I am... Thats all flicks..
I've been wondering, why we have feelings for someone
when we know we cant get them. To see you everyday
made me smile.. But If can, I never want to treat you
as my friend only, Can it be more than that?? My friend
also have the same feelings as me, but looks like the
female he like starts to reply to him after sometime. When is my
turn then?
