Ok. Something is happening to her. I trust you ok. How else can I show
that I believe you? I believe you. What else do you want me to show you
on how I believe you.. I trust you.. I want to know you better. Im waiting for
you ok.. Trust me..
Ok problems here. Recently trouble with someone. Alah, act only lah that
girl. Want act 'ah siow'. I really dont want find trouble with you. Not my type
to fight. Imma slow and steady person. You cannot talk, then your problem.
My type, I want to know what happened, and maybe I could help. But once I said
your style, you really cant take it. Claimed sumore that I spout vulgarity.
Whatever lah twinny. I dont care.. There are many better ones outside..
So yeah, later...
School has been draggy, I was suddenly worried and restless. I couldnt stuck
the Maths formulas into my head. I only can remember the circles, triangles,
polygon and many more formulas.. But I cant remember the statics maths formula.
But for real, Im going to pass my NLEVEL. No matter what, I will do the best out
of me and go for the moon, not the sun.. Like Olivia said,
"strive high but not too high". You want to know why? Cause if you strive too
high, your head might hit the ceiling and then you will fall to the ground..
WAHAHA!
Technically, Im still chilling while exams are days away. And here I am, with my bike,
and only partially of the time I will study. I will start studying TMR! I ENSURE I
WILL PASS MY PRELIMS AND NLEVEL!!! WEEE!!!
To that someone : You sucks!! Cause you thought I fall for you, while I dont.
I got Someone better. Not MS D of course! Ms D is my switheart!! HEHE!
Still By Myself..!, Friday, July 24, 2009.
O_O.. Two Bmx competition is coming up..
I want go and watch how this pro's ride.
I hope can get some good advice :)
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, July 18, 2009.
I watched something at Youtube. It made me wanna burst into tears.
The reason I felt this way is I never got to feel it. I never had any of
the chance to have one. I tried confessing but none seems to be a
successful ones. Its by natural, a male chase a female.. But it seems to
be haywire, when the male, was pushed away... Meaning, rejected..
Reasons why I expressed this out, some feelings is inevitable. Can't be
avoided. What I'm trying to say is... What would you feel/do when the
person you like, you see them everyday? I got this quote from a webpage
" I might be a person in the world, But to someone, I can become their world "
I ought to fall into a situation whereby I will think back to myself, is my
attitude right? Does making noise in class is a matter of entertaining or
irritate? I always want to change, being silent, talk lesser, keep myself to
a low profile mode.. I want to be a relaxed, sooth guy. But I just need people
point of view about me. Tell me my problems. Tell me my attitude. I want
to know..
Ms D.I know your feelings, but I can't forget something. Not to say that someone,but I see someone. I tried hard enough, but her smile captures my eyes morethan you does.. You talk lesser to me now. You are trying to go away from me.My Purpose here is to know you better and maybe, get out of the trouble.Hope ya understand.Ms E.Yeah, I know pretty well you are somekind of concentrating, But then, I can't avoid this feelings. I feel awkward.. To see you, see your smile..Why? Cause after you vented your reasons to me, I feel I lost Hopes..So I Guess, Its a hard impact I owned, more worst than my bike falls.
Still By Myself..!, Friday, July 17, 2009.
Alright, today might be the last day Im going to
REALLY RIDE! Cause I want to start focusing on
my Exams. Its not too late.. Better think of my
future :)
I was worry the whole day waiting for her reply.
At last she does reply.. hehe. sorry lah, im concern abt my twin...
Im happy she is safe and sound. I hope i get to
go out with you one day.. Hope saturday can meet :)
Disini aku masih sendiri, merenungi hari2 sepi,Masih Tanpa YOU! Masih Tanpa YOU! Bila esokhari datang lagi, Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini,masih tanpa you. masih tanpa you :P
Still By Myself..!, Monday, July 06, 2009.
Im really happy. My bestfriend, aby and pineapple are now back together
as friends again. How I wish world is always peaceful... Its like a months nearing
to two, they was in a bad state. Now, talking state.. yeah.. At least, my mission
success, in making them come back together as a friend..
RULES IN LV4/2! TREAT EVERYONE LIKE YOUR BRO AND SIS.!!
Races doesnt count and even age doesnt.. So yeah. Im really glad,
pineapple decided to forget everything after so long of asking her to
forget it. Yeah, now no more red eye and red head in class.
So lets we all walk through the road together.. :)
I LOVE YOU GUYS!! HEHE!
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, July 02, 2009.