Wednesday, October 20, 2010
It was about a decision to be made that changes the structure of life. You are given a choice, but then the choices given are none of your favour. This equate to, You dont have a choice. Its not about how we decide. But its about how we choose to decide. If we decide blindly, then your future will be blind. But if you decide with faith and confidence, your future will definitely be bright, always "Happiness Assured"
But at times, things does not go the way we wanted. So how? Change some of the way to our way, yet sticking to the way provided. I wont fall. I wont leave. But I'm just afraid of one thing, Once i stay alone, I just wanna be alone cause Im tired and scared of failing. Its all about the strength, Its all about the confidence..
I have to hold on, but I cant hold on for too long, My energy will be drained soon. Many things are in my brain right now? Yet, The biggest fear im having is my Olevels. Its tomorrow. Came by a problem early in the morning. I won't mention what the problem is, but I just wont think about it. None decides my life, None interfere in my life affairs. You try to coax me, but instead I will bite you further..
You have faith in me, There will be no trouble. How far I can go, Its my life issue. Whoever you are, I will not bother, once you are in my way, watch out.. Dont disturb me.
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, October 20, 2010.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Kay,this blog is dying. Better update it. Schedules are hectic. Olevels is in 10 days time. I miss riding, ii miss doing my normal stuffs,i miss ecp, ii practically miss many things.
BUT IN FEW WEEKS TIME, I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
*Uh-huh uh-huh*
I wanna get it done and over with.
Anw, i was studying at the void deck and I MADE A FRIEND. An indian man approached me and asked if the seat was taken. Idk what's his name. So let's give him a name - RAJOO. Okay, I said no and Rajoo sat opposite me. At first, he was annoying. He was noisy, talking loudly on the phone. Then he asked me the meaning of bombastic words. I was a lil bit PISSED OFF. Here i am,studying. And there you are, distracting me. He watched me do my work, ii was stucked, he took a look and gave me many plain papers to write. How thoughtful(:
2 guys, on a seat, having problems, wanna relax their mind, become friends.
COOL SIAA. mcm drama series.
Conclusion: He's a nice guy.
I'm very hungry. Mum cooked sambal chicken,but i'm very lazy to lift my lazy butt off the chair. Malas nk amik lauk, nk bkak mulot, nk kunyah,nk telan. Leceh. After all, dah mlm. Tido sudah.
Label: Everything happened for
a reason. Things have not
been great these few wks,
but I won't let you fall.
I'll support you from
the back.
I love you,Eddy Shaiful.
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, October 14, 2010.
