Friday, June 29, 2007
For me keeping quiet is the best and its avoids from mistakes. I may gave up on anything but not that easy for me to give up. But its destiny. I always fail in something. And it always happen. I Dream on. SO its time to end to scenario. I cant say they are trouble makers. But they have their time to be in love, So i always understand u gerls. Its ok. Sumtink i keep bugging u. This 'you' refers to u. U noe who u are. From nw its time for me to really understand situation. So Get free.
SOUND OF MY DREAMS!!!
Still By Myself..!, Friday, June 29, 2007.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Ferstly in the morning i woke up and took my bath. I left home at 7 and reach skool at 7.25. Wasnt that late. So After that everything went smooth. When it reach to Geography Lesson. I Got Pissed Off.. Mrs Kang treat the whole class like small kids. I was kinda Pissed off just now.
AFter that was maths. And i really got mad. I Ran to the water cooler. And My shoes so called stuck and skidded on the floor and the sound is like sumone FARTS. And My fren Sean was beside me and he told the rest that i farted. WAT THE HELL!! Then came back into class, JONATHAN SPREAD IT ALL!!!. OH MY GOD and IT WAS FAKE!!
After that maths lesson n FIZAH DID A GOOD JOB!! LUV U CHER.. HAHA..
Then its hme econ time.. And that Mdm Kwang nag and lecture us. treating us cam udak kecik..
After that was waiting time to go home. and at 2 we left skool.!
Nothing more to post.. DOwn is my feelings.
FEELING(s)
All i was thinking is about sumone.
But i wanted to forget tis. But i cant
Should i tell or shd i leave? and when
i leave no gerls shd enter my life????
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, June 28, 2007.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Erm i left in the morning and took mrt. But have to top up my ezlink cos its has only 5cents left. Reach skool at 7 and sat down on my chair.
Skool starts with pledge and national anthem. After that we studied till brains crack to half. Our new teacher for geog is Mrs Karen Kang. Ok lah she but a bit weird. She is treating us like small kids. I Wasnt sure wat to do today. Everything i do have gone wrong. Im Weird. After The dream. I couldnt control myself. I followed my emotions. I tried but wouldnt work. I talk crap. I talk to myself. And Feeling that im lonely. Feeling That I Lose. After skool. I went home. My bro fetch me with car. And reach hm. i dreamt again....
Till Here.
Skool starts with pledge and national anthem. After that we studied till brains crack to half. Our new teacher for geog is Mrs Karen Kang. Ok lah she but a bit weird. She is treating us like small kids. I Wasnt sure wat to do today. Everything i do have gone wrong. Im Weird. After The dream. I couldnt control myself. I followed my emotions. I tried but wouldnt work. I talk crap. I talk to myself. And Feeling that im lonely. Feeling That I Lose. After skool. I went home. My bro fetch me with car. And reach hm. i dreamt again....
Till Here.
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, June 27, 2007.
Lifting my eyes in the morning at 6am
Dragging my leg to the toilet.. My heart
is really in pain, feeling that i lost sumtink
did i fail? did i lose? or the way i am didnt
make it. Im weird cos at nite, when i was
sleeping, i dream abt her and her frens.
The peoples in my dream cnnt be mention
cos i guess the dream is mine. It was a sweet
one. I was thinking why i like tis person by
sudden. Btw its just a dream. She is Sumone
else's. I couldnt dream if wat i wanted i wont
achieve.
I took a hot bath and at 6.30 i ended my bathe.
I was crying, i couldnt control myself. And this time
round im really wanting her. Im crying in my dream
and true tears is on my face. And when i woke up, i felt
tears on my eyelids. I was crying. Till Now.. I dunno
how to explain to her. If i leave, regret will cover my head.
If i stay i feel that im a dreamer. Which one is the choice.
Why am i liking her. Why i aim her. Why all her.. She is nt that
pretty, but her kindess and the way she is towards sumone
attracts me alot.. I couldnt face this when it really a thrash.
The dream make me cried. The Dream make me realise wat is it
The dream is showing their real face. Wat i feel? Why am
i crying abt her. She only treats me as fren. And i wanted her to be
more than a fren of mine.
I always to get her to be in my sound of dreams. But i believe its impossible.
I want to go. I want to run. Run to Places that I Can Be. I Want to noe wat is
the sound, sound that sumtink reminding me. i want to go, i get to run, run to the
moments that set me free. u tell me why i give u sound of my dream.
All The More, that song is related. I want this to stop. I Feel that Im Clapping my own palms.
I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, June 27, 2007.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Today in The Morning Feeling warm.
Woke up at 7.30 a.m took my bath
And Ended my Bathe at 7.40a.m
Got ready for school. Wore My Uniform
And Leave At 8.
AND SUDDENLY!!! I Forgot My Health
Booklet. And I ran back to my hse and
Told My mum to find my health booklet
And she got it. I Left At 8.15a.m. I Only
Have 20mins to reach school and im not
Walking but im running. Reach at Cck Mrt
At 8.25a.m and I Missed The train!!
So The Next Train Is In Three Minutes.
My Heart Was Beating Fast. If Im late,
Every tuesday have to report to school
Damn² early. PPl Report At 8.40 and
late comers report at 7.25.
its already 8.35. I reach school Exact at 8.40
And Im save cos im considered not late.
Reached Class And Everyone Is Already In.
Teachers Taking Attendance And im In..
So WE Had Health Screening at 9 and its soon
To Be Started. So We Reached At Ava Room
And The screening Starts. So we have to check
Our eyes and BackBONE! My Eyes Is Damn Good
My Bone Is Ok. Normal. And The Nurse Ask Whether
I Smoke. Truly I said no cos i never smoke.
The Screening ended at 10.30 and after that is Recess
So We All Went For Recess. After Recess and its
learning time.
Everything is Normal. And Today Seems fine for me.
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Feelings
I Had Feelings this Semester Is Though.
I Want To study hard enough for all
subject especially malay. I'm aiming
Good results so can enter express class
during sec 3 or 4 i guess.
Im Aiming i Will get close to her, her burfdae
reaching soon. I Have long never chat wit her.
I Will Wait For her.. No Matter Wat happens..
Woke up at 7.30 a.m took my bath
And Ended my Bathe at 7.40a.m
Got ready for school. Wore My Uniform
And Leave At 8.
AND SUDDENLY!!! I Forgot My Health
Booklet. And I ran back to my hse and
Told My mum to find my health booklet
And she got it. I Left At 8.15a.m. I Only
Have 20mins to reach school and im not
Walking but im running. Reach at Cck Mrt
At 8.25a.m and I Missed The train!!
So The Next Train Is In Three Minutes.
My Heart Was Beating Fast. If Im late,
Every tuesday have to report to school
Damn² early. PPl Report At 8.40 and
late comers report at 7.25.
its already 8.35. I reach school Exact at 8.40
And Im save cos im considered not late.
Reached Class And Everyone Is Already In.
Teachers Taking Attendance And im In..
So WE Had Health Screening at 9 and its soon
To Be Started. So We Reached At Ava Room
And The screening Starts. So we have to check
Our eyes and BackBONE! My Eyes Is Damn Good
My Bone Is Ok. Normal. And The Nurse Ask Whether
I Smoke. Truly I said no cos i never smoke.
The Screening ended at 10.30 and after that is Recess
So We All Went For Recess. After Recess and its
learning time.
Everything is Normal. And Today Seems fine for me.
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Feelings
I Had Feelings this Semester Is Though.
I Want To study hard enough for all
subject especially malay. I'm aiming
Good results so can enter express class
during sec 3 or 4 i guess.
Im Aiming i Will get close to her, her burfdae
reaching soon. I Have long never chat wit her.
I Will Wait For her.. No Matter Wat happens..
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, June 26, 2007.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
I Have To Wake Up In The Morning To Clean Hse.
Pls Understand I Need TO REst Mom.
But Its ok My Mum Said Due To My Hardwerk
I Will Get A Wireless broadband For My Comp
Cos I Have Two COmps And One Is Without Internet
So I Wanted To Be Fair cos Everyone Can Use it.
Feeling
I feel that im left alone.
I feel that im losing in studies
And I FEel Im Slacking In TAkraw
All Will Come TO Waste When
I dun Practice Well.
I Will Fight Till The End.
I will Not Give Up
I Will WAit! :)
Pls Understand I Need TO REst Mom.
But Its ok My Mum Said Due To My Hardwerk
I Will Get A Wireless broadband For My Comp
Cos I Have Two COmps And One Is Without Internet
So I Wanted To Be Fair cos Everyone Can Use it.
Feeling
I feel that im left alone.
I feel that im losing in studies
And I FEel Im Slacking In TAkraw
All Will Come TO Waste When
I dun Practice Well.
I Will Fight Till The End.
I will Not Give Up
I Will WAit! :)
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, June 24, 2007.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Woah Its About A week I Never Update Tis Thing.
Hmm Kinda Bored Nowadays As Skool Opening.
Hmm. WAs Wishing Sumtink happened that
The Skool CLose Again.
Good News:
Hmwk is Done
All Ready For Skool.
Bad NEws:
Have To Wake Up Early
Study Till Like Hell.
And Dun Want Any Fighting Happen
Between My Frens..
TOTALLY BAD NEWS!:
DURING ZURAN BURFDAE IM NT AT HM!
AND I HAVE TO ATTEND SUMTINK AT A WEDDING CEREMONY
Its Been Bad Nowadays.
GEttin Lazy TO Blog.
And Im PIssed Off Wit ANytink stoopid Happen.
Gazing Off To The Moon LITE..
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, June 23, 2007.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Hey guys so long i never update my blog.. Today i have the mood and time to blog..
So its kinda boring when its holiday time.. And its kinda boring when skool starts....
Which one is better??
So i was wishing i get my PSP cos its an entertainment to me.. I was suppose to go to
escape theme park today but my mood makes me say no to the offering from my sis..
So i woke up in the morning and took my bath.. So after that i watch tv till 12 and after
that i get ready for my prayers.. Friday prayers.. So after that at 2.30 i reached hm..
And i sleep cos my eyes is damn tired. haha..
Let recap about monday.. Its My sis burfdae so we acted like notink happen.. Then my
baked a cake and surprise it to her at nite.. After the burfdae cake is being eaten up i wanted
to go for training in my estate but suddenly it rain so heavily so i have to cancel the training
but the rest of my fren went..
Thats all i got to say..
I've made a mistake again..
Im Sori RUZ!
So its kinda boring when its holiday time.. And its kinda boring when skool starts....
Which one is better??
So i was wishing i get my PSP cos its an entertainment to me.. I was suppose to go to
escape theme park today but my mood makes me say no to the offering from my sis..
So i woke up in the morning and took my bath.. So after that i watch tv till 12 and after
that i get ready for my prayers.. Friday prayers.. So after that at 2.30 i reached hm..
And i sleep cos my eyes is damn tired. haha..
Let recap about monday.. Its My sis burfdae so we acted like notink happen.. Then my
baked a cake and surprise it to her at nite.. After the burfdae cake is being eaten up i wanted
to go for training in my estate but suddenly it rain so heavily so i have to cancel the training
but the rest of my fren went..
Thats all i got to say..
I've made a mistake again..
Im Sori RUZ!
Still By Myself..!, Friday, June 15, 2007.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
today notink happen...
ALL I GOT TO SAY IS..
I KINDA MISS CHATTIN WIT HER....
EDDY :(
ALL I GOT TO SAY IS..
I KINDA MISS CHATTIN WIT HER....
EDDY :(
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, June 09, 2007.
Thursday, June 7, 2007
haha.. i got tis pic in my folder.. and it was during im p5. very immature sia me.. at least the rest is quite mature enuf.. at that time its a gerl burfdae, the one in pink. she kinda pretty now but we still in contact as frens.. but sumtimes its kinda shy when u talk about old time.. and its kinda irritating when ppl talk about ur past and so on..
Thursday
So today notink new happen same routine without doing anything..
Woke up in the morning, took my bath and after that take my breakfast
and followed by lunch.. After that i played my Ps2 and i finish the game..
its kinda bored when the game u like has ended.. So now im just on the comp
sitting chatting around wit frens, but still bored cos my mum nag at me
for using the comp the whole day.. but wat can i do to make myself happy.
my cycling frens is nt around and one of my fren the Mak Mengadong.. haha
then its ok.. maeb i will try to find sumtink to do..
K guys notink more to say. i want to go off.. thats all bye...
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, June 07, 2007.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
let talks about tuesday ferst
in the morning i had takraw training
and it was quite bored when
our teacher didnt attend cos
his daddy was sick and he cant
attend cos his dad was on critical stage
hmm but we all did sumtink
at least played a bit of takraw
cos when we are there but when
we did notink it kinda irritating
and bored cos when u reach the
place then u never did anything
quite bored..
Then i saw zuran and her frens
walking past the auditorium then
she headed for the bridge then
she walk away. i wanted to call
her but i was in the court having
my training so i couldnt catch up
wit her.. After one hour suddenly
an ite guy appeared wit Taufiq and
his name is Nizam.. He's quite good
in takraw, still can be defeated as
he have a weakness on playing
takraw. After that its already 11 am
so i called off my fren to pack up
and leave as our assistant teacher
couldnt stay long..
Then after we pack up then i headed
hm.. Thanks to rusydi for willing to
stay up wit me for sending those equipment
back to my teacher..
Then i went back and sleep the whole day.
At nite im having takraw cos its my day,
tournament day..
At 6pm i went down and meet all
my takraw frens and we headed to our
bus.. and after 15mins we headed of for bedok
sports hall. we reach there at about 7
then we all starts to warm up and we
start to get excited bout the game..
the game starts and my whole team won
and the score is 2-0..
we went hm and then we celebrate at
kopitiam and we blanja till about nearly
50 dollar.. then at 10.25 everybody walk hm..
cos its already late. so i went hm and took a sleep..
Today is wednesday:
ferstly in the morning i woke up
and straight away do sum strectching
then i eat then took my bath.. then
went out to sheng shiong.. after that went hm
played game.. suddenly the phone rang.
oh no daddy bikes is spoil so me and bro
went to the location and help daddy but
it still cannot werk so we call a technician
to TOW the bike.. and off notink happen
till nw when i post tis.. thats all
in the morning i had takraw training
and it was quite bored when
our teacher didnt attend cos
his daddy was sick and he cant
attend cos his dad was on critical stage
hmm but we all did sumtink
at least played a bit of takraw
cos when we are there but when
we did notink it kinda irritating
and bored cos when u reach the
place then u never did anything
quite bored..
Then i saw zuran and her frens
walking past the auditorium then
she headed for the bridge then
she walk away. i wanted to call
her but i was in the court having
my training so i couldnt catch up
wit her.. After one hour suddenly
an ite guy appeared wit Taufiq and
his name is Nizam.. He's quite good
in takraw, still can be defeated as
he have a weakness on playing
takraw. After that its already 11 am
so i called off my fren to pack up
and leave as our assistant teacher
couldnt stay long..
Then after we pack up then i headed
hm.. Thanks to rusydi for willing to
stay up wit me for sending those equipment
back to my teacher..
Then i went back and sleep the whole day.
At nite im having takraw cos its my day,
tournament day..
At 6pm i went down and meet all
my takraw frens and we headed to our
bus.. and after 15mins we headed of for bedok
sports hall. we reach there at about 7
then we all starts to warm up and we
start to get excited bout the game..
the game starts and my whole team won
and the score is 2-0..
we went hm and then we celebrate at
kopitiam and we blanja till about nearly
50 dollar.. then at 10.25 everybody walk hm..
cos its already late. so i went hm and took a sleep..
Today is wednesday:
ferstly in the morning i woke up
and straight away do sum strectching
then i eat then took my bath.. then
went out to sheng shiong.. after that went hm
played game.. suddenly the phone rang.
oh no daddy bikes is spoil so me and bro
went to the location and help daddy but
it still cannot werk so we call a technician
to TOW the bike.. and off notink happen
till nw when i post tis.. thats all
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, June 06, 2007.
Saturday, June 2, 2007
today was quite a boring day cos mornin i woke up then i took my bath then i waited for mum
to come back from her exercise.. then i was actually waitin for zuran to sms me.. i want to see if she will sms me.. but she told me she's leaving in the morning, so i thought she wont sms me.. but suddenly at 12.20 i checked my phone, zuran sms me.. i was so damn bingit that nobody inform me about the msg alert.. then i checked when zuran sent the msg, it was 16 mins ago.. ARGH!!!
i kinda miss her rite now. she's away to desaru having her holiday wit her family. nemind i will pray for u that u are safe and sound when u are there.. take care zuran, u are a diamond of hope.. take care..
to come back from her exercise.. then i was actually waitin for zuran to sms me.. i want to see if she will sms me.. but she told me she's leaving in the morning, so i thought she wont sms me.. but suddenly at 12.20 i checked my phone, zuran sms me.. i was so damn bingit that nobody inform me about the msg alert.. then i checked when zuran sent the msg, it was 16 mins ago.. ARGH!!!
i kinda miss her rite now. she's away to desaru having her holiday wit her family. nemind i will pray for u that u are safe and sound when u are there.. take care zuran, u are a diamond of hope.. take care..
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, June 02, 2007.
