Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Lifting my eyes in the morning at 6am

Dragging my leg to the toilet.. My heart

is really in pain, feeling that i lost sumtink

did i fail? did i lose? or the way i am didnt

make it. Im weird cos at nite, when i was

sleeping, i dream abt her and her frens.

The peoples in my dream cnnt be mention

cos i guess the dream is mine. It was a sweet

one. I was thinking why i like tis person by

sudden. Btw its just a dream. She is Sumone

else's. I couldnt dream if wat i wanted i wont

achieve.

I took a hot bath and at 6.30 i ended my bathe.

I was crying, i couldnt control myself. And this time

round im really wanting her. Im crying in my dream

and true tears is on my face. And when i woke up, i felt

tears on my eyelids. I was crying. Till Now.. I dunno

how to explain to her. If i leave, regret will cover my head.

If i stay i feel that im a dreamer. Which one is the choice.

Why am i liking her. Why i aim her. Why all her.. She is nt that

pretty, but her kindess and the way she is towards sumone

attracts me alot.. I couldnt face this when it really a thrash.

The dream make me cried. The Dream make me realise wat is it

The dream is showing their real face. Wat i feel? Why am

i crying abt her. She only treats me as fren. And i wanted her to be

more than a fren of mine.

I always to get her to be in my sound of dreams. But i believe its impossible.

I want to go. I want to run. Run to Places that I Can Be. I Want to noe wat is

the sound, sound that sumtink reminding me. i want to go, i get to run, run to the

moments that set me free. u tell me why i give u sound of my dream.

All The More, that song is related. I want this to stop. I Feel that Im Clapping my own palms.

I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, June 27, 2007.