Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Ok I was in lack of mood.
I got bad news. Ok maybe
some parts of the mistake
is made by me. But not
only that, even my frens
is spreading story that
is fake, I wont chase after
"YOU". U kinda shouted
at me. Im nt angry or wat
but let me be straightforward
U shd not speak like that.
Ok u want to deny that go ahead.
For me to speak nicely is better
den being direct. I remembered
my mum says gerls are trouble
during school life, i didnt believe
all tis crap or nonsense, but wat
my mum said turns out to be true.
But still im denying its fake. I still
dun believe all this. Pls explain.
Some of them gives us headache.

OK I ADMIT ITS MY MISTAKE! PLS FORGIVE ME. PLS.
I BEG U!

I was so stress when she said that,
i didnt noe that my hope could be crushed
easily like that, My mood to study
lost today. And i was like dreaming
thinking, crying inside, hoping that
these are fakes. I wasnt angry nor
furious at her. I never had the feeling
of those towards her. But i noe that
my act or my method is wrong. I admit
that. Forgive me, Give me a chance
to explain all this. Pls. I noe u are hot
i really cant face u if we clash with each
other. Give me a chance. And i wont
waste it. I couldnt do my werk, I didnt
concentrate in class, My mum scold me
cos i didnt talk. Teachers saw im different
today, I need to explain. I need to tell u
sumtink. Pls talk to me. Why didnt u tell
me the truth earlier. Tis wont turn bad
if u told me earlier. I didnt noe hw to
let it all out. I want to shout but where,
i want to beat up ppl, it will turn bad in
future, i want to say vulgarities, its nt
my type, i want to run away but where
shd i go. I dunno wat to do. My brains
are jammed. I keep thinking abt her
and her werds. For me this shd nt happen
we have to be frank with each other
in a nicer way. I dunno wat shd i do
next or wat will happen next. I guess
her frens noe bout tis. And its more
shamefull if i face them everyday.
But study is important, and this prob
is troubling my mind on hw to avoid
them. But i guess i shd confront them
and tell the truth. I guess tis is my
way of telling them. To tell the truth
is better then hiding or lying. If i lie,
i will commit sins. I dunno wat to do now.

GIVE ME IDEAS GUYS. PLS I NEED
UR IDEAS IN THESE BADLY!!

Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, August 14, 2007.