Friday, September 28, 2007
I admit that i didnt update blog for long time.
Today exam was a disaster, during second paper
my brain jammed. i couldnt think. haha.
Paper one was normal.
Paper two was disaster.
Currently now studying for english.
Reading the format for letter.
OK. thats all. Gtg.
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Ok. Now im just a fren with her.
Ppl suspected many things.
I still cant forget that person.
Not my special fren, its another her.
Kau tak bisa kluar dari fikiran ku. :)
Labels: What will happen?
Still By Myself..!, Friday, September 28, 2007.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Currently now at home, stuffing myself at home,
forcing myself to study. Ok. School was so normal
and bored. I thought we kena scold during art but
indeed, MDM K gives us chance to redo and its actually
not our video is lost or wat, its just that we didnt save
it, but instead we say the video lost, so a great escape.
Assembly is abt claymation.:
To zuran's grp, congrats cos ur video or claymation video
was showed up during assembly. Nice sound effects, nice
movement and back drop u have. Great werk keep it up.
Thats all for now guys. Soon yeah.
I wont be online after tis, Maybe.
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Currently now i have forgotten abt u.
Im concentrating on my new her.
I will let u go. I wont follow u anymore.
:)
Labels: even me..., She is free
Still By Myself..!, Monday, September 24, 2007.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Salam takziah to abg ian family. UR dad have to go.
Currently now waiting for time to pass quick. I dun
feel good. My body is shaking. Ok.. Early in the morning.
Sahur, after that my bro receives a msg that ian's dad
passed away. So me and bro rush down to his hse. Early
in the morning. We went to his hse and trying to comfort
ian. He cried and i felt touched.
So at 6.30 we came back home and sleep. woke up at 10.
and go to his hse again. Waiting for his father to be bury.
So at 12 plus we went out and to the grave yard. Its all fine.
So as it already end, me and bro went to JB. walk2 ard. He
ride his R1 and we kinda blast off to 200km/h. We can go
faster but i scared we fly off the bike. So we fill in petrol and
head home.
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I guess i have stopped liking u. Sumone else likes me.
She is close to me. I hope we will be frens. TC..
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 22, 2007.
Friday, September 21, 2007
As i said stoopid as always did. To ppl who makes my
life werst. U better be ready to be cursed. U made me
and frens life miserable. Truly speaking u all think of
ur own werld. LANCAO i said. Go to hell ah u all.
TO nisa. GET out of the werld if u cant take jokes.
Ur freaking butt doesnt deserve to be here. Dun
joke ard with me ah. U see im soft. But i tell u.
Get a pail of water ready before i burst u out of
earth surface. STOOPID AH U!! Make me kena scold.
Mdm K scolded me. I didnt get to do art. Was whack.
AND U PPL JUST SUCKS MAN!!..
And as that. I realised that by liking her. MAkes me feel
more stressful. CAnt u realise that i like u or sumtink. I
noe hot guys which gerls wish for.. OK. I DECLARE LOSE.
Im a loser. I donno wat to do. STOOPID. I GUESS I BETTER
ERASE UR NAME OUT OF MY MIND! NO USE WAITING
FOR THINGS THAT I CANT GET. GREAT MINDS U ALL
HAVE. BUT ITS JUST THAT U ALL DONT USE IT WELL.
IM RUNNING OUT PATIENCE NOW.
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OK IM DREAMING BY MYSELF. HOT STUFFS, HOT
GUYS IS UR DREAM. GO ON. IM NOBODY AND AM NO
ONE IN THIS WERLD. ONLY MY FAMILY NOES ME WELL.
CLOSED FRENS TOO. IF I DREAMED OF GETTING U, I MAY
ENDED FALLING INTO A WELL OF REGRETS. GO ON LA.
I NOE I WONT GET U. GOODBYE...
Labels: IM FALLING. U MAKE ME FALL
Still By Myself..!, Friday, September 21, 2007.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
I saw u. I saw u. I saw u.
Your smile. Your smile. Your smile.
Brighten my days. Reminds me more of u.
But im no one to u. But still i like u.
I dont careof who u are.
My heart is sincere for u.
Give mea chance to show that im speaking the truth, NO LYING.
Trust me... Just give me a chance.
Give me a chance.
PLS.... I will prove it to u.
Labels: Give me a chance, will you?
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, September 19, 2007.
Everyday, seems to be a new day for me.
Monday was my most happiest day. I went
to school as pernormal, wasnt late.
School is just great. And that day was my
ferst time having terawih. Azmee tag along.
He guided me. I was rather confuse abt which
one is Sembahyang Sunat and Isyak. And terawih.
So the ferst one after azan is sunat, followed
by isyak and terawih. SO GREAT! So terawih
goes smoothly and my heart feel so frest and new.
So at 9.05 terawih ended as i took 8 rakaat only.
So we went out and took our slippers and off
to gerai or watever inside the masjid. So notink
seems attracting and we doze off. TO MY SURPRISE,
I saw her. Her and frens looks so sweet. I suddenly
smiled all the way after i saw them.
The next day same routine but i studied for geo.
And off to terawih with bro. As we ride scooter or
vespa, we kinda play a fool on the road. HAHA.
So i forget to bring my head gear for terawih and
my bro gave me his cool riding head cover. And i used
it. Seems cooling but irritating at time. The same thing
happened but i didnt saw her :( . Sumone told me
why i changed, or becos of who i change to sumone better.
And the person is meant to be kept as secret.
So today in school i saw her and frens. She's different
today. Im just thinking why sumone will get attracted
to sumone. Cant i just lift myself up and move on. But
still im stuck at her. Im unmatch as she is in express
stream but ranking or status doesnt count. So im chasing
my dreams. So tonight im going again. Hope to see her again.
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I saw u. I saw u. I saw u.
Your smile. Your smile. Your smile.
Brighten my days. Reminds me more of u.
But im no one to u. But still i like u.
I dont care of who u are. My heart is sincere for u.
Give me a chance to show that im speaking the truth, NO LYING.
Trust me... Just give me a chance.
Give me a chance.
PLS.... I will prove it to u.
Labels: Give me a chance, will you?
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, September 19, 2007.
Monday, September 17, 2007
Shit, i cant be late all the time or my mum wont top up
my ezlink card. I bought the bus concession pass, but
everytime i late, i will for sure take train and now its abt
few cents left. Haiya. I hope im not late tmr.
So school was bored, teachers still did the same thing.
I got bored and kinda yawn and yawn. But the fact is that
i must concentrate cos exams is just few days left. I guess
its time for me to hop on the books and flip the page
and do sum notes. Today best time for me is art lesson.
We did shooting and Jeremy used syahirah(LV 2/5) video to
make as an example. HAHA wat a bunny. SO he showed us
and guess wat, we forgot the methods. HAHA. He helped us
out and we shoot it.
The characters kept falling and we kinda have to redo again.
What a waste of time. So we keep shooting and only got two
scenes. Urgh, need to stayback to cover up time.
SO after school had assembly and its Unity Idol. Truly speaking
all of them are brave enough to step out TO sing or dance or simple
werd is to perform. So I was finding for a nice performance and the
white gerls and the dancing boys kinda make it real. Its the nices part.
And btw U all deserve a round of applause. Great performance guys.
I was hoping that the dance will win. Any grp i dun care as long sumone
wins in the dancing category. And Truly speaking gerls are total unique.
Gerls have own natural style of dancing and when they dance, the dance will
turn out nice cos most gerls are born to dance!. Guys kinda slack but
need more power. POWER UP GUYS!
Congrats to sofeana, ctie, syahirah(2/8), and the rest whom i dunno.
U all won the cup yeah. Nice dancing, cool songs, great expression.
I guess if there is any performance or events, u gerls should dance.
So after that went home straight. Nobody has the mood to do art. So
we left.
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TODAY I SAW U SMILED, I SAW U LAUGH.
I SAW UR CUTE FACE. U ARE SUMONE HAPPY
ALL THE TIME. I DONT KNOW WAT ELSE I
COULD DO TO GET U. BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST
AFTER EXAMS TO GET U. I WONT GIVE UP. TRUST ME THAT IF
I GET U, I WILL TAKE CARE OF U, TRY MY BEST
NOT TO HURT U. I WILL TRY MY BEST OF LIFE NOT
TO HURT U. TRUST ME :)
Labels: I will always like u.
Still By Myself..!, Monday, September 17, 2007.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Woah. I kinda sleep a lot today. And i wondered why.
I sleep from 2 to 4. I dunno why. Hmm. Maybe
cos im tired. So after that i studied and now im here.
Basically i have notink to blog abt, so... thats all.
SEE ya.
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 15, 2007.
Currently, im lazy to blog nowadays.
Its fasting month. And me still not
adapted to the fasting month. I feel
giddy, fainting while walking and
vomiting. OK. Lets talk.
Wednesday,
Frens came over to play sepak takraw.
But apit got his burfdae bash and nobody
beat him actually cos its one on one sparring.
I didnt cos im just plain lazy and im sick
on that time.
Thursday,
We kinda got happy and its everybody
ferst day fasting. I can see that most of
them is weak. That includes me. So as
pernormal, recess time we went to hall.
I saw her coming down, kinda late actually.
Lesson was bored. Teachers still missing.
And currently i did notink but studying.
Friday,
Didnt go prayers cos i pitied Safiee, cos he
needs to get a new specs and nobody follows
him, so its ok if i spare off prayers. Im sincere
in following him. So i thought of going to playing
badminton with Afif and frens, but i kinda got
lazy.
Thats all for today. I will blog soon again.
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I saw her, her bright face and her smile
makes me feel great. But why I feel diff
towards her. I guess im over her again.
Dont ask me why or who. I will do my
exams ferst and kinda reveal what going
on here. I dun want to lose u again.
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 15, 2007.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Guys, Basically now im sick.
Having flu, fever, Headache.Cough
So I kinda eat medicine already.
But still sick like hell. Every each
minute i will cough and cough. I
couldnt concentrate well on studies.
Everytime i will cough
and cough. HELL YEAH! Its irritating!
So today was normal but indeed
sumtink horrible happened. The
new english teacher, Miss Zulaiha
cried in class. Got some idiots in class
was rude and insolent to her. Disgrace
covers someone face. Ouh yeah. Its
the chinese people who made her cry.
She cried and still the chinese students
can laugh and criticise her even more.
Inside my heart, people always thinks
for sumone best. That is wat all teachers
think for their students. DUH!!
I guess we are really a bad class. Or shd
i not blame everyone. Cos i realise the
chinese kiddos who did all these. Stoopid.
No werk to do, made the teacher cried.
Last semester was Mrs Ong Joo Huay
who cried. I kinda got angry towards class.
But What can i do??
Lesson go on and recess was a new one. ( for me)
I ate sumtink different. I never ate red bean pau
in school. And today is the ferst try. Its nice. I will
buy again tmr before Puasa comes. So after recess,
assemble in hall. AS PERNORMAL. MR CHEW walk
pass our row and he kinda starred at me. Cos my hair
was abit Spiky. The new haircut at the saloon is kinda
spiky but nice. So before he could catch me, i flattened
hair. And Phewww.. He called sumone else out. The fate
is mine today..
Maths was boring. Science was great. HAHA. Mr Toh really
appreciate our voting for him as the caring teacher. Im happy
that he won, MRs Ong won, Ms Khamillia Won. THESE THREE
is the most caring teacher i ever met. HAHA. COOL.
Thats all i could say..
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All this days. I saw u, I tinked about u
I saw ur bright face. Hmm. I still like u.
No more giving up. I will try on before
and after exams to get u. I will try my
best not to hurt u. :)
Labels: I Will Never Stop Liking U.
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, September 11, 2007.
Monday, September 10, 2007
Hmm. Currently, morning had difficulty in waking up.
I woke up at 6.30am. I took my bathe and went out of
hse at 7am. I wasnt late. I entered the class as if i entered
a new werld. But someone wasnt there. Rusydi and Alex Yee.
So AFter that study started. I mug and mug and i cant concentrate.
Cos i have fever, flu, headache and together bad tummy ache.
So ferst lesson was malay and its just fine. English which made
me cry. Mrs Naza took Mc for one month. She is my fav
teacher and i didnt expect she to leave without any announcement.
I kinda cried but inside my heart. HAha.
The new teacher, Miss Zulaiha. Have difficulty talking to us
as we are the dangerous and werst class among NA. HHAHA.
But still respect teachers is the most important thing in me.
So recess went normal. I didnt buy food but after eating i need
the toilet really bad. My bladder couldnt stand long as its freaking
cold in the early morning. So Headache came and i started to
WAYANG!. MEANS I walked like people who just drank liquor.
So Art was normal. All same routine.
JUMP2.
Ngee Ann Poly is my aim. NExt school.
I wanted to go there and Wanted to take Science and
technology.
Its my interest. The way the speaker give out the speech
was like a weird one. Why become KWAI. Maths becomes Marths.
HAHa what the hell he talking. Haha.
Thats all for today. Indeed.
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U are the one.
Dreams and my colours.
U make me larf.
U make my day although
U wanted me as ur fren.
I wont give up. U are the
type i wanted. I dun care
whether u are lazy or wat.
To me, heart is Important.
Later.
Still By Myself..!, Monday, September 10, 2007.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Feeling low but abit high.
So mummy is going to
a prayer feast at her bro
hse. hmm. Me sis and daddy
going to JB. So we went.
And I saw Acip there.
We walk and eat. Its actually
we went there to change baju.
Bought the wrong size.
It was a fast trip, we went out
at 2 and came back at 6. Thats
fast.
Tmr is school, i kinda got no mood.
hmwk nt done. Uniform nt ready.
All nt ready. I need sleep early today.
Thats all i can say. bye.
LAter.
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, September 09, 2007.
Friday, September 7, 2007
Hey its me. Talking english makes me feel better.
Im nt in the mood. She went offline just like that.
URGH!.
Ok. Apit and hisham came over. To play takraw.
So i went takraw at 8 with my estate fren. Its
actually that im nt into blogging.
LAter.
Still By Myself..!, Friday, September 07, 2007.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Sometimes We have a good day and
Sometimes we have a bad day. Its
seems that we have a holiday and I
kinda enjoy it. Nothing much happen
last weekend. Cos i didnt went out..
HOP HOP --___--
Tuesday..
Its great yesterday..
I went out with Apit, Hilmi, Hisham,
Izyan(BSSS) and Nadiah.
We went out to Vivo. Great and unexpected
things happen out there. Hilmi brought along
his gerlfren, but indeed, his gerlfren dont even
wants to walk with him. After about 3 times
trying to get close to her, hilmi ended up holding
hands with her. Then we walk, we saw many things.
I got excited at the chocolate shop, THE COCOA TREE.
Woah the chocolates there are attracting and mouth
watering i guess. There are many types of chocolates there.
ISH!.. Duit lak takde.
So After about 3 hours walking, time to go home.
Before heading home, i told frens to accompany
me to Harbourfront Centre to buy chicken rice
for mom. Hmm so as we reached banquet, we could
smell the aroma of the foods. HAha, but we are full. We
ate LJS before that. So as i was queeing, hisham leans on
a wooden pole which is about 1 metre high, and he leaned
hard on it and that thing falls off. I was giggling laughing
till i cried. HAHA! :D So as i ordered the food, frens still
laughing like hell.. So hisham got abit embarassed. Haha.
We headed for home. And we kinda crap inside the train.
Thus we seperated. Afif is going to woodlands to have dinner
with family as two days past is his burfdae. We have to leave
apit at jurong east mrt station cos the train will reach till
Yew Tee only. So we left. Hilmi went home straight and I
followed Hisham to NTUC to buy sushis. We then went to
Mcdonald and bought Milo. As i were walking home, i saw
someone. But still. I cant remember who.. :D
You I'm Referring To.
I don't care who u are.For me, u are the typeof girl that i need. I wontdo stoopid things. Trust me. :)Labels: You I still Love.
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, September 05, 2007.
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Ok its great. Just now played
game, then i on the comp like
about 5 hours. From 11 to 3.
so after that izyan called me.
She said she wanted to me
FYI its nt izyan from unity.
She is from bedok south sec.
So i rushed out of home and
met her. And we met together.
Izyan told me she wanted to
meet afif so i brought her to
meet afif. Then i and her walk
quite close and settle down at
afif void deck. We waited for
Afif for about 15mins and he
appeared in black jeans, and
black shirt. So after that me
Izyan and Apit went to lot one.
We walk and walk and izyan
and Apit H*** H****. After
that we went to block nearby
and we chatted. AFter that izyan
wanted to go home and she H**
afif. Walaw i was so shock and i
WAS DAMN SPEECHLESS.
HAHA! Apit was shocked and
everyone looks at us. I was just
smiling and laughing. UNTUNG
KAU APIT EH! HAHA.
So i went back and took my mum's
baju. Thats all for today.
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 01, 2007.
I have change my skin.Its brighter now. Not asdark as the last skin. SoView it
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 01, 2007.
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
