Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Holiday started. Have only one more day to think on which
subject to take. Im just Confuse whether to take bio or physic.
Hmm, Tmr need to be handed in by 1pm.
I wanted Poa. But i dunno if i could. Planning taking DNT.
But its difficult. Im confused. Tmr Sufia is coming back.
Tmr got takraw. Tmr must hand in the form. And the
form trip to Sarawak. Woah.
I hope i get wat i want. Pls... Save me from time of misery..
Nowadays chat with her while sufia nt ard. When sufia is
back, she gonna call me. Nemind gonna meet her
so soon.
Thats all i can say, gtg. bye...
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, October 30, 2007.
Ok, since she is nt ard, i find sumone to chat with.
Its her whom i chat with. She is different abit. Now
tend to be more secretive and since after that i have
my her, she have sumone new. Not bf, but a guy fren.
Nemind i dun want to run again with old memories.
But if let say in future im stuck with her again, i can
do noting. Nobody can change the future.
I went takraw just now at 1.30 and after that straight
to Sin Ming Car Care to repair our car brake lights.
So i dnno now wat to do, as she is nt ard.
Nemind thats all.
Still By Myself..!, Monday, October 29, 2007.
WEI!!! HOLIDAY COMES!!! IM GOING TO HIT TOWN VERY SOON!
OK2 lets talk bout result.
In Overall: Grade:
English: 58 C5
Mt: 72 A2
Maths: 62 B4
Science: 68 B3
Literature: 60 B4
Dnt: 65 B4
ARt: 58 C5
GEo: 66 B3
Hist: 54 C5
OK. Thats bad ok. I wanted more than that.
So currently now thinking on which subject to
take. To all my frens, I will miss 2007. You all
will be in my heart. I will miss the year 2007.
Hmm. I will pray for all of u so that u all will do good
in studies. :)
Still By Myself..!, Friday, October 26, 2007.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Kepada kawan2ku. Kini ku sedar kesilapanku.
Sms yang aku anta itulah yang membuat aku lupa
bahawa aku bubble buat seketika. Ku mohon maaf.
Harap2 agar kamu smua memaafkan yah..
:)
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, October 25, 2007.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Currenltly now, still haywire with frens.
I dun remember telling lies, and i do
remember that i told him im going out
with them. Wats the big deal huh?
Kluar pon salah. BTW im not angry
at them though. Im wondering why,
hw did it turn out like tis.
I dunno just becos of JALAN, can start
a fight. NONO, misunderstanding.
Why cant i go out with them. Im neutral
I go out with anyone. I dun care who im
fren with. I never choose people. I dun
care who they are, as long they never
do anything stoopid. But why cant i go
out with them. Weird huh. Even if i were
to go out with their enemy, why cant i.?
Is that bustard? I dun understand. I listen
to my brothers advice. Sumtimes frens are
confuse. Give them chance. But sumtimes,
they did on purpose. But which one shd i choose.
PPL, whenever sumone did smtg wrong, u will
condemn, criticize them even more. But in fact
it can be done with simple words. I wonder, why
always im the victim. Am i that bad. Since when
i lied. Its my own decision to make, on who to be
fren with. Why are u ppl disallowing me? Im nt a
lapdog. To aryani, if let say its a harsh one for u,
im sori then, cos i guess i was not suppose to scold
anyone. Its a misunderstanding btw. Who shd forgive
who. I remember i didnt say smtg call lie. I didnt say
that. I didnt lie. I was saying that smone dun like us
going out together. Since when i lied.??
Ferst thing, i need to ensure why is there stories?
Why is there a secret bullet in the gun. I wonder
why must u be harsh or evil towards me while
all this long, i was good to u all. Forget the past
Live the new time. Dream of the future. But why
keep repeating the same old scene.??
I need answers guys. Tell me, which part it went
wrong. Come on. Be true. OK?
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, October 23, 2007.
AS time passes, i feel like she is fading. YAH I HOPE SHE DIES.
Heck care all u want. Hard headed, tink u are big enough, go ahead.
Expression is playing ard. Nemind. I will proof it that my brain can
be the same as urs. Dun ask me who that person is. If singapore doesnt
have any rules, i will kill that person. For all i care, that sumtimes, u are
too egoistic. Bullshit arses. Nemind. I will proof it that my scores, or marks
can be the same as urs.
Dun need to use harsh werds on me. I will slowly proof it.
Day by day will improve myself. Dun tink u are big.
Come on, go to hell, u dun care what i say, dun care ah,
but sum werds which came out of my mouth, can be true.
I ensure it will happen. But i guess im nt tht mean to do
smtg to smone.
Dun make me think too much. It will then be the end.
TC SOON BUDDY.
Feelings.:
as day passes, she's gone
As day passes, she appear in my mind
The new person enters my mind slowly
Yeah i guess u are evil and mean.
HAHA. GO AHEAD BUDDY. LIVE UR DREAM
BUT, dun regret in the future.
Heavy arses can move u ard, but u will
be slower. MIND THOSE!
Labels: Think Twice
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, October 23, 2007.
Its funky today, woke up, releks
and chill all i want. Yesterday was
tiring, morning went out jalan raya
with frens, then we walk about few
houses, and its already 6. Me and
janah went home. Me and her was like
steady. HAHA. Walk together all.
But we are frens only ok.
So i came back home at 6. And after
abt an hour, went out again to my aunt
hse. Got open hse. I smsed her, still
at johor, STUCKED, and tired.
SO. Hmm. I dunno wat else to say.
Thatts all. bye.!
FEelings.
Who am i to u.
Its looks like u are getting
away. I started to miss u again.
Why cant ur name disappear??
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, October 21, 2007.
Apologise, I noe its been abt 2 weeks i did not update.
Computer broke down as my bro detects a virus. He
rebooted the comp and its nw fine! OK. I kinda got
bored. Weird feelings though. Ok. I cant list down wat
happen during the comp was down. So just push it off.
Ok. Ntg to talk, lets move to...... RESULTS!
Ok2 i dunno hw to elaborate as there was a change
of marks on all subjects. So just wait for the result hah!
I mean the result slip. WEE! Only one C but still bad.
I aimed to get 80 and above for malay, but didnt werk
out. Got C for lit! Ouh shit and its the most easiest subject!
Im dumb, numb and blurr. During paper was like hell!
I dunno wat im doing and now haywire results suddenly
appear to be good??! Shit im just blurr.
OK Talk bout feelings.!
This few days, i suddenly remembered about her.
The old her. Not the new person. She cuts her hair,
she's new. Neater. sweeter. I dun understand my heart.
Why it changes sumtimes. Not sumtimes, everytime.
I will like tis person today, and tomorrow is a question mark
and maybe the old her. I hope she understands me(the old her)
I just cant forget the trail of me liking over her. Pls.. Understand
ME! I CANT FORGET U! I CAN CRY WHENEVER I THINK
BOUT TIS!! :(
Still By Myself..!, Friday, October 19, 2007.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
OK today paper was geography. Easy but crap.
Wat i mean its easy, but i wrote crap. Stooopid.
Was sleeping and couldnt concentrate. Yesterday
took maths paper. I just snap my fingers, all are done.
But maths paper 2 was freaking hell bustard bitch
disaster. ARgh. I scared if i fail and if i fail, no PSP!!
Everyday went to school with her. She smiled, She larf
im happy and she is. So i currently nw a fren with her.
Hehe. she's cute. Hmm but just dont slouch alot lah..
Azmee gave me craps. Haha. Due to reasons.
But i feel that everyone is great nowadays.
Even my old admire smiled at me. But too bad.
She is forgotten. OH YES!
Just now while heading to lot one with safiee, hisham
and sadeeq, a fight broke off between us and a uncle.
He said sadeeq said fucker at him. WEI APEK. LU PRASAN
AH. So i just kept quiet while they fought. Haha. We were
in uniform sia. For sure kene nye bsk. So after that went
to lot one but indeed hisham and sadeeq went home. They
are tired. So freaking hell tired i guess.
So after that went to lot one bought sumtink and zoom
i fetched my nephew. He's scared with me. Usually he
will run with his frens whenever mum fetched him.
But just now he was silent and walking slowly.
His fren teased him. OK! EXAMS BEEN SUCKING BALLS!
Seriously i mean it. Just that i dun like it. Whenever im doing
exam, i will be sleepy. Sleepy head sia. Did i complain alot on
exams? Sori if i did.
Thats all i can say. HAHA. Noting more to say. Sis is baking her cookies.
I will taste it at night when i broke fast. But i guess i will go terawih tonite.
Thats all guys :)
LAter
Labels: IS SHE MNE?
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, October 03, 2007.
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
