Currently its already night.
Im nt sleepy. Still thinking
of my old stories. Wondering
why i adore her, why i irritate
her. And why did make her angry?
Wonder why she is always playing
in my mind. Although last time i
accidentally put her name inside blog.
I wonder why that all happen. One
thing my aim is to tackle her heart.
But in the end, giving up was the only
option for me. Hmm. My aim to just
adore her till she give me a reply. But
I cant put hopes too high. And i cant see
them crashing down and break like a
glass. I wonder why i still dare to chat
with her while i noe she hates me. I wonder
why i still have the courage to talk to
her. Am i a wall with no faces? Or am i
dumb??
Why shd i care abt u. Why shd i like u
although sumone else is beside me.
U are nt that special. But its ur attitude,
ur style, and easy to say, the way u are
attracts me. I cant believe i adore or like
u so much. But now i given up and went
for sumone else. I regret leaving my aim
behind. I hope that u will be mine in future.
I dunno wat it will be but praying is just
the main thing that is available and can be
done to have the things we want in future.
FYI, i still like u like last time i did. But just
a slight mistake done by me affects everything.
Now i lose my aim, concentration gone. No
energy to move on. Why is there in earth call
give up? Hmm but i cant regret. It already
happened.. :( :(
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Feelings:
Although she is my bestfren,
but u is in my mind. Ur cuteness
Ur smile and ur laugh.
Ur specs make me remind of u.
Ur bag makes me remember the
appearance of u. And ur shoes makes
me remember ur style of walking.
And even ur hair can make me recognise u.
So no matter hw u hate me, hw u ignore me,
hw u avoid me, i still like u although im with
sumone else. U noe who u are gerl.
TC :'(
Labels: U make me feel that im alive.
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, November 22, 2007.