Im currently thinking of wat my fate
is going to be in future. Wats up with
me today. I changed abit, got angry
easily, got jealous, and feeling scared
while im angry..
Who am i today. I like her again by all
of sudden. Stoopid of me to like her again.
Yet i guess she is aiming of sumtink while
the other side is disappointed plus sad.
My emotion is like rojak. Im getting jealous,
but im scared but im also angry. I feel like
running off to other countries so that i can
relax. Even if i die it will make sumone cry.
So dying is nt a good solution so guys nvr
commit suicide when having probs.
Back to me. Wat the hell with me. Im no
one to her and she is no one to me and
im a dumb guy to get jealous just bcos
of smtg. Tuhan bantu aku ya tuhan.
Ku sujud dan mohon petunjukmu..
AMIN.
Currently confuse of who i like. If i fail
to achieve wat i want, maybe it will be
over for me to like gerls. If i get wat i want, maybe
treating her is my second impt thing.
To make her happy is part of it. But i
guess my hope is like crashing down
fast. No chance for me. Always a no.
Help me, im confuse and feel like faiting
now. U tellin me im telling lies, up to u.
U wont help me sort things out. And u
still say i change. K, nvm, time to end.
But i will be frens with u. Get that straight.
Labels: Dun go to other guy, im wishing to have u....
Still By Myself..!, Friday, November 23, 2007.