Thursday, November 29, 2007

Mood : Bored

Currently now, I'm running out of ideas on what to do.

I don't know what else to do.. I want go Swimming,

but who the hell wants to accompany me??

I've been playing game all the way today, but i just

take abt an 1-2 break from playing game. If nt i

will glue myself to the comp. I Dunno now on what

to do and i will start to think of things that is bad, or

worrying me, like wat will my life be in future, will i

get this person. wat will happen to this person then

and blablabla.

I sumtimes regret that i break ppl heart, make them

feel irritated. I really want to be with them, i dun care

if they want to be normal frens with me. I will do

watever to change my life and be sumone more mature

in thinking. I want to start back and cover up all my

religious session that i missed 5 to 7 years ago.

My aim is to pray back and the time to pray back

is just abt a mths left. If i dun learn hw to pray by

2008, it means im a useless guy. I cant even do a

simple thing for my religious.

I regret on wat happen in my past but ppl say dun

regret cos it will drag us to disappointment in future.

So move on........

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I feel really fragile.

If i fall i cant stand back.

I wonder what is my aim.

I noe i cant get her.

And i noe the feelings with

Fia is already diff.

I want to be with Fia but

this feeling is dragging me.

FIA PLS HELP ME!!!!

Labels: Im Confuse. Close Call...

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, November 29, 2007.