Saturday, December 8, 2007
Life always has up and down. Like the one above.
My life has been bad. I dun get wat i want. Cos
its a down life. When i get wat i want, it a up life.
Dun understand??? nvm.. Hmm. Im currently facing
trouble. I cant decide on wat is my aim. Tinking about,
shd i have a steady? I guess my ans is already a no.
A close fren or special fren then maybe can be accepted.
I feel like she dun want to layan me. Nak kate malas bukan.
Nak kate benci bukan. Maafkan lah kesilapanku. Tak ke
engkau nampak bahawa aku ikhlas terhadap mu ( u noe who
u are).
Ok im too jiwang i guess. Today was kinda bored, did work,
clean up kitchen. Pretty messy i guess. I can easy clean it
up but i need alot of hands. So after that stop cleaning it and
rest, den i stop. I never do it anymore. Tmr i will continue then.
Then i think abt fate and chances. If i were given a chance to be
with anyone i want, will the fate be good? nvm. If i jump, will i
land badly or with stable??
Those are question dat is buzzling my mind. I wonder wat it will turn.
So after that went bz again to ps2. ANd freak, my ps2 jammed??!!
the cd ejector stuck and cannot go in. I was like so scared cos ps2 is
my only entertainment. And today is bad luck. I got stuck in the lift.
Sian ah. Accidentally press the open button while the door is already close.
I panicked sia!! ferst time panicked like hell. I was all alone with a trolley.
So i managed to close the door and head down to fetch my sis. Gave her
money to pay the taxi fee. And buzz off. Met sumone and then she glanced
at me. Neh nobody impt. So after that same routine game all the way.....
I noe my post is boring. But i have no choice and dun noe hw to express
my feelings properly:)
Tc guys...
Why must u be the one i adore?
Cant u see im sincere? Im willing
to do anything. But pls accept me.
I saw u wrote he is cute but wat will
my fate be?????
Labels: Im Confuse
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, December 08, 2007.
