Currently im thinking on what is my hmwk,
I was pressurise by coming exams. i realised
that im slacking too much. I need to buck up.
Suddenly i miss her. The other her. Wonder why
her name is still flying ard my head. To feel
shy when meet, to feel angry when criticise,
to feel care when she dont care for me...
I wonder whats with me. I've been scolding mum
nowadays. Is it because of my bicycle breakdown?
Or is it because i am too tired? Seriously i dunno
why i scolded mum. Its evil of me as a son to shout
at her..
Seriously im sorry for wat happen. School makes me
think more. I sumtimes got cock up during lessons.
Sleeping, talking and bla-shit crap. I need to be more
focus. And i need to forget her, a her with spectacles....
I floated in the air to see you,
but instead i saw someone else.
U avoided me, U hate me.
I realise im ntg, and u are my
dream, nt reality...(the gerl with specs)
Labels: philosophy
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, March 25, 2008.