Saturday, April 26, 2008

I cant sleep now.
In the middle of
exams period, i
faced leg injury.

My muscle is in
pain. I cant sit
properly. I cant
stand properly.
I can walk properly:)

Exams is in mess.
I screwed up
english paper 2.
I scared i gonna
fail english. I hoped
i wont.

I talked with sara
on the fone today.
I realise that _____
is nt my dream.
That same goes
to ____.

I now hoped for ntg.
But peace mind and
comfort shoulder.
Thats all for today.
Bye.....

To u i said, i stopped puttin

on hopes, waiting, as u didnt

gave me a response after

1 year of waiting. I waited

for u, i knew you last year march.

And i knw u by ur frenster and

email. I tried my best to

show my care concern to u,

but u are just eyecandy-ing on

that college guy. With this,

i say its a stop for me for gerls..

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 26, 2008.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Ok today is cool. Ferstly maths is understandable.
And i tink maths is just easy. U just see and understand.
And just able to do it. After school went home,
changed and went to mosque. Prayers as usual.
Took my Norco. After prayers met Budiman and
followed him to his house. Waited for him to change
and then switch bicycle. He ride mine and i rode his.

Went to multi storey carpark and he tried to do wheelie.
Unsucceed. Nvm try again. Then followed him to school
as he got HMT class. He nearly forgets to switch back to
his bike. HAHA! So went home, got changed and out
to riding. With jerome² and anthony plus naz.

Went to yew tee and ride there. When we were bored.
Jerome Macneil come out with a childish idea to play
catching with bikes on. We played three rounds.
And in the end, jerome haro kena leave behind.

Then today discovered that i can wheelie for like few seconds.
Improved alot. Now aim is manual. After that bunny hop
like crazy then 180 jump cum floater.

Then takraw just now was so oh awesome. Learned many things.
Cant reveal here. Too secret. Strategy....

I was there once. I pleaded few times.

I asked for ur apology. Indeed u said

im craving for ______. U are nuisance.

Complaint to _____. And blablabla. I

knw wat im lacking of and thats why

im changing. When i say im changing,

u said i change for _____. I want

to entertain u nomore. Go fly kite and

Just dont bother to see me. I've always

been nice and i will always give in. But

u made me disappointed........

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 19, 2008.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Im shaken, shocked that i feel and my
tube tire gone in just a snap. Problems
came around again. That _______
got to my nerves. I dun noe her anymore.

One of a kind human with wild thoughts.
Im pressurise by MYE. Im stucked with
blisters on right palm(writting hand)
and i cant do anything.. Shit it painful.

Ytd had takraw at nite. And we kinda enjoy
it. Today will be the tournament day, food,
competitors, referess(watever it is spelled.)
Must win. Have to Win, Be a winner.

Im now going to Jb soon. For some basic
purposes. Tc guys...

Pictures of u, Pictures of me. I hang on wall

for the world to see. But will ya and me be

together?

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 12, 2008.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Pictures of u appears everyday. Eventhough in school
we dont talk, we dun even smile, i still hope we talk.
I always think abt u. Every metre i went, there will be
your name. Every second i close my eyes, ur face will
appear. I dont CARE of whether u wanna be single or
wat, but one thing is that, i will waiit... Till end of time..

Im nt Referring To W.S. Im referring to sumone else.
Wat is in my mind is that i always hope u could accept
me as who i am and always be with me. I just dont knw
why i kept thinking abt u.. Even when i cycle, I sleep
All see and think is u... Trust me.... Watever happen
i will look for u, wait for u, hope for u.....

Ok emo...HAHA. I fell At carpark and Void Deck Just
now. Attempted to do wheelie but in the end i fell down
hard and bad. There was a gerl walk passed infront of me
while cycling and it reminds me of her. Again. I just dunno
wats up with me today.

Nvm I gtg. Study...

To _______:

Just tell me wat u feel.

And i will try to accept

it. Im Always waiting for

u. Eventhough last time

i was with sumone else,

i still eyed on u. Till now.

Trust me... Give me Chance..

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, April 10, 2008.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Thats my Norco! See Its, White and Black. And Some Red.

Currently im happy. Stress, boring.
Exams, test everything makes me
have a good time thinking. To pass
isnt easy, to fail is just snapping of
fingers. Im currently planning on wat
to do. As i knw that CCA have stepped
down. Im happy cos Cca is just as bored
as it is, as everyday i play Sepak Takraw.
A time for change, Street Riding is the
new game for me..

Ok, after skewl, each day i will go home straight,
and i will go riding. AS usual be back by 4.30 and
then study. AT 7.30 religious class and back by 8
and pop again to studies. At 10.30 or earlier, i
either sleep or watch tv. BLABLABLAUPANK!

What the hell i've been talking? Yeah. thats all i
can say. I wanna go and get lost. HAHA!

I just wanna say it to u that dont get stressed

up over MYE. Everybody gonna go through it

and its PARTS AND PARCELS of life. I understand

u. U have prob in school, things to settle. And much

more. Just stay calm, if u need help, I'll BE THERE

FOR U! See ya ard in school. Tc..

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, April 06, 2008.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

$428 Spent on Few things,
Bicycle Speed Converter,
Disc BRake( Avid BB7)(pair)
Tensioner
Tires And NEw Tubes(pair)
Derailleur Hangover
Cables

Wow i was happy cos my ride
is ready to go. Maybe one of the
days u ppl will see me doing wheelie
on the streets. HAHA! Prasan AKU!

Ok went out at 12.30 with dad moody
face. He was like tired. But he still
brings me out. Thnks Dad. He drove
like so fast that we only took 25 mins
from cck to tampines. Upon reaching
there, We went to Tay Cycles Bicycle
shop. I was looking for speed converter
and new pairs of Tires. And i got to knw
that the shop doesnt sell those! Means
i have to go to a shop near by called
Seng Chu Hin for the two parts. I went
in to Seng Chu Hin with confidence and
asked, "uncle do u sell speed converter
and maxxis hookworm tires??"

With strong smile on his face he said yes!
I was like jumping and smiling to my max
and shouted out for my dad. Then dad face
was nt good. I thght he wont go on with
the plan. Out of the chilli crab taste, he said fix
it. I was like so happy and just said uncle fix it.

So after that we asked for disc brake but its for
XC riding. Nt DH riding or street ride. So went
back to Tay Cycles and then bought the disc brake
for 280 includes service. WALAW! So dad said ok
and we go on with our plan. And in the end we paid
428 for the expenses while our budget is only 300bucks.
Shit HELL!! THNKS DAD!!! Tmr Gonna Fix My bike
then riding. yeah. Then at nite abt 7 family set off
to Chai Chee Restaurant. WE ATE!!! NICE LIAOW!!!

Thats all as i wanna sleep. Take Care guys...

To you:

Was it u whom i dreamnt abt ytd?

Why did u appear inside my dreams?

I thght that u wont be my dream anymore

cos after i said u must smile to me and we

are just frens, i start to feel weird feelings

again towards u. I admit that i will try hard

not to have feelings on u cos exams, yes

is coming too.... Tc u.....

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 05, 2008.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Great Man, GOT 300bucks from daddy.
He told me to fix my bicycle till it is too
its max! Wow. Gonna do it fast and so
soon it will be just good!

Wanna apply mechanical disc brake,
Cassettes converter. And blablabla..
WEEE!!!!! Just cant wait for my bro
to be free and once he is freee then
we are ready to go and get new stuff
for my ride!!!!!

Currently now sitting and chatting.
Later wanna do hmwk. Cos exams
is too near and hmwk must be done!
Ouh hell hw sia!!!Poster for history
not yet done. Project for CE nt yet
started. I dunno wat to do man!!!

Help me people!!!!!!!!
Thats all lah. need to go and do hmwk.

I was strong. And now i dunno.

I feel like im losing too much energy.

I tried my best to stand still.

But i fall instead just to wait for u...

I just dun lie...

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, April 03, 2008.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

I just need to type smtg here in the blog
before i can go to sleep. Mum and dad off
with my nephew to fetch my sis from werk,
she have afternoon shift and work till nite.

Just now went down to take hmwk frm KABIL,
And met one of my rider, jerome. He changed
new frame and its F_____G nice. I was shocked
that he changed the nice frame and bar..

And after meeting him went to Kabil's block and
took the poa paper and went home. On the way back
i tried to do some tricks but i also scared at the same
time if i peddle slipped or anything which can destroy
my legs. The traffic light man turns green and we cycled.

Jerome Bunny hop through the road divider and i wasnt
confident enough to bunny hop over a kerb. But i just
force in some trust in myself and bunny hop over.
To my surprise, i jumped over the kerb with my
bicycle! All my hard practice and advices from frens
paid off nicely man! Then i was smiling all the way.

Thats all i wanna sleep ppl. Tmr im schooling. At home
is bored cos u have to do housework nonstop..

I wasnt true. Its true.

I told myself i dun want

to think about u. But indeed

its a lie to my ownself. I thought

of ur face, ur smile, ur languanges.

It just make me smile. Although

we are frens, I always remember

that we are just frens and u wont

accept me more than that. Through

rain, through sunny day, i will wait

for u........

By : Eddy