Hmm. Ok ferst thing abt today is i changed handle bar.
To higher rise. Ok. Ytd wasnt a good nite sleep.
Had to be on guard cos there smone who slept over
at my hse.
Then woke up, nt in good mood.. Dunno why..
Then took my bath at 11 plus. Was listening songs
inside toilet while bathing, suddenly there's a msg.
I was expecting it from Jerome(Rider), But instead,
its Faroz. The guy with handle bar. So HE said the
bar is ready. I was so crazy and i shouted inside toilet
and my voice was like so loud that mum could hear it??
Then went prayers with Faroz. Came back home, changed
jeans, its was dirty, then went to take the handle bar...
Seriously its nice like hell. So after that went riding.
SUAY! I fell down. Different handle bar, different feeling.
Suddenly at 4, it rained like it never rain for few days.
I rushed home and mum is still at home while she said she
wanna go out. She cancelled her plan due to nobody wanna
accompany her... I shd have followed her to bugis. Can buy
cap. Nvm next time can.
Then it was raining so i slept like nobody business. Till 8pm.
And i woke up and realised i was late for training, rushed,
but then i didnt play. It was raining and i was lazy. Didnt
even perspired. Nvm.. So got free chocolate and crackers.
Till here guys... :)
I love everyone like i love my bike.
I love to be frens with anyone
but its just that my attitude
made ppl become enemy with me....
Whyyyyy?????
Labels: Changed BAR
Still By Myself..!, Friday, May 30, 2008.
All this while, i've been longing to eat brownies..
But yesterday, sis baked for the whole family.
And when its ready, we all ate like nobody's
business. HAHA. LEss than an hour its gone.
Furthermore sis boyfren was here, bro and his
wife was here. And everyone enjoyed it...
HAHA. WAtched Duyung again ytd and seriously
my bro also gila when he saw maya karin..
Ytd i cleaned the hse the whole day. Ntg better to
do. I feel better when she said she wasnt referring to
me. Just wonder why i always like keep on disturbing
and irritate her.. She's just cute maybe...
So today probably will rain the whole day. So nt going
to ride. Going to sleep like a pig! haha. I've been
eating alot too. Sleep alot. Play alot...
Toodllesss.
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, May 28, 2008.
Woah.. Today power... Morning woke up at 9, slacked,
then mum came back from aerobic with roti pratas!
But i didnt eat much cos i lost appetite.
Planned to ride at 12.30noon.
All of sudden mum told me to follow
her and dad to wedding invitation. So went out
at 12.45. Then my aunt told mum to follow
the groom side to the bride house.. So me and
dad didnt go cos we were lazy and we both
have special plans..!!! haha. So mum followed
the bus provided, me and dad took car home.
Then otw home told dad to find D.I.Y shop cos
i wanna buy Hex Key(for bicycle servicing)
Then dad also have smtg to buy there. SEE
me and dad have same itenary!! haha..
Bought Hex key forr 20bucks, dad bought
Heavy duty glue. HAHa. for 3 bucks..
Then went home and it rained like hell...
I didnt manage to go riding.. Then was
praying hard it would stop raining before 5.
IT DID! So went riding at ard block 286 till
7pm. Then decided to ride at teck whye
with the gangs. So we went to block 215 to ride
there. But seriously there, we have alot of tricks to do.
So ride at the basketball court beside block 214.
Then went off at 8.30.. Rode off back to cck..
But got one happening thing happened, we quarrelled
with the security guard at sunshine place, they called the
police just because our bicycle was at the wrong place.
We only took five minute to get our drinks and we go off.
But the guard like siaow chase us out for no reason..
We all then chiong-ed of from that place before our ride
got confiscated. So from there we learned that guards
do their job cos they love to chase ppl out.. CHOY!
Then went home, and everyone is at home. SHWEET!
TOODLESS.
Hey gerl, i knw u are angry. Im trying to
say sorry. But i knw im a big loser.. U said
that.. I admit i am. But u are cute though...:)
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, May 25, 2008.
Ey. Im sorry man. Iman tak kuat.
Tak abes2 kacau orang.
I knw u are reading this. Hands UP!
Palms TOGETHER. And i apologise on
wat have happened. Not to late to
apologise. Hafiz told me to kuatkan
iman. Amin. haha.
WIll do it.. Thats all i can say...
I wonder why u i kept finding
trouble with, tease u, irritate u,
and watever i did. Im a fanatic
i guess. Crazy but insane. Im
sorry. I dunno hw to say sorry.
Saying sorry in words, wont help.
I will do smtg to show it...
Labels: I'm Sorry
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, May 24, 2008.
Seriously i feel weird wearing that black metal
Marduk Tshirt. It represents setan, and it is
anti chris. I feel that im nt controlling myself.
Its like ppl controlling me.
My fren told me to strip that shirt off cos it
represents SETAN, but i just wore it...
And weird thing, I wore it to skewl, i make
nonsense remarks, I pranked one of the
teachers, I became wild initially. And worst,
i did not attend prayers... I reached home at
1.30, and strip off the shirt, and its like a different
world, situation and time.. But then still i didnt realise
wat it mean..
Then at 6.30 i went out to meet riders, and i wore
that, again another person told me not to wear cos
it represents setan. It is SETANIC. My mum told
me to reach home early, but instead i reached home
at 8.30. At bukit batok, when i was riding, i disobeyed
the traffics, i ride recklessly, and kinda do silly acts..
So now im claiming that watever i said in previous post,
will be deleted as i now realise the effect of smtg.... That
shirt, wont be worn again by me as im still loyal to ALLAH.
I feel rather scared now, to be trapped in setanic world...
Trust me guys.. Im nt joking....
I know u are reading my blog.. Regarding
that small person bring big bag.. Im sorry.
Trust me, it wasnt me. I didnt noe who i
am when i wore that shirt. I thot it would
be cool, but neh BIG LOSER I AM! Sorry.
dun want to forgive me, nvm, indeed i
deserved it...........
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, May 24, 2008.
Sec 3 Camps ROCKS!
Thats great man..
I wont forget my group,
the frens i made,
and the lyrics me and fizah
came up for the performance.
"Luqman, releks eh aku tarok name
fizah cos i want to thank her for helping:)"
Ok. I led the performance, i knw my voice sux.
But it turned out cool.(I Guess)
I cant forget absailing. I wont forget Kayaking.
I wont forget Jetty Jump.
And also rebirth.
All is very good. All is very nice, i got a good news,
that Yanru, Darshan, Acip, Mubin, Hafiz, ELester,Mildred,
Eddie,Joel, Huiling and the rest who i didnt mention, rocks my butt..
Ouh man, seriously i cannot forget the bonding.
The ice breaking.. I gonna miss Instructor Ad,
and Instructor IAN.
Also Maggie Mie, Instructor Anick. And others.
And Also, the end of camp means the end of days with mr toh.
He's leaving us and we wont meet him again.
So SAD :(
We had a party in class just now.
We ate, we drink, we clean.
And Mr Toh, May God bless you...
Thats all i can say.. I wanna off ah.. Mendak.
Tc Guys....
Still By Myself..!, Friday, May 23, 2008.
17th May 2008( Bad Luck Day)- Bicycle Tube burst
- Kene kutuk.(was condemned)
- Had a tiring day.
- So hot
- So blurr
- So rushing
- So crazy.
Today was a crazy day. Im too whacked-out today, playing sports. Ferstly woke up in the morning, watch the movie DUYUNG, mum bought the cd. MAYA KARIN IS SO PRETTY when she become DUYUNG(mermaid). Her hair and her face made her look sweet. Even my sister was so crazy when she saw Maya Karin beauty:P:P.
After that took a bathe, then at 12.15 went to DBS bank to get 200bucks out of my acc. Mum need the money so i went. I guess i saw one unitian, a chinese, sec 3 express. HAHA watever. Stoopid nia me, take money oso want wear, black red jersey, exactly like CCAc shirt. Tappered jeans, skaters shoes and my bicycle to CCK central. The Guard police and a few ppl kept looking at me. For sure smtg wrong.. But i spotted ntg either at my side or back or even my front.. BUT! my shoes is the weirdest thing, imagine all fit size then my shoes is oversize. HAHA!
Forked out 200bucks then went home. Told mum im going riding and search for the 'apeks' selling ice cream. And at last found it at the opposite block. Went riding and went to sunshine place. Theres a stairs. I cycled and jump down at abt 1 metre high. Then went to 410 and thats the place where i bust my rear tire. Pull bike backwards then jump off from a kerb. Suddenly there is a suspension feeling thingy. And my bike has no rear suspension. Boom the tire burst.:P
After that spent 4 bucks buying new tube and then met john. Then kena kutuk. He said dunno hw to do dun say. WTF. haha. he was joking. i knw. Hmm. Then went home, to takraw. till 6. then went home, changed, went kenduri with mum.. Thats all....
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, May 18, 2008.
GAH!!! Ytd and today money goes out all the time!!
Ytd went to JB, and mum FORCED me to buy shoes.
I counted total i bought 3 pairs of shoes. One is takraw
shoes, one is jalan2 shoes, and one is skewl shoes..
Suppose to be four pair. One of the DC shoes is nt available
on size 44. Wat a big leg i have. :P So bro treated us pizza hut.
Stuffed my stomach till it nearly burst(like real!).
Then jalan2 at Tebrau City or Known as Jusco, saw a chocolate
shop. Kinda got gila for awhile. HAHA. But never buy. Went to
Larkin. Angsana and Jusco. haha. Seriously Mum forced me to
buy shoes and stuff. Even bags, but i never buy bags at malaysia
cos The bags there cant be trusted i guess..
then today went home straight after skewl. Didnt went prayers,
was too tired.. Mum and sis came back from Arab Street.
Mum bought me a pair of Topman jersey. HAHA. MACAM MATREP
SAK AKU PAKAI! Nice though. Thnks mum/sis.
And tonite or probably later, gonna get my class tshirt.(i Guess)
Then went to takraw. Thats all
TOOODLEES... :D
Still By Myself..!, Friday, May 16, 2008.
I will keep this blog, private..
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, May 14, 2008.
Hey. I know i've been giving trouble to you.. You know who you are. I remembered i forced you on telling me your blogger URL, I kept asking on what You wrote on your post. I know it irritates you well.. My intention is true and innocent. I seriously tell you that I myself don't even know who I am..Even my mum said i've changed a lot recently and due to my change, it affects my reputation, my studies and health and my water face falls if this continues..... I knew that you changed your URL last time due to my *kponess*. I've been trying very hard enough to change but there is something that is preventing me from changing. Therefore this POST is for you to read and understand why I am always doing nuisance things to you. Not only you, even others... I'm here to say sorry. On what ever i did. I feel ashamed. I feel down. I feel sad and angry when i read YOUR post from February till up to NOW. I'm angry, sad and ashamed on my style and my life... This have happened aftersince I stopped my religious lesson, prayers and everything during I'm young(8yearsold). Now I believe that everything got to do with religious makes us relax. I hope you forgive me, _______. Seriously I'm begging you to forgive me as Me myself is confuse on who i am. I want you to be a straightforward person as me myself likes to be straightforward. I dont mind ppl scold me if im wrong... Even my frens tell me straight on my face and said that they dont like my attitude. Therefore I respect you as a young lady, with true ambitions and goal, leading a happy life. Now i have stopped every single hope and watever i'm dreaming of. You even see that when you logged in to msn and go online, I will keep myself silent, mute and wont chat with you while last time i will start up the convo right after u logged in. Im thinking. Im dreaming. And hoping MUCH to change my lifestyle. I need a support. I need guidance....Kini aku susun sepuluh jari meminta maaf daripada MU wahai ______. My mistakes makes YOU feel irritated. And your criticism on me, your scolding and your weird way of layan-ing me makes me feel smtg is wrong and therefore i saw it today... Im sorry. Pls punish me or even do smtg to me if u want to... :(:(:(:(
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, May 13, 2008.
Got My Psp back from brother..
He borrowed it for a month i guess.
He said the memory card cracked.
But actually it cracked for a long time
already.
Today went riding. Went out of house at 3.30.
Met Jerome, Fir And Ah Boy at Jerome's hse.
Went down, Fir took is bicycle. Went to Fdlion.
So WE ride, I learned manual and it is scarry.
BEtter Wheelie than Manual. I couldnt do it
cos my brakes got probs, But then met Ben
and borrowed his allen key..
Adjusted it then learned manual. Couldnt do it on slow
speed. Must cycle fast and pull off. Kinda fall few time.
Ouch to my butt..
Then suddenly Hanyo came. I LIKE UR HAIR!!
haha. Fir went home cos his mum was calling him
home.. After that matthias, Anthony, Jerome Bibi,
and Benard came. FROM B3 SKATEPARK!
Great sia everyday go there. Nvm, I try to persuade
mum on getting a bmx. ACtually not asking her to
buy, im buying on my own money. She didnt allow
cos my home is full of bike parts!! HAHA..
Went home at 6. Did some wheelie otw home..
Some ppl catch me to their eyes.. And oh yes!
I remembered that me and some frens got horn
by a lorry.. SORRY!!! haha.. :P
Im feeling weird and started to go low... Today....
Labels: Im guilty.. But why...
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, May 13, 2008.
Very soon im going off. To Bedok for Takraw tournament.
To say im nervous, im nt nervous.
To say im tired, yes abit.
AT 11 will be off. Hmm.
hope that we will proceed to the
next round...
Tis is where im trying to be myself....
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, May 11, 2008.
im a stalker. ouh noo...
what have i done...
im sorry....
why out of many gerls,
u were the one that i
always keep on looking
for wat u did? Im a big
kpo kia.... NBCB..!!!
Still By Myself..!, Friday, May 09, 2008.
Today is a no school day for us Unitians.
HAHA. Its nice sia no skewl but it will
turn to be boring when u stay at home
for too long ;P
Hw abt going riding? Hw abt playing games?
Or maybe go out? Im bored now. HAHA.
I dunno where to go. Ferstly im broke and i
hate the feelings of having no money.
Nvm.. Its all fated. hehe.. hmm.. nwadays i
seldom see that little person. I feel that she
is no more in me.. tats good. she is confuse,
nt tellin smtg true? haha..
k lah maybe later i post again..bye..
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, May 08, 2008.
Im kinda happy cos:
- exams tomorrow is the last
- tmr is takraw selection day
- thursday we having frenly match
- im just happy with my days.
Im unhappy cos:
- exams have been a gone case basis.
- i screwed it up
- im broke.
- Dunno wat to do....
I donno what shd i do. im just pathetically bored
dunno wat to. thats all.
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, May 06, 2008.
Currently nowadays i just cant do my papers.
For english its a haywire. For malay i dunno
wat to say. For social studies and bio there is
hope. For maths a goodbye case....
I've been thinking about safiee nowadays.
He is injured. Some gangsters whacked him
with weapons out of nowhere. And just cant
seems to concentrate on my exams.
I doubt that i must bucked up for end of year.
Cos of my slackness, my exams is bad..
I want to complain too but the thing is..
Can ppl stand the complains?
U need ears, i can be, but u just dun realise
and maybe _______ thought that im a despo. Hey,
im sincere to u. Since the day i knw u. I was
hooked to u. But ppl say, hopes are not meant
to be put up high. Once it crashes down, U are
dead. U will be regretting all times......
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, May 01, 2008.