Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Hey. I know i've been giving trouble to you.. You know who you are. I remembered i forced you on telling me your blogger URL, I kept asking on what You wrote on your post. I know it irritates you well.. My intention is true and innocent. I seriously tell you that I myself don't even know who I am..

Even my mum said i've changed a lot recently and due to my change, it affects my reputation, my studies and health and my water face falls if this continues..... I knew that you changed your URL last time due to my *kponess*. I've been trying very hard enough to change but there is something that is preventing me from changing. Therefore this POST is for you to read and understand why I am always doing nuisance things to you. Not only you, even others...

I'm here to say sorry. On what ever i did. I feel ashamed. I feel down. I feel sad and angry when i read YOUR post from February till up to NOW. I'm angry, sad and ashamed on my style and my life... This have happened aftersince I stopped my religious lesson, prayers and everything during I'm young(8yearsold). Now I believe that everything got to do with religious makes us relax. I hope you forgive me, _______. Seriously I'm begging you to forgive me as Me myself is confuse on who i am.

I want you to be a straightforward person as me myself likes to be straightforward. I dont mind ppl scold me if im wrong... Even my frens tell me straight on my face and said that they dont like my attitude. Therefore I respect you as a young lady, with true ambitions and goal, leading a happy life. Now i have stopped every single hope and watever i'm dreaming of. You even see that when you logged in to msn and go online, I will keep myself silent, mute and wont chat with you while last time i will start up the convo right after u logged in. Im thinking. Im dreaming. And hoping MUCH to change my lifestyle. I need a support. I need guidance....

Kini aku susun sepuluh jari meminta maaf daripada MU wahai ______. My mistakes makes YOU feel irritated. And your criticism on me, your scolding and your weird way of layan-ing me makes me feel smtg is wrong and therefore i saw it today... Im sorry. Pls punish me or even do smtg to me if u want to...

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Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, May 13, 2008.