Saturday, August 30, 2008
Yeahh ah.. Hey people. Whats on the line?
hehe. Yeah today did some riding. Can i say
learning a new trick at a skatepark? Can i say
if u really owns a bmx it will be fun. Rather
than bringing in an MTB which is big and bulky
and difficult to do if u are a park rider for a ferst
time. Learned tire tap. I know hw to imagine tire
tap. But when i attempt doing it, its the other way
round. Its difficult and hectic if u dun plan ur movement
well.
So at 12.05 went out of hse then head straight to bukit batok
firestation to meet up. Thought i was very late, but in the
end, was the ferst one to reach. Somethings did happen
during journey to firestation, skidded, eyes pain, and
kinda attract attention. haha.
So meet up and one of my fren was smoking at bustop
while there was a sign of no smoking. WTH want kena caught
is it? So after a few minits then HAN came. We then head to
B3 skatepark. Did some street otw. hehe. then reached there
did some practice, but halfway it rained. aiyeerr.. so wet then
slippery sumore. jialat... Then after it stop raining we went back
to skatepark and continue riding, at 5 went home.
Otw home, Me and Matthias was tired enough to climb up the long
slope. So we decided to take a risky way. We bring our bicycle
up the escalator at bukit batok mrt. Anything could happen.
If caught, we die, but luckily no, so we chiong and i did chiong wheelie,.
reached cck safely then straight home.
Thats for today readers.
day o.
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, August 30, 2008.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I don't know what else to say. I've been trying to control
myself. But all i know and see is you. I don't know why im
stuck to you? I was on my way to work, walking from home
to MRT station when you chased me and shouted my name just
to see me. Your friends was there too. I feel that someone
is there atleast to talk to me. Can i say that you is the one that
always appears in my eyes? You know who you are :).
I don't know why i said that in the first paragraph. Im just
feeling love and fun whenever i saw her. Can i say that i would
like to have you? But shd i brake my promise on staying single
for about 5 years? Its another two years to deal with and i can
take off my promise. But should i have this relationship at this
age? Or should i wait for the right time till it comes for me to
have relationship?
That is the questions that has been repeating and playing in my
mind whenever this feelings appear. Im afraid that things will go
wrong like last time which cause me to have trauma. But why
should i be in this situation.? Think.....
Can i say that im referring to you shasha? But, there is a feeling thatu prefer Dan(cute guy) rather than me. Or should i ask u on whatu feel? Answer me :)Subrosa Pandora.
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Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, August 27, 2008.
Yeah today i made trouble. But at the same time had fun. Started off with PE and we played softball. Did rolling then throwing. Yeah, alot of things happened. The ball hit safiee center. I guess lah. Then he tried catching it with the twisted hand style and out of 5, only one he managed to catch. HAHA. So after that had CE did sme reflection and stoopid stuff and here come the crazy part.
Its POA lesson and there is test. Partly it was my fault for not asking ard wats the test abt. And this teacher " SATU SMS PON TAKLEY REPLY, KATE FAMILY DAY". Mother ah. I tell u wat, dun tell me because of an sms u can get killed on the road for nt paying attention. She said she got her husband mum kids to take care. Tell me man, wat on earth is handphone for when its for sms and for voice call. Furthermore 3G can video call. I sms one reply once lah then say dun reply im with family takkan ku tak faham. Abeh salahkan aku ah nie.. So during POA me and SAfiee had a great fight with my teacher. She called us out and talk outside class. HAHA good style she have, finding points to make us lose in talking. So she talk2 then me and safiee lose points in talking, i fed up, told her to start the test, fail also dun care, can cover during End OF year. Going to show her that without her full teach i can do well. Cos sum teachers act big with what they have. And always talk abt our parents. Then expect me come to school during my uncle funeral. MOTHER LAH U COCK!
Then after that test done, i went to her with my sickening face but sincere, i said im sorry. She gave me a stoopid stern stare and i walk away. Seriously abt teachers, i just dun want to fight with them cos its like u are fighting with authority or law. If u keep fighting, end of year ur report remarks will be like one dustbin with big hole at the bottom of it. So i just said sorry and walk away, everything settled. Cos ferst thing is respect, and my goals. If i hate them, i have hard time achieving my goal.
So went home after skewl, dad wants go out. WE went to Turf Club Giant. Look for smtg but couldnt find it. Then went to Tagore Lane, Dad looking for second hand car. He got distracted by this car name TOYOTA CORONA. He is now crazy :P. Then my turn, went to Tiong Hin, Bmx shop. Dad was amazed to hear the price of a custom fixed bmx that is the same price as fixing my current bicycle rim. My Mtb or mountain bike rim cause me a thousands bucks while at thousand plus bucks i could get a complete bmx bike with maxed out parts. WOW! but i wont get a total maxed out ones as ppl will say i poser. HAHA! Nvm once i got a bmx, will never stop riding.. Cehh Nvm. Now suddenly dunno wat to say. thats all..
Still By Myself..!, Monday, August 25, 2008.
Today i made a mess in my time. I planned to wake up at 8 in the morning. Clean the hse and iron my uniform. Guess wat, i woke up at 1.30 in the afternoon X). hehehe. Mum nagged at me. So woke up, took my bath. Then eat then get ready for today plan. Mum and sis was bz. Cos tonite have something going on. So then it rains and i just dunno why i dun like rain that much eventhough its cooling. So at 3 we went out to send mum to auntie hse and sis to her husband hse. So after sending my mum and sis, me and dad nearly faced an accident. We are trapped in the center. Two cars at our side didnt allow my dad to go thru which nearly cause a trade paint accident. But it was this taxi fault as he suddenly cut through the lane without signalling. So dad shows some disagreement then stare2 at the taxi driver. haha..
So reached home, chatt with SHASHA(the cute but norty gerl :P), and few of my frens.. GEt well soon ok shasha. Be strong. And i'll be there for u. CEH! thats all readers :)
eddy
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, August 24, 2008.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Today was a day which i really enjoyed.
Eventhough today's attachment at CCK
Long John will be last, i still feel like staying
thr. The ppl at CCK Long John is frenly,
sporting and jokes ard. The manager i managed
to change their attitude. From fierce like
tigers, i make them smile always..
Ok. Cut the crap. My late uncle was safe,
buried just now at 12+pm. I didnt get to
go prayers as all my cousins suddenly
dun want to follow to cemetry. So i did
follow and sumhow, i ...... cried and miss
my uncle. I dunno why i felt that way and
why i feel so sad abt my uncle death. But
one thing i believe is that, we come from
god and to god we return. And we must
always remember that god who knows
everything. Wat the IMAM said just now
still can be heard and remains in my mind.
I must be strong, i must nw take care of mum,
she has no one now, last time she have her brother.
now only me and my family. So it will be time
where i have to stop my cycling, no nt stop,
reduce cycling, nt to pressure my mum. I love u
mum...
Ok. To shasha. Why the hell that happen ah.
Why didnt u approach him when he is breathless.
COME ON LAH!! haha. Dah tau orang tu saket
bukan nak tlg. Aiya norty gerl. See ya ard..
Ok today i saw cikgu khalidah. I miss her so
much. The best malay teacher i got. She is sporting,
Cool, chill and understand wat teenager life is like. Nt
like some teachers, who want us to follow their ways
all the way without giving the student some space
to release their tension. BODO!
K lah see ya ard.
Later.
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, August 23, 2008.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Today where my tears really roll down my cheeks. :(
During recess time, i got to know that my uncle passed away.
Was queing on the malay stall when i received a call
from mum. I thot mum wants to send my takraw
shirt cos thru out my life i never forget to bring takraw
shirt and today it happen. But it was different. Mum was
crying saying that her brother passed away. I went out
of the queue, stunned, and tears cropped my eyes.
Ran to general office to release me so that i could go home
and go to hospital to see my uncle for the last.. His face was
not like him. It was sad to see his wife cried, his daughter cried.
His son was there but he was chill, but many ppl told him to do
wat he is suppose to do. My 'obek' or what to say in english which
i dunno told me to go to my auntie hse tonite at haig road which
is at geylang. I cant cos my exam is near i need to study..
After that went home and ate at lot one. Could feel the tense
on my family, everyone was quiet, looking sad and i feel that
the world is dark... I hope im strong enough to stay chill and be
happy :)
*Hanya allah yang mengetahui segalanya. Along, maafkan saya jikalau saya ada terbuat silap. Moga along selamat dan diterima Allah tanpa seksaan. :(*
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, August 21, 2008.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Today work at CCK Long John is cool!
FErstly kenal ngan mak cik2.
They are frenly. They are fast and
wonderful and amazing is that they
did closing which ends at 11. When
i work at woodlands, we end at 1am in
the morning. So now i feel like switching
to CCK Branch. Hmm But no, i think abt
my best buddy, safiee. I pity him alone.
So will stick to ya. I nwadays feel that my frens,
Afif, Safiee And Hilmi is the one who always entertain
me eventhough they are tired, moody or watsoever.
I feel that exams is bothering me too hard.
I felt scared all of sudden. Hmm. I will cover up
on my studies soon. Nw im tired. Just wanna relax....
I know u have a foul mouth. CB i describe u. Wonderful... Wonderful... Wonderful...
Ur mama should have give u that suckerpunch on ur stomach. U said me, oh.. Whats the
difference abt u urself. U act like on pity face on school yakking ard abt me and then ur fren ask me what happen. FCUK u to hell ah.. Eh my mama dunno ur attitude, those kids didnt noe who
u are and my sis was just looking at the fake of urself. I dunno who u are, and i never changed. And i changed because of my parents. I respect them the way they bring me up.. Nt like u, so strict that ur brains went off and clicked off the lights which made ur thinking very bad. Too bad. Still u sucks.
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, August 20, 2008.
Im currently feeling abit sad. My uncle was admitted
to hospital due to dont know what reason. Hmmpph.
Went to SGH. Visit my uncle, he was alone as all my
aunties alrdy went home. So left me, mum, my bro and
my three lil nephew. So i didnt stayed in the room of course,
went to the waiting bay and studied my bio. Tmr TEST!
I got know tmr i will be working at CCK Long John. Cos
woodlands Long John will do some upgrading or renovation.
Hope will turn nice. A few more weeks to my pay day. WOW!
Ok. thats all..
I know u have been talking abt me to ppl. If i were given the chanceto do anything to u, ferst thing is to tear ur mouth and pull ur tongue,second make ur brains go dumb! COME ON LAH! What u expect man?U are a gerl. Always like that one.....
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, August 19, 2008.
My weekend is SO HECTIC!
Friday, went to work, should go
home at 9. But instead reach home
at 1am in the morning.Because I did kitchen closing
with safiee and JEnnifer. Shit and guess wat, i didnt clock out
my work time. MEans there will be system confusion :P
Dad scolded me. He gave me a choice, its either i
continue working and go home on time,
or stop working. Shit i still wanna earn
money man. Do my bike and all.
Then saturday went as a diner at tampines.
Earned 35bucks for just 3 hours? Easy eyh?
From 7pm to 10pm. Again reached home at 1.
Dad fetched me at dover cos there was no train
that reach to CCK. So he send me and afif home
then he went to his fren hse cos there is a
wedding invitation as he cannot attend on the sunday
which is the wedding day.
On sunday another crazy assholley day. HAHA.
Should go to work. As a diner. But the day before
told them couldnt attend cos there is project need to
be done. So me and afif was excused for nt attending.
So went to safiee hse did project till 4. Then his mum
cook us western food so we ate then went home after
playing games all.
On that night is the *attracting crowd attention*.
COOL MAN! I LOVE THE HOUGANG RIDERS!
ferstly they are frenly, second they share skills and
tips on hw to do tricks, thirdly they have the faith
and believe of nt giving up in doing something. Let me share
with u ther story of sunday evening with the hougang
riders. Hadi, from hougang wants to do feeble grind. I got a
photo of him doing but wont upload as its nt clear and dark.
We played at yew tee MRT station. When he grind, ppl start
to stop and look at us. After abt 20 try, Hadi manage to do his
trick, Feeble Grind on the legde and pull out to 360degree spin.
He was happy and then he threw his bike like throwing a pillow.
HAHA HOUGANG RIDERS PRO MAN!! :)
Went home then iron uniform and then monday.
Went to skewl was rather restless and tired.
I slept at abt 12 ytd. During maths class when teacher
was revising, i accidentally slept. I mean tmr there is
test and i fell asleep. DARN! Hope get a pass tmr.
Thn wanted to do project again. Make a final touch up.
But suddenly realise that i didnt not bring my USB cable
and without that cant print my project. Rushed home
changed, took my USB then went back to yew tee with
my stunt bike. Then reached there blablabla done went home.
Then otw home. Rain. So i chionged home. but then realise my
shirt at the back like mud and all. Shitos! Then went to fdlion,
i checked only skaters was there. SHASHA and her frens wasnt
there. hmm. haha.
Currently chatting with shasha. Norty lah her. HAHA.
hmm ok guys. thats all :)
Still By Myself..!, Monday, August 18, 2008.
Im just nt in the freaking mood. I wanted to work on this monday
but she wants me to go and do my IC. Then Sha is making prob but
thnk god that she is changing :) good gerl..
Today i kena bashed.
Ytd was a blast. Thnks
to Hedayah and Sufia
for the present.
Thnks to all who wishes me. I love ya guys :D
Aiya today kena bdae bash. 3/2 gangs whack me
of course lah pain.. ouch... haha.. today training is
a good one.. trained my right leg :P
thats all for today..
Shasha : i hope u do change ok. Im just hoping that u would listen and follow what ur mum wants.
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, August 07, 2008.
In school, when i see u i feel nervous, blushed and
more. Today ndp, __ the ferst to go. I saw u, u marched,
u carry flags, be a new leader.. I just dunno why u still
linger in my mind. Freeze me... I just want to know u
better and if i have the chance, i would want to be close
to u. I know its a dream. I must stop dreaming!!
Still By Myself..!, Monday, August 04, 2008.
Im kinda abit bored and sad now. Currently thinking of this
two ppl, Ila and Shasha. I wonder when and hw i met this two.
And i just dunno why all of sudden i think abt them
Ok nvm. Lets talk, its been a week since i work. Nw i realise
hw difficult my dad find money. And we here as his children,
kept asking for money and never satisfied with what we owns
and what he gave. When i work, hot oil, scolding, tiredness, stress
and waiting for the time to end engulf and hits me. I just now
realise and suddenly have the urge and in my mind tell me to
stop working. When complete a month of working, resign.
But i want to earn money for my bicycle, its my hobby. Its my
life. But when i work, i will miss my bicycle, the ppl whom i usually
mixed with and got no time to study. Yes there is time but nt that
enough. Usually at abt 8 after religious class i will study. But nw
only monday tuesday and thursday i get to study. saturday and sunday
is a resting day. I must think of my time now.. Im starting to feel
worry abt my studies... Should i stop working? Should i continue?
TAG ME GUYS, GIVE ME IDEAS
Still By Myself..!, Monday, August 04, 2008.
U THINK WHAT U ARE? WHAT DOES IT MEAN WHEN IM WEARING A
KNEE GUARD? DO THE HELL U KNOW HW PAINFUL MY KNEE IS, THAT
I NEED TO WEAR THE GUARD??!! U ARE AN IDIOT ! AND U COMPLAIN TO
SAFIEE. AND DARING ENOUGH AND HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY I DISRESPECT
U. FUCK U! GO AND REFLECT ABT UR ATTITUDE BEFORE SAYING
ME HAVE A BAD ATTITUDE. U TINK WAT U SILAT, AND A GERL,
CAN KICK ME ANYHOW. - ONE TIME AH MUST SHOUT AND WHACK
U UP PERSONALLY AHH- SAY PPL BUT HERSELF DUNNO
WHAT SHE IS DOING..
Early in the morning woke up at 6, got ready and left hse at 6.30. Waited for the bus and
till hell freeze, the bus wont come when its alrdy 6.45. Me and sis took taxi and she dropped
me at skewl and she went to work as she was on morning shift. Reached school mark attendance the left. Blablabla until 1 then went home. On the way hme that idiot ______ kicked me in the bus which left my knee to be pain and abit blue black. I hate ur attitude seriously...
Seriously i say, takde adab dan adat dan hormat. Perangai mane nye kentalans sundalans betol ah.. Ku dah malas nak bbl ah. Aku bbl ngan cara baek, treat u nicely like a kentalan jubo kau uat aku. Bagus ah. No wonder ppl left. :) GOOD!!
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, August 02, 2008.
Ok currently shasha is my chatting fren at msn.
She is a laughing gass.. :P
hmm.. . im tired. shagged. tmr morning at 5.45 leave hse
alrdy. Cos of that dumb shit thing. nvm. i make my leave.
Shasha u rocks my life but one thing its hard to forget and
continue.. :)
eddy
Still By Myself..!, Friday, August 01, 2008.
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
