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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Hari Raya tomorrow. But i dun feel like celebrating it because of exams. Im lazy to elaborate about my exams as the ferst three papers, i will be expecting either a pass or i dunno wat to says. I just did it anyhow as long the question is answered. HEHE! Now currently resting, after vacuuming, moping the floor, cleaned the janur(for lepat making). Now tidy up my comp desk. Damn messy. HAHA!

Aiya. Ntg else to say. Thats all people. And ouh Yah. Im excited to own a BMX. :)

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Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, September 30, 2008.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Ok ferst thing i wanna say that, i look too decent in my IC.
As in the photo is so the nerd... ahahaha.. So yeah basically
i got My IC, My bicycle New handle bar and stem. Yeah its
a hussefelt by the brand of Truvativ. Downhill bar and stem.
WOW! i got it for 40bucks for the set which is d**n cheap.
And it looks very new. Thnks to SAM the dealer..

So today i didnt study at all. I went riding whole day. Then
came back home. rest at abt 6 went out again. Warren wants
his bar. So passed it to him, went home and its nicely time for
breaking fast.. So broke fast,after that got ready for Terawih.
Then azmee told me today only 11 Rakaat. Then i couldnt stand
my yawning and sleepy mood. I smsed him during the interval
between next rakaat. Saying that i wanna go home by the 8 round.
Sumhow i stayed until finish. HAHA! cool. Rushed home and reached
home at 10.30 just now. And now im shagged. HEHE..

Bye2 readers.

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Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, September 23, 2008.
Sunday, September 21, 2008

Hey yo. Its been days since i updated. Yeah. Today i did an early update. Just came back from market with mum. She asked me tag along but i told her if she needs me when she wanna go market, just tell. So followed her. AND HELL YA! I could control my mum. She wants to buy stuff and things. But i told her to control herself when buying things. Mum been spending alot of money nowadays. So i scolded her and she kinda listen to me. WOW! What a hole! haha.

So ntg much today. Prolly i Update again later. :)


I said that Love Is nt wat i want. Its nt my time. I want to enjoy :) And now I want both MTB and A BMX!

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Still By Myself..!, Sunday, September 21, 2008.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Hey people. Today a pocket pain day. Bought 8gb just now which cost a bomb to me. I owe sis 79bucks. End of month, get salary need pay sis back. So today went home from school at 4. Got extra class by Mr Yew. So we did some revision and only 11 people turn up for the class. So we got serious but sumhow there is still talking session.

After that went home, after changing straight away went down to 288/Fdlion to ride. Ferst met Matthias at Kopitiam. They were eating so i just stare at them. They finished eating, then we went to foodlion. Did some manual and all then suddenly, mum called, she said my sis wanna got lot one to buy her daughter a psp. Age 4 get psp alrdy. Then we were somehow dealing then the salesman told us there is free gifts. My sis agreed, then we proceed. I asked sis to buy me an 8gb cos i need to put in more games. Then, she said ok and we got it for 79bucks instead of 97bucks. We gain huh? haha.. Went home then now im here. hahaha..

Oh yah just now when i was at foodlion, i saw sumone, a lady, in black. sitting with her frens. Was wondering if its shasha or sumone else. haha. Nvm. Later can ask. Thats all. Bye2. :)

Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, September 16, 2008.
Monday, September 15, 2008

Well. Today is a relaxing day. Today i went home early. No me, the whole unity sec went home early. The only school which was given a half day due to the basketball teams winnings. Thnks guys.. So. Today P.E was cancelled by that idiotic teacher. I sumhow frown when she cancelled it. Everybody was pissed off. Eventhough its raining, doesnt mean we cannot have p.e. We can have it in the hall right? So after she left, she took a class behind ours, and everybody shouted at her because the express class she took them for PE but our class she said don't need. Biased.

After that we had CE, then POA. After that home sweet home. But sumhow i didnt went home straight. Me, Afif And Kabil went to see MDM Khamilia for extra class. I sumhow got mixed up with the topic Governance and Bonding. Its like interlink but nt the same. So gonna revise hard for exams as i want to get a new BMX! SUBROSA! PRIMO!! hahaha.. Currently chatting with shasha that hawtgerl. HAHA! So in a few minutes time i will leave. STudy study study..
Thats all...



I'm sorry. I thought it was you who tag it. Since u admit it wasnt you, so its ok. Tc little sweet gerl :)

Still By Myself..!, Monday, September 15, 2008.
Sunday, September 14, 2008

All i could say now is that im scared i lose again. Everytime, i like someone, for sure there is a competition. I cant stand my life. I want to be free and wants it to be easy. Why is there difficulty in me. Why?? Is it so hard to get sumone we adore/admire/love? I've been pissed of by the word LOVE. But i hope this time round, im nt disappointed by it..



What are we? Where do we go?

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, September 14, 2008.

I was reading this two person's blog. One needs a him and the other one dont. What i can extract out from here is that, different people have different style or thinking. I have two diff example that happened to me..

ONE
wants to avoid guys as she always blame guys on what happen to her. Seriously i say, apart from that, think on the guys side and ur side too. Dont blame people when u never see wat u done. Reflect those pages on what you did. Recklessly, everytime u complain and all. And u treat me like a dumb. Today u are angry, tomorrow u says sorry and the reason u put was, "yeah i was mad but blablablabla". Im nt ur fcuking shit ok. No wonder some guys left u previously.. Shit dumb of me to believe u last time.


Two
Straight forward and says that she is nt ready. Good. At least she tells, but apart from that is she lying? Whenever asked, she said ntg and all. But when she on the comp, i see that she need him or whoever. But still this is better as it was a straightforward person.

Conclusion:
Both sources says about gerls who is in relationship. However Source one say that the gerl blames guys only and never reflect on what she did while source two shows that the gerl lied, but spoke straightforward. So the conclusion is, never have relationships at ur teenage age. Because it Scuks.. And hobby is better than that.


Seriously speaking people, i hate those stuff but truly i never fight whenever things dont go its way cause im a person who thinks that, it happen so we can never change it. I foresee the future and see what will happen if i do this or do that. So people, everything is going by its own way. Tc
readers.




S - should i have you?, H- healing my heart by having you? A - are u the one? , S -someone i prefer. , H-Hot and cute , A -always caring. :P. I was hoping if i could sms u everyday, see u everyday, and go out with u during the weekends. But that is what couples do. What are we?

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Still By Myself..!, Sunday, September 14, 2008.
Saturday, September 13, 2008

Ok today. Abit of change. WAs suppose to go out with fren at 3.30 to bugis.
But suddenly bro came and need my help and sis help. He wants me to carry
things as he have to buy many things and nobody helped him. Then i have to call
Safiee to tell him i cannot come. At least i told him an hour before. Sorry guys
i know i usually cancel but this one was an unexpected. Angry with me, im sorry.
Cause Family comes ferst...

Then after calling safiee, straight to room got changed and went out with bro and
sis. WEnt to holland, to bugis, to hongkah and all. Wah seriously i pity bro if i never
follow him. Too many things to carry till that 3 people also nt enough to carry those
heavy loads.. WEnt home at 6.30 then at 7 broke fast..

AFter that went to Syafiq house to take some psp games.. Upon reaching his house, I nearly fell down. The road was like uneven that i corner wrongly. REached syafiq house then saw his cat. SO FAT! haha cute u know. Then took some games which take me half an hour with the downloadings all. Then went home at 9. While i was cycling back, there is this gerl who looks like SHASHA. HAHA. I thot its her sumore it was near fdlion. But as that gerl turn, i realised its a chinese. HAHA! Saw han, Azri, Raihan, jerome, fir and Willi(Mr Subrosa) I like willi bike so much. The set up is so smooth and nice. HEHE.

Currently chatting With Shasha and Natasha. Wah matching, Shasha And Natasha ( Sha and Sha) And surfing the net. Thats all readers. Tc..



Its true what ur sis said, why must i avoid u. Seriously u are the cutest thing i ever see. And u always light up my day. I want u to take care and ur health and safety concerns me. If im an extra, tell me. HAHA! :P thats all gerl. I hope u foresee what i see. :)

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 13, 2008.

Morning people. It looks like a cold but wet day. Hope today very it wont rain. Because later at 3, i wanna go out man! hahaha. Woke up just now and received msg. Ferst time i switched off handphone while sleeping. NO! The fone switched off by itself. No batt. So lets talk abt yesterday.

I told my Madam(work manager) that i will be stopping working for awhile. But I decided, CAn i say dad decide for me. He told me stop working fully. I just dunno wat to do. thats all...


I feel that u starting to fade away from me. I feel that u are closer to someone else. Shd i say, i let go of u? Answer me.

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 13, 2008.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Ok today was a restless day for me. Imagine during History lesson, my body was giving weird reactions whenever i started writing. I got irritated and suddenly wanted to shout but i know thats a crazy thing cause it will disrupt the class. Then smhw I stand up, shaked myself and my friend spotted my doings. DARN. He laughed at me and i was like in total embarrassment.
So dealt things with teachers and all. So it turns out good. LEsson was better but I was rather angry at Mrs Kumar. I see the pattern that whenever we have double period, she will tend to be absent. But nevermind we can rest as it was a tiring day today.. Long day in school . TEEHEE!
So did some maths today. I can get it! HAHA! yeah i tend to love maths now... I know im crazy. People hate maths i like it. DUH!

So after skewl went to update my bank book to check my salary. Aiya i couldnt be happy i could say. I thot i get near to 250bucks. But i get 200 instead. Was rather disheartened but nevermind i noe quarter of the amount went to my CPF. I own a CPF now. HAHA! So took my money out of the book, gave mom 150 and i took 50 only. Why? Cause i have to pay my phone bill, burst out to 169bucks this month. Dunno why. haha.. Tats all.. Tc.. Oh yah. Today work, kinda nearly got into a fight but sumhow, i twist the mood.. Everyone was from angry/pissed off to happy.. Good eh me :D haha. Thats alll..

Oh yah. Ytd nite i got a real bad nightmare. It was wat, whenever i take pictures, A pontianak will be beside me. And where i go i saw it. Too dangerous to think but its a nightmare. Ya allah....



I was wondering why she aint talking abt that topic. I feel that smtg is isnt right. Shd i stop saying i love you and i miss you to her? I guess its not right. Because as i said, gerls usually have moodswings.... * Kau datang dan pergi, oh bergitu saja..Semua ku terima, apa adanya. MAta terpejam dan hati menggumam. Di ruang rindu, kita bertemu..*

*Kau terindah, masih ada, kau tercantik...Itu kamu...*

Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, September 10, 2008.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008

What do you people think of this?



Today was a quick and boring day. Yeah boring. School was rather fast i say. Three free periods. I spent on sleeping. HAHA! Was too tired that i slept. Hmm. Today after school i straight went home. Reached home, mum told me to vacuum and mop the house. Yeah i did but after that i straight away went down to riding. Actually i have ntg to blog today. So thats all :)



I was rather worried about you yesterday when u suddenly said "BRB" and then disappeared. Today I saw You at 427 but ur mood wasnt that good. I asked you what is disturbing your mind but u simply said nothing. U may say nothing but from your eyes, i can feel that something is really disturbing you. As i said, i can be ur ears, if u need sumone to listen to. Hope u get wat i mean gerll.. :) ILY

Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, September 09, 2008.
Monday, September 8, 2008

Wellgo people. Today School was abit exciting, fun but boring near to the end.. Ferstly P.E. We played softball and today kinda do with the pitcher, catcher with bases. STRIKE ONE! BALL ONE! HaHa. Cool eh? Guess what. A fren of mine, was dreaming when my fren threw the hard small ball and he cheated death. The ball didnt hit his head, but slides thru his hair. Imagine a baseball, ball, were to hit your head and leave a wound or smtg there. But this guy cheated death... too muchh... He missed many times. His private area so called cheat death too.! HAHA. The ball sumhow lowered itself and go through his leg which nearly cause the ball to hit his CORK! haha. :P Sorry dont understand? Nvm.

Today went down to 288. From Far i see that shasha, hidayah, umairah and the rest was there. But i sumhow changed my route. I took longer route to 288 to see who is there. Sumhow i saw Hidayah ferst. Then the rest. haha.. Imagine Sumone popped out all of sudden when u were cycling. Thats hidayah. HAHA. So did some tricks but didnt try 180 cos of my fork. Scared it breaks and leave me with a handicap bike... Just got home at 6.15. Sumhow to say i dont feel thirsty eventhough i ride like SIAOW! just now.... Thats all thenn..



Just now i spoke to u. But sumhow u smile. I was expecting u to talk to me too but u didnt. I was disheartened by ur acts cos i thot yesterday was just a joke. I do really hope that we can stop quarrelling like kids. HEHE! :P. One thing i assure u is that u are sweet. But. I guess...

Still By Myself..!, Monday, September 08, 2008.
Sunday, September 7, 2008

Hello people. Yeah today rather bored. Woke up early in the morning and ate. Then slept again. Fasting month is considered a tiring month. U wake up two times. Ferst at 4 to eat. Then at 6 to school. Darn. I forced myself today to wake up 10. Then do some house work. Cleaned the fans. All three fans. Cleaned. HAHA! Guess what, after that was supposed to study. But i went to play PS2. Imagine a few weeks to exams and im nt yet in the mood to study. Today ntg really happened so bye2..



I miss you so much. I will always see u in my eyes. But will u see me in ur eyes? will u miss me that much?

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, September 07, 2008.
Saturday, September 6, 2008

Hey... Good morning. Yeah its morning.. Hmm. Lets talk about history of yesterday. Class was cancelled so im planned to wake up at 10.30. Guess what time a heavy sleeper woke up at. 12.30pm. I went to take my bath, then went straight for prayers. Reached ferst floor and cycled a few metres, i saw my frens. They were on their way to a bicycle shop so i followed them as it was part of my way to mosque. I cycled pass 288 where usually riders gather, suddenly sumone shout my name. Made a u turn and saw SHASHA(Little Miss Jealous). She was smilling and larfing.. Then talked to Umairah and HER. Cute they are though..

So then proceed to bicycle shop. Wth, safe its fasting month. That uncle treat us like dog and when my frens asked for the price, he goes "ah 14 dollarS!! Yah2! For chain!" Idiot they are. No wonder rated as one of the bad bicycle shop. So pumped my tire then head straight to mosque. Reached there, saw another rider, a brother to one of my fren i met previously. Went to mosque together. Then i entered the mosque, guessed wat, it was so packed and crowded. Ferst time i see Alkhair mosque so many ppl for friday prayers. Then took ablution then prayers started. After that went to Olivia hse took her POA notebook. Then went home got ready for work, suddenly i got headache. I went to work, and everyone hoped i work till closing so yeah i did. Manager gave a big smile and nearly everything in kitchen i did today. WOW! Thats all peeps.


To shasha : It all happened to u. What can u do is reflect and plan ur way now. Cos when that happens again. U will break down u will be disappointed again. If u need shoulders to cry on. Need ears to listen to u. I can be one! HAHA!. Truly if u need sumone, u can have me. :D i know i prasan so faham2 je. K lah. Better take care. Be strong, Be true and be cute :D

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 06, 2008.
Thursday, September 4, 2008

I want to run away from feelings. I know im nt suited for *ove. So from now on, i will leave myself behind. I will tell myself that i will be sad, and disappointed if i have crushes or fall in love.
I didnt get wat i want. So im avoiding everything now. Yeah im biased. Its hard for me to accept all this. But only me knows what i want. Ppl dun seem to understand the clue i gave. Be happy. :(




I regret, i feel sluggish. People see Im happy, but i dont get what i want. To tell u ppl, i never feel love before.. Everytime i try to touch it, it runs away. I tried calming it, but when it calming down, suddenly it runs away leaving me behind with hopes going down. Now its alrdy down.. Sadness engulfed me. Too bad, u left, im alone. Better that i do my hobbies rather than i think of this things...

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, September 04, 2008.

Recently, i have trouble of accepting things. Nowadays im good in handling those. Making decision especially. Today smtg unexpected happened. I was nt suppose to work, but Abg(Long John Worker) said that they dun have enough worker. So i made the decision to go to work. I went to work, so yah really nt enough ppl. So i start working, i cooked, i serve, and prepare ingredients. As time enters 3. Suddenly a few workers came in. Then i asked Abg, why is there so many worker coming in? He said good wat, can relax. Then suddenly manager told me to go to store room to take stocks, i took stocks and came back. Guess what, we have too many workers and im one of them who suppose to go home. Abg was angry, then he break fast as he was fasting and he spout too much vulgarities.

I went home. With mind full of anger and grieve. I just dunno why people are so inhuman. Think only about themselves. Die2 want me do till closing. I said that my father dun allow me to go home late, still force me.. So u force me, i was given to go home. And u wanna resign just because of this. I dunno what to say.

Looks like the decision i made is gonna be true. Life is nt about gerls only. So i decide to stay on.
*To foodlion people : I Will nt go there anymore. As in seldom. I got ntg there alrdy. What i have to do now is wait to get my bmx and run to Bukit Batok. To be true, im sad on watever happen. Whoever knows what i mean, means, u ppl understand me. I GOT NTG THERE ALRDY. TC foodlion ppl. See ya ard if im urged to go there. : *
Maafkan diriku, yang tak sempurna.....

Still By Myself..!, Thursday, September 04, 2008.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008

My hopes are gone. I just cant lie that I dont trust gerls that much. Nowadays trend. Im just going insane when smtg i hoped for turns around. Now my hopes slammed hard to the ground. I cant stand in proper position. I am good in controlling temper. So i wont be angry..

I see it as fated. No use getting angry over it. But one thing, eventhough smtg bad happen, the word friends, wont be erased off in my life. Even u hate me once, i dun need u to be my fren but im always a fren to u ppl. One thing more, if im angry, doesnt mean i do smtg uneccessary. I know my temper limits. So its just abt time that makes me chill. :)

I just want u to do right things and dun go to the wrong path. U have a bright life. Bright future. Plan the route, drive urself carefully and ensure that u wont go to the wrong destination. :) believe in urself...

Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, September 03, 2008.
Monday, September 1, 2008

She is online and I am very happy. What you all know? She is an eye candy to me. But now, its a turnover. I have to respect her decision and understand her situation. Its ok. So today officially the first day of fasting. Ok lah, but sumhw today i woke up so late. Woke up at 12. Watched TV,
surfed the net, then went out buy newpaper. Hmm. Then got bored did revision until 5 like that. After that went out. Go cycling, till 6.30. Then went home break fast. Then after break fast intended to go Terawih but sumhow i fell asleep. Luckily i woke up at 8pm sharp, rushed , took my bathe then chionged out of house with my bicycle. Reached masjid locked bike up, took my ablution. Then went to the main hall, WAH SO PACK! Many people.. So i just squeezed in and sumhow found a slot. So seat then go on with prayers.. Otw home sumhow abit more nearly got hit by car. Luckily im still here...
Now chatting with that Little miss Naughty(shasha). HAHA! She is norty i can say. Sumhow cute. Neh i understand u. So dun scared ah.. Im understandable. So dun need scared.
Thats all humans. Tc.

Still By Myself..!, Monday, September 01, 2008.

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AGE : 17
DO'S : I RIDE BMX
I LOVE YOU SYAZA AMALINA

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HEADSET : COLONY INTEGRATED
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GRIP : ODI LONGNECK
STEM : Shadow Attack
CRANK : WTP ROYAL
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PEDAL : ODYSSEY PLASTIC
CHAIN : SHADOW CONSPIRACY HALF LINK
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BACK RIM: WTP QLITE TO PRIMO SPOKES TO PROPER RIM
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