I want to run away from feelings. I know im nt suited for *ove. So from now on, i will leave myself behind. I will tell myself that i will be sad, and disappointed if i have crushes or fall in love.
I didnt get wat i want. So im avoiding everything now. Yeah im biased. Its hard for me to accept all this. But only me knows what i want. Ppl dun seem to understand the clue i gave. Be happy. :(
I regret, i feel sluggish. People see Im happy, but i dont get what i want. To tell u ppl, i never feel love before.. Everytime i try to touch it, it runs away. I tried calming it, but when it calming down, suddenly it runs away leaving me behind with hopes going down. Now its alrdy down.. Sadness engulfed me. Too bad, u left, im alone. Better that i do my hobbies rather than i think of this things...
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, September 04, 2008.