Saturday, November 29, 2008

Hello peeps.. Its been a long time since i blogged. Yeah, busy with work and school and basically its nothing interesting to blog abt. Ok well last two days was kinda interesting i could say. Or prolly the whole week was fun. Monday to friday i had Airline Course. The course is good and interesting. It taught us on what does an air steward/stewardess do inside a flying plane. And in the case of hijack, bomb threat or malfunction of planes, they need to do alot of things. YEAH. Our instructor was Mitchell. A stewardess. Wow.. Ok lah of course pretty.

Then on tuesday and thursday we went to aiport. Tuesday we went to recce the whole airport, Terminal 1,2,3 and the budget terminal too. Then on thursday we had amazing race at the airport. People were looking at us as if we are crazy people. Running around inside airport. HAHA. Ok then thursday is my day off from work.

I was riding at 4 o clock at teck whye when suddenly i got a phone call from SAfiee, asking me to go to work due to the lack of staff's. I went a lil bit berserk. Because whenever i want to work, there will be enough staff. And whenever i dun want to work, they dun have enough staff. And ytd was totally irritating. I came in at 3 and the rest at 4. And im the one who have to go home. So i went home due to i was tired. Went home instead of sleeping/resting, i went to cycling ard cck. HAHA! yeah..
ABU BACCA! ROLL BACK! 180!. Thats what i did..

Ok guys thats all. Tc reader..

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, November 29, 2008.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Hey guys im back. I managed to get out of my EMO mood and found a way out from that suffering. I got my fren advises. He told me if i love my hobby damn much, i shd noe hw to divide time. If nt, dun need have gerlfren. Enjoy ferst. I guess thats true.. okok. Im currently working hard to have a BMX. I really wants a bmx. Cos i want to ride with pleasure. HAHA!

Ok ytd had barbecue with Hykal and frens. WE came and our bbq pit was occupied, we were quite shocked as we alrdy book it. But then soon the people disappear and we shift in. Then we started to take out stuff but it was still too early though. Our barbecue starts at 5. But we came at 12 as some of them wanna slack ard for awhile. Then me and hykal 'who-start-the-fire-first' game. I thought i will lose, but suddenly my charcoal light up. HAHA! Then at 4 'MAY DAY' heavy rain. Our tent nearly got blew up.. And the whole tent was flooding. Luckily the rain stopped a few minutes later. We then resumed with our barbecue. Safura's parents and auntie came. So it was better as there is an elderly who can guide us. Furthermore her uncle gave me a few TEKA TEKI. HAHA. WE packed up at 9. and went home. I was so blank ytd night that i went home and did remove my shirt and jeans and went straight to sleep. YO GUYS, U ARE THE GREATEST BUDDY SIA! haha.. And who is that gerl ytd??? haha..

eddy

Still By Myself..!, Sunday, November 23, 2008.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I wanted to sleep but my eyes just wont close and let my body have a rest for the night. I was thinking about something all the way this past few days. Im kinda optimistic. But sometimes i need to voice out my feelings too. I guess u readers wanna know what im thinking about and this is the time and im gonna share wit u all.

All this days that has passed, have become a history. The future is a mistery. All i want is a good outcome for my life. But in the middle of the journey to have a good outcome, I will have problems and break down, and started to reflect where it went wrong. Truly saying it ferst started at the TIT BITS food stall in school. Thats was my first view of her. WE started to know each other better after that day.. WE sms-ed, we call, we chat and even went out. I still remember well, theres one day i followed her to Popular, to get her Geography Elective textbook. The scene at the counter is well remembered. She was suppose to pass the money to the counter attendant and both her hands was full of stuff, her specs and her bag was in her hands. WE laughed together and i lay my hand to help her.. We also go to school together..

But after a silly mistake, we got dragged from each other away. Day by day, the feel of love is slowly disappearing, rising of hatred. I started to ignore her, letting her walk her line on her own. Leaving her in danger that she is nt prone to. Telling nonsense excuses. But then, we just got separated with no reasons... Not a single reason that could explain why we got separated.

But now, ive made up my mind. That if i could rewind time and get all those precious memories again, i would make good use of the second chance, and love her as much as i could and walk the line with her again, supporting her from the back, be there when she needs someone.. I've tried finding a substitute of her, but seriously, nobody replace her. I envy someone for being so damn close to her. Yeah that is me, I get jealous easily. But, i told myself i am strong, to stand up again on my feet and see the ahead of me. I Will LEt other people be with her. I will LEt other people make her smile because i know i have disappointed her many times. And i would rather see her smile and laugh rather than seeing her cry and moody at all times.. I hope to see u happy again... My entry ends here.. One Name... _________ ?????

Labels: Stuck In The Bright Narrow Walkway.

Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, November 19, 2008.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I was listening to the song LELAKI INI by ANUAR ZAIN when suddenly i remembered of something. I watched the video and i was kinda gonna cry because the scene is like same as mine, like what happened to me. Now im feared by my own shadows about what's going to happen most probably. Neh thinking of it, nobody could replace her, as in her attitude and stuff. She is totally different, the caring method, the sweet smile and the cute eyes.. Nvm. I let the past be the past.

I will go on with what i am. Truly to say, if its my luck, it will return, if not it will just go away... TC readers..

Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, November 18, 2008.