Wednesday, April 29, 2009
SERIOUSLY GUYS IN CLASS! IT IS A CRUSH ONLY TOWARDS _________ . ALL OF SUDDEN, IT GOT SO SERIOUS. ITS A STUPID CRUSH OK. NOTHING SO WEIRD THAT ALL HUMAN HAVE CRUSHES.
thats it, i suddenly got crush, and that particular person found and she goes weird. Meaning she avoid, and like never talk to me. Come on, its a crush, i dont expect it to be real, its for a while only.. The feelings could never be true. Seriously aku anggap kau kwn, mungkin cara kau bersembahkan diri kau tu make some guys go woooossshhhyyy. But the fact is that, aku ade crush pat kau, hanya buat sementara. ok.. Hope you are reading, cause aku tak nak hilang friendship ngan kau.. Take care of yourself...
HAiz...This happened when things go wrng..
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, April 29, 2009.
I don't know what else to say. All of sudden, I have a weird crush.. This is like weird. All is about yourself. But for me, it was a time when I was studying, and remembered her...
How can I avoid from you when everyday I will see you... Thats all..
And Enjoy The New Song. Sorry Its A Malay Song..
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Aku tak tau camane nak elakkan perasaan pelik nie. Hari2 aku akan jumpe kau kecuali Saturday Sunday. Kau belom boleh lupakan dia. So aku anggap aku menaruh harapan palsu dan ini semua tak akan pernah terjadi. Aku nak kau sedar dengan sendiri yang aku kesah pasal kau. Especially bila kau moodswing. Kadang2, aku harap, aku dapat buat kau senyum. Buat kau gembira, buat kau rase seperti perempuan yang paling beruntung, tapi apakan daya, andainya kau sadar akan perasaanku, mungkin, semua sudah terlambat.... :/
Still By Myself..!, Monday, April 27, 2009.
You people saw the picture? This was at block 422. A car was trapped on the staircase between two railings. That was my usual route, and I always dream of grinding the rail there. But today, reality is inevitable. Accidents does happen. That car over accelerate and got stucked there. haha. Car grinding a rail. So thats all.
I miss you. You will be in my heart :)
Still By Myself..!, Monday, April 20, 2009.
I just don't know why, its like we are getting further apart. You are a lost i can't replace. I lost myself when you gone. I want us to be back like last time. Furthermore i feel scared if i lost you. I sms you, you never reply and it made me worry.. Sorry i cant sms much, mum is monitoring me on how long i can last with a 22dollar prepaid. You know who you are.
You are the lost i Can't replace...
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, April 19, 2009.
Alright, lets blog about my riding session to Bishan skatepark and Somerset skatepark on the 18 of April 2009. Basically was just planning with Nas to go there. But in the end, alot is tagging along. Willie, me, nas, amirul, farheen, afik, dhamiri, mathias, syahied and Hanyo went to bishan skatepark.. Then to town.
Many good things happened and some bad things happened. Reached Bishan played the bowl, landed tire tap and tried disaster and 180. Landed tire tap on the bowl. Now im love with skatepark. Syahied and the rest played along..
So then next was somerset.. I was caught by a police at somerset mrt. I saw a 1dollar on the floor. So i picked it up, my intention was to return to the office, my fren asked me to hurry till i forget abt the money and left. Near to leaving, the police called me and ask return the 1dollar. I returned and said sorry. But i forget to pass it to the staff.. sorry ah sir, reach somerset i kancong sia..
Then played2 and went home. Nas willie and mathiass was stucked at orchard as they was chased out by the smrt staff all of sudden. They had to cycle home. We pitied them.. Then we reached cck, cause farheen left for home first. He borrow dhamiri bedsheet to go home, whn we reached cck from somerset, at the dustbin at lot one, we saw the bedsheet that farheen borrowed. such a bad person.. he threw it. come on appreciate it lah...
thats all ah. pictures soon..
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______, will u be my _________???
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, April 19, 2009.
This picture was taken during 4/2 class chalet at Aloha Loyang with Mdm Khamilia(class favourite teacher i guess :P ). Sadly I don't have the photos when we just reached. Yeah i know its pretty out dated when its held on 8march and now its like a month after. I seriously miss the chalet and I LOVE MY CLASS! With those fun people around, its lots more fun. Excepting the ones who have problems with me in class.. You know who you are..
So then, Time check is 5.ooam. I AM NOT YET ASLEEP! WTH!. I just can't sleep. I tried closing my eyes. But then I will sleep like 15mins or 1 hour then I will wake up again. And it kept repeating. Never mind I will just wait till morning prayer time. So considered yesterday is good friday. Me, Hykal planned to play bowling since I never touched or play bowling before. Meeting up at 3.30 at Bukit Gombak Cdans. So then my sister wanted to join in. So then I told her to tag along. Went to for friday prayers first before meeting them. I went to mosque at about 12.45. I forgot that it was Good Friday(public holiday). I parked my bicycle, and went in. My utmost shocking, it was so pack and crowded. I quickly took ablution, went to find a seat. Within five minute, the whole big space is filled up..
So then after that went for bowling. Waited one hour to get a lane. Then we got lane 22. At first starting, it was pretty bad. I played badly. Hykal and saf always leading. Safura the irritating one, she threw the ball so slow yet didn't go to the drain but instead hit most of the pins. My sister was good at start but bad at the end. HAHA! Imagine for a first timer for me, by the 5th try, I hit a strike. CEH! Trying to pose of lah like that.. Beside us was a family. The makcik dia punya anak, bleh tahan cantik ah.. :P
So then just played two games, and went home. Riding at 8. Met Nas and I thought friday night ride is gonna be interesting. Guess what, my estate no rider. Me and Nas got bored and told nas to follow me to mosque for Isyak prayers. So went there then rode around. Met the MTB riders at Limbang park. Rode with them. And Interesting was that, I play around with trick that i've not yet learn. Interesting. Learned floater, constant my rockwalk. Did 180. Played around with 360 and footjam tailwhip. HEHE! Met Syahied at the park as he just got back from work at Macdonal Limbang.
Then at 10.30, went home. Nas followed since he wants to borrow tools. So then home sweet home. Mid year is around corner, i started my revision, but then too little and im too slow. Needa do more revision and plan time well. 3 more weeks to mini hell and another few more months to " HELL IN A CELL"!! Better avoid the comp now..
EDDY
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I miss you. Its just that the last time i saw you inside bus, I felt that
Im hooked to you more. And dreams about you never fail during my sleep.
I love you :)
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 11, 2009.
Just want to say that I'm very happy. I bought that shoes with my own freaking saved money. 65bucks.
So i grabbed it fast before it runs out of stocks..
Went to meet simon at bukit gombak with nas, max, syahied and fathul..
On the way there was quite a quiet journey. When Simon already met us and passed the shoes, we went off. I almost forget to pay Simon 65 dollars after putting the shoes into my bag. I nearly left, luckily somebody said 65. I turned back and paid. HAHA. sorry. Im abit forgetfull..
Otw back was abit funny. Since our shoes brand was ORCHID, he reminded us of this advertisement about a kid drinking a milk " Flower! Flower! ORCHID!" SO we laughed all the way kept saying the same thing. Until a point of time i changed it, there is two chiobu ladies sitting behind a bus stop. I shouted flower, fathul shout flower, Then, I shouted Chiobu! All laughed and those ladies gave us a weird looking face.. We laughed and chionged..
So then thats all for today. First day with prepaid, its really fun using prepaid. And I miss someone. And I hope to meet her soon :) I love you..
Eddy
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, April 08, 2009.
Today had English Oral. I don't know if it was a good one or not.
Bad news bill burst. 200+ sia. Now must use prepaid -__-
I miss sumone.
Yesterday nearly got run down by a car.
Today me and buddy cracked jokes alot.
And I love my life now :)
And I hope i can go bowling with Hykal, Saf and if can _____
If she wants to follow..
Thats all :)
eddy
Still By Myself..!, Monday, April 06, 2009.
Today had tournament. Went down early to help out set up the props and tables..
Then had MEE SOTO before game. Game start at two. Mine was the 6th match.
Lose.. Too bad, was abit pressurised. Then second game won, due to advantage
of strength. I aimed the feeder and game flow fast.
Third game was leading point, but then lost due to the opponent was advantage
of strength. The player was more alert and good ball control. About to go home,
something bad happened. Since my team was eliminated, I went home early.
Since tmr I'm working. I was shaking hands with the rest and then I came to
my coach and wanted to shake hands with him. He didnt want to shake hand and
said this to me " You are always like that, always go home first".
You people don't understand, its like you are dragging me to become wild.? SOrry
thats not my type. And I would rather sacrifice Takraw, than sacrifising studies,
and getting tired and being treated like a dog afterall, i left my studies for you
guys to train well. But in the end, this is what i got? Players kicked the ball
accidentally and the ball went far, there are many others to pick it up, while they
are nearer to the ball, instead you arrange me to pick it up, run back and give to
them. Why cant you tell the rest to do it? Targeting me? Go ahead, but then
this is what i give to you. I QUIT! 3 more weeks to tournament, i backed out.
Sorry to say, wasnt on purpose.. But some people treat me like a toy, want me, picked
it up, but when not needed, you throw me. You will be facing HEll in a cell..
Sorry to the rest which may cause haywire. I have to, it was dad decision.
He even called up manager and settled it, so then got to quit.. I really
gave up, im concentrating on studies, nothing change my mind, takraw
is fading fast...
eddy
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, April 04, 2009.
I don't know why, but suddenly i got an urge to put brakes on my bmx.
I don't know why, but there is an instinct saying that B3 is calling me and
i got a feeling of landing 180 out and tailtap. I hope my weekends are free,
but then its already occupied. Firstly tournament. Then sunday working.
But i dont feel good attaching brakes to my bike. Its like so irritating i
suppose? but then it like difficult to play tech tricks... Brakes or no brakes?
Riders, ideas please..... :D
Still By Myself..!, Friday, April 03, 2009.
It's really tiring today. I left house late for school.
On the way down, dad called me. He wanted to
send me to MRT as I was late. Good idea, I went
with dad. Lucky I'm not late. So reached Yew Tee
MRT, saw Safiee waiting for Afif. So then I went
to school with them..
So I will skip the lesson part. Its just boring..
Here comes the interesting part..
So then reached home, I went out riding. I went down
with a clear and full of confident mind. I was saying
to myself, one should not abandon its hobby.
Its either quit or continue.. So I decided to ride on..
So I reached foodlion, since i cannot go to b3. Its like
today I got to ride full time... Then I saw Syahied, he
ran away when he saw me. You people must be asking
why right? Last week, while riding, he threw his bike
at me. I got a little tensed up and scolded him. But then
it was for that particular time only. So then, i approached
and his face was full of worries. I asked him why run scared ah?
He then goes like sorry2. So the practiced my 180, then went
to Jerome house. Then went down again.. Then nas came down.
Amirul too. Then when we was riding, saw Syahied again, then
he tried to hide. Then all played police and thief. It wasnt planned.
Our aim was to chase Syahied.. Then we all chased him here
and there but then he is good at escaping..
The funny part was Nas went to buy ice cream and got discount,
but then the ice cream dropped on the floor.!! haha. Like people
busy chasing the suspect, you busy buy ice cream. HAHA!
Amirul was the weird one, he kept shouting, like treating syahied
like a pet like that. Wth! Ouh shit this is a memorable one.
Im so not going to forget this...
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I was shocked to see you calling me. I LOVE YOU! :)
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, April 02, 2009.
Which one nice guys? hmm. im not too sure which one to buy.
My exams is nearing, im nt riding that much. Tournament is
coming this saturday.. Im ready. But i hate feeling nervous..
But as i know, im back in action in riding. I perform tricks
better than before. Had Poa test today. We were only given,
20mins to do the whole test. I did it wrongly, but soon i realised
my mistake and changed when im only left with 3 mins.
I chiong-ed and after test asked the others.. Their answers was
the same as mine. *cross fingers* hope i get good marks.. So then
after test did some work, indeed, if i press my brain deeper, for sure
i can succeed in just a snap of fingers.. I did a question in about 20mins..
U may think its slow, but then for a challenging question, its fast..
SO we did and its done..
LAter training at nite..
Im missing somebody, hope to meet you soon.. :)
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, April 01, 2009.