Saturday, April 4, 2009

Today had tournament. Went down early to help out set up the props and tables..
Then had MEE SOTO before game. Game start at two. Mine was the 6th match.
Lose.. Too bad, was abit pressurised. Then second game won, due to advantage
of strength. I aimed the feeder and game flow fast.

Third game was leading point, but then lost due to the opponent was advantage
of strength. The player was more alert and good ball control. About to go home,
something bad happened. Since my team was eliminated, I went home early.
Since tmr I'm working. I was shaking hands with the rest and then I came to
my coach and wanted to shake hands with him. He didnt want to shake hand and
said this to me " You are always like that, always go home first".

You people don't understand, its like you are dragging me to become wild.? SOrry
thats not my type. And I would rather sacrifice Takraw, than sacrifising studies,
and getting tired and being treated like a dog afterall, i left my studies for you
guys to train well. But in the end, this is what i got? Players kicked the ball
accidentally and the ball went far, there are many others to pick it up, while they
are nearer to the ball, instead you arrange me to pick it up, run back and give to
them. Why cant you tell the rest to do it? Targeting me? Go ahead, but then
this is what i give to you. I QUIT! 3 more weeks to tournament, i backed out.
Sorry to say, wasnt on purpose.. But some people treat me like a toy, want me, picked
it up, but when not needed, you throw me. You will be facing HEll in a cell..

Sorry to the rest which may cause haywire. I have to, it was dad decision.
He even called up manager and settled it, so then got to quit.. I really
gave up, im concentrating on studies, nothing change my mind, takraw
is fading fast...

eddy

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