
My third ICG match will be on 2nd June. It's going to be a tough one as I heard Pioneer CSC is last year 3rd placing. I wasn't worried at all. But as the days come nearer, its getting more scary. And imagine that you are a rival of a Secret Society. This is what I'm feeling. Like you are going to challenge with a big boss which you don't know the way they play.
Nevermind. With the trainings we had, we can do it. Only god knows everything. So then, I didn't know why last time I decided to quit takraw when its nearing to tournament. Something inside me tells me that I should go back to the team and fight. To my amazement, I came back and we already won two games. Its scary you see.
Your mind can be one thing now. The next moment your mind changes. Thats me, I'm fickle minded. Yes. Even when come to girls, I'm very fickle minded. Not to say I'm very fussy, just that my attitude brought me up this way. To be fussy meaning that we know what we want.
So then currently I can't sleep. But who cares, no school tomorrow also. Go Discovery Centre Only. So then, today played rugby contact for first time. Oh gosh my left leg pain. I rampage with Shodiqin and pinned him down to the ground. Then at 2.30 went home. Reached home, I was too tired that I changed and straight to bed. Woke up then bathe. WTH!. But I can't stand the tired. It was hell in a cell pain plus tired. Seriously, I don't understand whats with me nowadays. I'm more to restless than normal status.Haiz..
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Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, May 26, 2009.