Sunday, June 28, 2009
Ok, changed skin. Its a boring and simple ones. come on.. what do
you expect from a guy like me.. prefer simple and nice ones. so that
is simple but nt that nice. WAHAHA!
thats all. tmr skewl starts, and michael jackson is dead. memories..
tc guys...
you expect from a guy like me.. prefer simple and nice ones. so that
is simple but nt that nice. WAHAHA!
thats all. tmr skewl starts, and michael jackson is dead. memories..
tc guys...
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, June 28, 2009.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
I ride my pain away. I Just turned away and leave everything behind. :P I like that pic.Looks cool! haha. Had family chalet on sunday, overall was fun. Did alot of eating but still
I'm skinny.. HAHA!
Monday and Tuesday had Hot Housing.. Not interesting tho.. But its benificial. I get to
understand things I dont understand. Met my classmates.. Still the same.. But then my
bros didnt came. So I'm a loner. Lucky got Kabil And Syifa. Irritating sia Syifa, disturb me.
I disturb you Afifi then you know! /HAHA!
thats all..
eddy
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, June 24, 2009.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Alright. After long time no blog, I'm back blogging. Today went out with Dzulfikar.
We went to Bedok Silat Federation. Why? That Pineapple or ONEAY have competition.
She asked we two go and see her match. She told us the event starts at 11, So me and
Dzul went and
reached there exactly 11. Me and Dzul waited like half an hour, why the hell Persisi
isn't open yet. I went to ask since I go there everytime. And this particular person said
it will be starting at 1. Alamak Wani, give us wrong timing!
So yeah while waiting, we watched the Sepak Takraw match going in Perses. So we
went in and watch a few matches and the clocks just started to click 12noon. Wah
1 more hour to go. So me and Dzul went to blocks nearby and slacked since it was
so hot. So yeah we sat down and chit chatted since its been a long time me and Dzul
didnt meet. So suddenly while talking, Pineapple call zul, asking we all to come..
Then went there and saw her. HAHA. TUDUNG SEH!
Paid 5bucks and went in. We waited like 1 hour and half for the whole thing to start.
Then it started, but then Dzul suddenly claimed he need to go by 3.30 since he's working.
Our main purpose was to see Pineapple performance. So we was about to leave as it was
3.45, suddenly Wani name was called. So me and Dzul laughed out for no reason.
Then we waited and then recorded Pineapple Silat Performance. If any Malay Languange
students didnt know why FYDIE flew off when Wani kicked her a few months back,
it was because Wani is aggressive. Dzul and me was stunned to see how rough and aggressive
Wani performed. AHAHAHA. I wanted to upload the video, but my USB spoil, so yeah, next
time ok. Overall I have fun there althought with Dzul only. With the performance by
many contigent, its interesting to know silat life :) Overall, 5bucks was worth it. Good luck girl:)
Otw back home, someone called me MATREP??!! WTF!! I just walked off cause Im not
MAT REP also. haha. YEAH.
I can't forget whole thing if this goes on.
But whatever it is. Im strong and agile :)
This Eddy.. I Know myself better :) From
now on, If I have crush, I will keep to
Myself :)
We went to Bedok Silat Federation. Why? That Pineapple or ONEAY have competition.
She asked we two go and see her match. She told us the event starts at 11, So me and
Dzul went and
reached there exactly 11. Me and Dzul waited like half an hour, why the hell Persisi
isn't open yet. I went to ask since I go there everytime. And this particular person said
it will be starting at 1. Alamak Wani, give us wrong timing!
So yeah while waiting, we watched the Sepak Takraw match going in Perses. So we
went in and watch a few matches and the clocks just started to click 12noon. Wah
1 more hour to go. So me and Dzul went to blocks nearby and slacked since it was
so hot. So yeah we sat down and chit chatted since its been a long time me and Dzul
didnt meet. So suddenly while talking, Pineapple call zul, asking we all to come..
Then went there and saw her. HAHA. TUDUNG SEH!
Paid 5bucks and went in. We waited like 1 hour and half for the whole thing to start.
Then it started, but then Dzul suddenly claimed he need to go by 3.30 since he's working.
Our main purpose was to see Pineapple performance. So we was about to leave as it was
3.45, suddenly Wani name was called. So me and Dzul laughed out for no reason.
Then we waited and then recorded Pineapple Silat Performance. If any Malay Languange
students didnt know why FYDIE flew off when Wani kicked her a few months back,
it was because Wani is aggressive. Dzul and me was stunned to see how rough and aggressive
Wani performed. AHAHAHA. I wanted to upload the video, but my USB spoil, so yeah, next
time ok. Overall I have fun there althought with Dzul only. With the performance by
many contigent, its interesting to know silat life :) Overall, 5bucks was worth it. Good luck girl:)
Otw back home, someone called me MATREP??!! WTF!! I just walked off cause Im not
MAT REP also. haha. YEAH.
I can't forget whole thing if this goes on.
But whatever it is. Im strong and agile :)
This Eddy.. I Know myself better :) From
now on, If I have crush, I will keep to
Myself :)
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, June 20, 2009.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
"Never Gonna Leave Your Side"
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one
I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
Recalling times gone by
And crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again'till you come to me
yeah
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
By Daniel Bedingfield.
_________________________
Syifa I guess this is a good song for you. Don't
emo too much. Move on slowly alright :D
Yeah.. Currently bored. That lyrics and the song
at my blog sums it up all about me..
But I've moved on.. But still I feel like the child
who lost its way...
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one
I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
Recalling times gone by
And crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again'till you come to me
yeah
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
By Daniel Bedingfield.
_________________________
Syifa I guess this is a good song for you. Don't
emo too much. Move on slowly alright :D
Yeah.. Currently bored. That lyrics and the song
at my blog sums it up all about me..
But I've moved on.. But still I feel like the child
who lost its way...
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, June 14, 2009.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Saw the picture above? It shows that my world is now in haywire. Why? I feel thatmy life isn't stable at all.. Now might be this, later might be that. I don't know what I
wished. I don't get my correct love or something. But then.. It might be a reason to me
to study hard and achieve good grades. When I get good grades, I proceed. Then
have a good life then can have girlfriend and take good care of her. But who??
hmm.. OK, yesterday went JB. I bought some nice design tshirt. And thought of getting
belt, but didn't find any nice one. So then from 3pm to 9pm, me and dad walked around
Pasar Pandan. Then dad went to get some durian. HAHA. Come on, Its one ringgit per
durian. Dad bought 15 of them. HAHA! The smell was tempting, some might not like
durian cause they said its smelly. Alamak you people, your nose spoil ah.. So then
after that bought some foods and stuff. Continued walking again..
I bought some tshirts and after that had dinner and went off. Reached home, straight
away slept :)
It never make me better.
I'm stone hearted. I don't
wish to be in love anymore.
Neither to have crush. Its
a pain. My heart chamber
nearly burst out.. But
what to do??
Still By Myself..!, Friday, June 12, 2009.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I was awaken by a terrible nightmare. A nightmare that changes "her" life and everyone else life. I left world without reason. Without final saying. Without any message. It made her regret. Making everybody miss me. Making a miserable life for my family.
I hope its only a nightmare.. I don't wish to see it comes true.. Dangerous though..
I hope its only a nightmare.. I don't wish to see it comes true.. Dangerous though..
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, June 10, 2009.
Monday, June 8, 2009
What the f? I said I'm moving on means I'm moving on. Now I'm blamed for a reason.
Shit man. What is happening sia? You can say to me straight what. Haiz..
I wonder what thing went wrong. I don't know why I fell for you in the first.
It will always end up this way. Ok, You read this, I say one more time.
I'm over you. I only treat you as a friend. Im partially at fault for smsing u.
Ok. Now since u dont want me to sms you, then i dont.. I will disappear when there
is nomore lesson. I will not blog unless I have something interesting. So yeah..
People say hiatus..
take care readers..
Shit man. What is happening sia? You can say to me straight what. Haiz..
I wonder what thing went wrong. I don't know why I fell for you in the first.
It will always end up this way. Ok, You read this, I say one more time.
I'm over you. I only treat you as a friend. Im partially at fault for smsing u.
Ok. Now since u dont want me to sms you, then i dont.. I will disappear when there
is nomore lesson. I will not blog unless I have something interesting. So yeah..
People say hiatus..
take care readers..
Still By Myself..!, Monday, June 08, 2009.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
I didn't expect my team, Keat Hong CSC would have come this far, and played so well to go into the second round. The picture above is not me, but that is my role when playing Sepak Takraw. To serve and achieve points for the team in order to win. Today was crazy and it drained my energy all way out. Today match was held at Bedok Perses. Beside Silat Federation. :D.Starting of with the beregu, we lost. Second regu was mine, but I got angry when I was substitued out while I'm leading. Reason was, I was scared that the last regu (group) couldn't win. So then, I got fed up and didn't want to support the team. But as the games goes on, third regu was gaining points and playing well, leading to a win for the whole team. Coach came to me and apologise about the substitution. He was anxious to win.
So yeah, with the advice I got from Rahayu (rider), JErome (rider) and my parents, I played takraw and I feel that its not a wrong move to re enter the team. Im happy and excited to see us winning our matches. 200bucks coming!! haha.. Yeah. So thats all...
I left my feelings aside, just for you. You told me to. But
I'm saying this for real, Still does have the feelings for you.
But I'm not going to pursue it further.. If you return,
I don't know how to....
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, June 07, 2009.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
I already made a choice. To move on and treat you better as friend.
It was either to be disappointed or avoid it. True what you said,
rather than you want me to have false hope, its better I move on
and treat you as a friend. You felt wrong when you have somebody
in mind when other person likes you. Ok. I'll be there for you as a
friend. Nomore waiting or having crush towards you :)
I was thinking that this thing, would make me worry, sad or watsoever.
But to be happy is better. At least I do still have you as a friend.
Better, rather than you avoid me, which makes me feel like a total idiot. D:
HAHA. Oklah, If you are reading this, I want you to also know that I will
treat you as a normal friend. I have put the feelings aside. This is not
the correct time yet :)
Find me, if you need me ok :)
It was either to be disappointed or avoid it. True what you said,
rather than you want me to have false hope, its better I move on
and treat you as a friend. You felt wrong when you have somebody
in mind when other person likes you. Ok. I'll be there for you as a
friend. Nomore waiting or having crush towards you :)
I was thinking that this thing, would make me worry, sad or watsoever.
But to be happy is better. At least I do still have you as a friend.
Better, rather than you avoid me, which makes me feel like a total idiot. D:
HAHA. Oklah, If you are reading this, I want you to also know that I will
treat you as a normal friend. I have put the feelings aside. This is not
the correct time yet :)
Find me, if you need me ok :)
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, June 06, 2009.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Yakinkah ku berdiri
Di hampa tanpa tepi
Bolehkah aku
MendengarMu
Terkubur dalam emosi
Tanpa bisa bersembunyi
Aku dan nafasku
MerindukanMu
Terpuruk ku di sini
Teraniaya sepi
Dan ku tahu pasti
Kau menemani
Dalam hidupku
Kesendirianku
Teringat ku teringat
Pada janjiMu ku terikat
Hanya sekejap ku berdiri
Kulakukan sepenuh hati
Peduli ku peduli
Siang dan malam yang berganti
Sedihku ini tak ada arti
Jika Kaulah sandaran hati
Kaulah sandaran hati
Sandaran hati
Inikah yang Kau mau
Benarkah ini jalanMu
Hanyalah Engkau yang ku tuju
Pegang erat tanganku
Bimbing langkah kakiku
Aku hilang arah
Tanpa hadirMu
Dalam gelapnya
Malam hariku
Title : Sandaran Hati
Artist : Letto
_____________________________________
Yeah, lost in a state of disappointment. But never the end.
Yeah my sadness has no meaning, if you are my love. But
then, lets follow the route. In future, might return, or might
find a new one.
But I'm still the same Muhammad Eddy Shaiful.
I will still be here, at the corner of street and if you
changes your mind, You need me, come and look for
me. I will still be here.. Jaiho! :P
Di hampa tanpa tepi
Bolehkah aku
MendengarMu
Terkubur dalam emosi
Tanpa bisa bersembunyi
Aku dan nafasku
MerindukanMu
Terpuruk ku di sini
Teraniaya sepi
Dan ku tahu pasti
Kau menemani
Dalam hidupku
Kesendirianku
Teringat ku teringat
Pada janjiMu ku terikat
Hanya sekejap ku berdiri
Kulakukan sepenuh hati
Peduli ku peduli
Siang dan malam yang berganti
Sedihku ini tak ada arti
Jika Kaulah sandaran hati
Kaulah sandaran hati
Sandaran hati
Inikah yang Kau mau
Benarkah ini jalanMu
Hanyalah Engkau yang ku tuju
Pegang erat tanganku
Bimbing langkah kakiku
Aku hilang arah
Tanpa hadirMu
Dalam gelapnya
Malam hariku
Title : Sandaran Hati
Artist : Letto
_____________________________________
Yeah, lost in a state of disappointment. But never the end.
Yeah my sadness has no meaning, if you are my love. But
then, lets follow the route. In future, might return, or might
find a new one.
But I'm still the same Muhammad Eddy Shaiful.
I will still be here, at the corner of street and if you
changes your mind, You need me, come and look for
me. I will still be here.. Jaiho! :P
Still By Myself..!, Friday, June 05, 2009.
Eventhough I'm moving on, its hard to remove the marks off. The pain is still there. Yes there is still love and care. But in order to see you happy, I have to respect your decision. But then, If u change your mind, find me on the corner of the street, im not moving.. Im moving on, but not moving anywhere, meaning im moving on, but will still be here.. Just all the best for you girl friend :) haha
Still By Myself..!, Friday, June 05, 2009.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Hmm. Currently sick. Migrain and headache. Not well.. I came back from school and took a goodrest. But the headache is still here. Not thinking of something. IM OVER IT! Its just that I'm not having enough rest. I didnt think of it anymore. The picture above is my target in 7 years or less. I want to achieve it. Which means, I must get to serious work of revision. Must go Sec 5 and get in to polytechnic. Then, the life game starts.. GEtting a license, start to travel around. Cool rite?
Then after that think of girls. Better after that. If no girl, then we go travel around world.. :D thats all guys...
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, June 04, 2009.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
YES AH! I KNOW WHO IS THAT PASSERBY!! COME ON!!
HAHA.. YOU CANNOT RUN AWAY FROM REALITY.. I KNOW
WHAT IS GOING ON. I KNOW WHO YOU PEOPLE AH..
2 + 2 = 4 PERSON.
IT SEEMS DANGEROUS. EVEN THE CLOSEST ONE YOU CANT
TRUST THAT MUCH.. I WANT TO SEE WHAT HONESTY MEANS
TO YOU.. PASSERBY...
HAHA.. YOU CANNOT RUN AWAY FROM REALITY.. I KNOW
WHAT IS GOING ON. I KNOW WHO YOU PEOPLE AH..
2 + 2 = 4 PERSON.
IT SEEMS DANGEROUS. EVEN THE CLOSEST ONE YOU CANT
TRUST THAT MUCH.. I WANT TO SEE WHAT HONESTY MEANS
TO YOU.. PASSERBY...
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, June 03, 2009.
