Friday, July 17, 2009

I watched something at Youtube. It made me wanna burst into tears.
The reason I felt this way is I never got to feel it. I never had any of
the chance to have one. I tried confessing but none seems to be a
successful ones. Its by natural, a male chase a female.. But it seems to
be haywire, when the male, was pushed away... Meaning, rejected..

Reasons why I expressed this out, some feelings is inevitable. Can't be
avoided. What I'm trying to say is... What would you feel/do when the
person you like, you see them everyday? I got this quote from a webpage
" I might be a person in the world, But to someone, I can become their world "

I ought to fall into a situation whereby I will think back to myself, is my
attitude right? Does making noise in class is a matter of entertaining or
irritate? I always want to change, being silent, talk lesser, keep myself to
a low profile mode.. I want to be a relaxed, sooth guy. But I just need people
point of view about me. Tell me my problems. Tell me my attitude. I want
to know..

Ms D.
I know your feelings, but I can't forget something. Not to say that someone,
but I see someone. I tried hard enough, but her smile captures my eyes more
than you does.. You talk lesser to me now. You are trying to go away from me.
My Purpose here is to know you better and maybe, get out of the trouble.
Hope ya understand.

Ms E.
Yeah, I know pretty well you are somekind of concentrating, But then,
I can't avoid this feelings. I feel awkward.. To see you, see your smile..
Why? Cause after you vented your reasons to me, I feel I lost Hopes..
So I Guess, Its a hard impact I owned, more worst than my bike falls.

Still By Myself..!, Friday, July 17, 2009.