Saturday, September 26, 2009
"Disini Aku Masih Sendiri. Merenungi Hari Hari Sepi.
Aku Tanpa Mu. Masih Tanpamu.. Bila Esok Hari Datang
Lagi. Ku Cuba Tuk Hadapi Semua Ini Masih Tanpamu.
Masih Tanpamu "
Don't ask why I put the song back. The song just urged me to put it again. Well true of what mum said, Think of not having any girlfriends, then one fine day you will feel quite lonely. Oh yeah. That's a dilemma now..
Last few days Cousins been coming to my hse. Pictures already uploaded at my Facebook. Lazy to post it here cause sometimes blogger lag. So yeah.. Yesterday my relative came. And followed by Safiee and Afif. Well Yeah they've been longing to come so since they were at Icha's house, so I told them to come as I'm already home. They came, did some eating and chit chat and they left. But after that I went out again to meet MAX. Oh that guy owns a new frame. Bravo.
But not long, there was a problem. His brake tab got stucked with a screw. Meaning destroy the tabs. SO he had to get a new one. So then chit chat with MAX at his void deck for about one hour. Then Mum called me asking me to go back. So went home. Reached home, changed and slept straight. Was so tired. Then I had A good sleep cause my fone didnt rang at night. So I slept from 12am to 10am in morning. Woah freaking 10hours. So later at 1 im gonna go offline and study again. Then go out with family.. To relative's house.
So thats all. And Im sorry If Im the cause of the cock up..
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 26, 2009.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
This is the first time in my life i take my own picture. HAHA. Ok. Consider tuesday is yesterday as now we have entered wednesday as the time already pass 12midnight. Hmm. It was my second time in Unity sec, i'm late for school. And worst was Im late on tuesday. Meaning no excuse to be late as there is a 2 period grace for us to travel to school. Meaning school starts later than usual time. I entered school compound, and travel straight to General Office. Worst, DM was inside. He gave me a stare and I made the sad and lame face.. He said I Must assemble everyday outside his DM room at 7.25am...
Hell yeah tell me who is gonna do that? Lets pray to god that he is gonna forget me.. So entered class.. Then went toilet, Mdm Khamilia was in 4/5 having CE lessons, and she was so shocked to see me eventhough I'm late. :D IM left with two more weeks. You Know what guys, I feel like crying, Im gonna miss 4/2.... I love this class alot ALTHOUGH! I got bullied most time...
So then today relatives visited my house. Before that I went to My mum sister or nephew hse, nevermind skip that. My dad side came, ohhhh :0.. Full house.. So then last minute plan, Mum me and Dad went to my aunts hse. One is opposite my block and the other is at holland road. So drove there and reached hse, joke here and there.. Till 1am went off home.. Sorry guys no pictures.. Hmm..
HAHA today quote word : MOLE MACHINE!!Toodles..
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, September 22, 2009.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Selamat Hari Raya Kepada Semua Umat Islam.
Maafkanlah jika aku terkasar bahasa.. Senang kate
kalau terkasar kat mane mane atau ape saja yang menyakitkan
hati, maafkan yeah :D
Ok so lets recall from last week. The day before puasa ends -
Safiee, Afif, Me, Danish, Shahirah and Serinna went out to catch a movie and break fast together. So watched The Ugly Truth. The content is good, storyline awesome, lesson learnt was fair. Meaning the message said isn't that obvious but meaningful.(what the f Im talking?) They said that, guys are afraid to reveal their feelings towards the girl they love. While girls, are not themselves when they like or adores a guy. They tend to act good, mod their appearance and stuff.. But the movie was pretty dirty though. Not suitable for below 16. EHEM. The last part show they had sex. OMG.. Everyone in the cinema goes like wahhh and blabla..
Movie ends, went to eat at macdonalds. Got myself a Mega Mcspicy meal. Then after that tasted Danish Brownies. He's a good cheft I assume. His brownies was so freaking sweet and very munchy.. WEE BRavo bro..
So then after that we walked around till SMU and sat down. Then Everyone had to go since its 11 at nite. So all left. Safiee went to his workplace to catch the party held there as it was his boss bdae.. So yeah. Nice day people although
I got bullied BY AFIF!! :Phahaha..
The day before raya did alot of work. Vacuum, mopped the floor, clean the windows, finish up the ketupats, and a few more which is nt important to be mentioned. So then slept at 11 and to be continueed.
Hari Raya
Woke up by sis, she told me dad requested me to go and bathe to prepare for Hari Raya prayers. Went mosque at 6.30 and it was already pack. Imagine fish being arranged in a container. It was so crowded and lucky me and dad reached early and secure a seat. So then the prayers started at 8.10am. And ended pretty fast. Of course reached home, the first thing I attacked was, THE FRIDGE!! WATER!! ohhh -___-
So waited for bro and sis to come. But first to come was Tok Ngah. He came then Bro came. SO HEHE HUHU HAHA then they left. So i slept and suddenly sis came. Alamak so late sia. Then went to My Tok Man hse at level 10 then off to Nek Mos Hse. First day raya as usual, the toks toks neks neks hse. HAHA..
So now just reached home from CEMETERY 0_0..
toodless..
Ouh. I miss someone. For sure I cant tell you people who.But if you know who, just keep quiet. Just don't wanther to know. I felt like calling her on first day of raya,but.. Hmm.. Toodles..
Still By Myself..!, Monday, September 21, 2009.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Currently at bro house at boon lay. Its freaking fun. Just now at 12midnight was supposed to sleep. But how to sleep when your cliques is with you? You expect laughter, lame jokes.. Its just the three of us and we could make the whole block tear apart. Hmm. Behind bro block there's a playground. Imagine a dark playground. You people might be thinking of something. Prolly ghost. But no!! Hell yeah no.. Couples romancing. OMG like so clear and obvious we can see what the guys did to the girl and vice versa.. Omg. So what I did was, I use flash light to distract them.
First couple did not do anything. They just ignored the disturbance made by me.. Then cuzzy and sis joined in. second couple also ignore. So then we saw them leaving the playground so yeah we thought there will be nobody else cause its already 2.38am. So we watch some movies and stuff. I stood up and took a look again, and saw another couple. So i thought it would be a good time to disturb. People say, by the third time always got busted. We really got busted. Ok forget to say. My bro hse is at level two. So every single move is clear and obvious. So then i flashed the light again. U know blinkiing lights? so then the girl saw the light and sat further apart from the guy. And all of sudden, we saw a laser beam pass through the curtain, and my sis face. We was stunned. Totally shocked that they saw us. So we just kept quiet all through out. But then, of course im the type who never gives up. So i did disturb them continuously. HAHA.. So they left.
Effing COOL!!
HAHA. So didnt sleep the whole night so yeah.. HAHAHAHA..Imagine u saw what they did. Ok it doesnt sounds right but omg, even if u wanna romance, go to a secluded place.. Then do watever u want.. Then bro woke up, he also joined. But too late cause they were about to leave when bro came. WTH!!
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, September 12, 2009.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Its a turndown. I felt that my world darkens when reality's revealed. I felt that with Love, anything can be done. I felt that, the opinion on not putting high hopes is a creative idea. Everytime I met someone new, for sure there is a part of them which can't be removed. You can doubt whatever they may say. But their past was once their hapiness and is not a lie..
I felt uncertain. I felt unsecure. I felt that I might not withstand the aggression.. Its pretty hard for me to go on and act as if nothing happened. From the first time you approached to me saying Hi, it gaves me an idea that there is a change in you.. Seriously, I started to trust you, treasure you, being protective over you. Describe my feelings thru songs, is the bestest way to express it.
Not to say I'm desperate. I'm never one. But then I miss having a partner.. It is where you can pour your feelings out, be particular about every single things you do and having someone to listen or talk to you when you are down or bored. Now like Azmee said, door is
closed and its locked.
It is happening to me...
Don't judge a book by its cover. I didn't expect that it was something more fearful than I have ever thought of. But I don't care, it the past of yours. It used to be sweet and lovely. But It already happened. Nothing can change..
" You may not know How much a person loves you, but since the door is closed, my hopes are crashing down.." Another line which I think is important
" you may hate me all you want. You may want to forget me.. But, you don't need to be my friend, but I'm always a friend to you. Find me if you changed your mind"
Still By Myself..!, Friday, September 04, 2009.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Yeah.. Wanna say HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO AFIF AND AFIFAH..
TWINS OF THE UNIQUE.. MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COMES TRUE.
MAY YOU SUCCEED IN LIFE, MAY YOU LEAD A PROSPEROUS AND
WEALTHY AND HEALTHY LIFE.. MAY YOU TWO PASS YOUR NLEVELS
WITH FLYING COLOUR.. MAY "ALLAH" BE BY YOUR SIDE ALL THE TIME
INSYA ALLAH AMIN.. :D
Thats all for today.. And school is plain boring due to the hothousing D: See ya..
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, September 03, 2009.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Yeah today was quite fun.. Only that school made it bored. Imagine sitting 1 and half hour for English lesson and Mother Tounge.. Thats what the school called hot housing. Meaning hours and hours of the certain subjects just to focus on our nlevels.. Ouh man.. This is drastic and hectic. Its kind of pathetic when you go back everyday, put down your beg and changed and sleep. For me is I would cry first... The tension is too strong. Seriously in school I hide all my troubles and problems.. Imma good actor..
Yes Im weak.. You may see me as a happy and corny chap in school. But deep inside im weak. I already told mum my strength is like 25% left to hold for this coming Nlevel. Its good that they have a month break after these three papers... So at least I could gain back my energy and focus on the rest..
Today I went out riding with Rahayu, Matthias, Syahied, Lloyd.. It was pretty fun as I long time did not met Rahayu. Of course she is busy, A poly student and Im here preparing for Nlevels. Meaning, each of us is pretty occupied with studies.. So just now met rahayu, rode together. Of course laughter and jokes made the riding more interesting.. Brought them to a place to grind and stuff then off back home..
Trully today its the first time I got a Chromolly Balls.. Why? I did not even dare to 180 up even a small kerb. AT last I did.. Soon Im gonna bunny up a full kerb. Followed by two kerbs high.. So Rahayu is pretty good in grinds. She's like a pro.. feeble grind like nobodyy business :D Yeah maybe I will install pegs soon too. Its kinda funnnn....
So thats all.. Time for me to doze off.. ANd school have been better.. I managed to change myself. To be quiet and listen more talk less.. But still I got teased in class. By mates.. Its ok, patience is a virtue... So then, Good luck every Nlevel Candidates. Study Hard and do your very best.. It may seems like a thousand miles of journey to reach Nlevel, we are reaching, hence, we must make full use of it. JIAYOU GUYS!! :D
EddyAlcantara :P
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, September 02, 2009.