Friday, September 4, 2009

Its a turndown. I felt that my world darkens when reality's revealed. I felt that with Love, anything can be done. I felt that, the opinion on not putting high hopes is a creative idea. Everytime I met someone new, for sure there is a part of them which can't be removed. You can doubt whatever they may say. But their past was once their hapiness and is not a lie..

I felt uncertain. I felt unsecure. I felt that I might not withstand the aggression.. Its pretty hard for me to go on and act as if nothing happened. From the first time you approached to me saying Hi, it gaves me an idea that there is a change in you.. Seriously, I started to trust you, treasure you, being protective over you. Describe my feelings thru songs, is the bestest way to express it.

Not to say I'm desperate. I'm never one. But then I miss having a partner.. It is where you can pour your feelings out, be particular about every single things you do and having someone to listen or talk to you when you are down or bored. Now like Azmee said, door is closed and its locked.
It is happening to me...

Don't judge a book by its cover. I didn't expect that it was something more fearful than I have ever thought of. But I don't care, it the past of yours. It used to be sweet and lovely. But It already happened. Nothing can change.. " You may not know How much a person loves you, but since the door is closed, my hopes are crashing down.." Another line which I think is important " you may hate me all you want. You may want to forget me.. But, you don't need to be my friend, but I'm always a friend to you. Find me if you changed your mind"

Still By Myself..!, Friday, September 04, 2009.