Allrite its been a long time since I've ever blogged. So far everything is running well
but long holidays make me run out of plans. I don't know what to do. People tell me
work. I've applied for one but yeah, waiting for the call to ring. Once they alert
me when to come, then I will start working. I should be more hardworking. Not
to depend on parents too much. Come on, Imma big boy what do you expect
everyday asking momma for bucks of money just to go out and chill? Never
gonna let that happen much. But still its happening -__-
Next, school had a program for us. Three different course, each individual
directed to one - Junior Chef, Tourism, Hospitality.
I was in the Tourism, but on the first day, the teacher in charge asked
if anybody wanna change course. I went for Junior Chef. Thank God,
I got transferred. Cause Tourism Sucks!.. So then, First Day already
went to the restaurant. Met and knew our instructor called ZAI.
Malay, looked like Sudirman. A firm, strict and a legendary i suppose?
First day, was pretty quiet and wise. Everybody didn't dare to say
a word i assume. Me, simple sit one corner, relax, and listen.
When they say you work, then work. They ask you this, give this.
Simple as that so you won't get blurt on. Learnt a couple of things.
Basically how to run a restaurant. Open a bottle of wine. How to smell wine.
No tasting, underage. Table setting. Folding of napkins. How to change
table cloth and many more. First few days, I had a 50 50 mind on the course.
Whether to continue the course or just leave.. Mum been supporting me.
She told me to go and go. Although woke up late, reached school
late, she never fail to support me. I appreciate that.
So yesterday, I finished the course. It was a 7day course. And
without realising, I finished it. OMG! At first I was like WTH
is with this course blablabla. But I realised, the knowledge I got,
the cert that I will receive, can save my butt, in case its catching fire
in future. Don't get what I mean? Understand it then.
Yesterday was hell a lot of fun. Cooked, table setting. Fold napkins again. WEEE!
We got the crowd entertained. We went out with our foods. I was the one who supposed
to explain one of the appetizers? I forget what it is called. But its a dish
which is a traditional italian appetizer, a few slice of tomato with mozarella cheese
in between it and topping of basils and olive oil, seasoned with salt and pepper.
Imagine just that cost you 18bucks..
So then we served food continuously, and ran in back to the FnN room. All nervous.
The hospitality course served water of course. Who would want the teachers
to get choked? But It will be good if some of them gets choke. Joking!
So after it all ends, clean up and home. After that went riding, but all of sudden. Head spinning.
Today Was a pretty boring day. Went b3 thats all. Tmr outing cancelled.
So i will update again yeah. ROsells..!!
Still By Myself..!, Friday, October 23, 2009.
Greetings. Practically N-level is over. I'm so going to share what I did after papers and what happened to me after Nlevel. Initially got to enjoy. Dad gave me a call asking me about the papers. It was manageable but tough. Just hope for the best. May God be with me all time..
After papers, went to play street soccer. Played for two hours and intervals, Safiee received a phone call regarding something bad. So he rushed home. Oh that means me too. I went back home with him, and wished him may all be just fine.. So boarded the train and I know I was soaking wet in sweat so I'm scared other passengers might not be comfortable, so I moved to somwhere less crowded. Alighted at CCK and walked home. Bought The NewPaper too. Looked for jobs. SOmething caught my eyes, but the work is at CHANGI! OMG! TOO FAR..
Reached home, settle down and slept. Woke up at 3.30pm exact as something was in my mind. I sent a message to someone asking about their papers, so replied was difficult. Just hope for the best ok. So after that bathe, and prayers. So then Online on msn and had a little chit chat with friends. Without realising, some matter sneaked into my mind and destroyed my mood. I got sad and frown. Someone knew what it was. I got changed and left home. I cycle and ride. Eventually it eased my mind, but not for long, it came back bothering. True "the more we try to forget, the more we miss it" So I sat one corner and separate myself from others, started to think and nearly broke dwn. At 8pm went home. Cause my friends went home.
Onlined again and this time it really became worst. Nas called, and asked me to come down as Rian was riding. Wasn't having energy at all to ride but the issue troubles my mind again. I quickly changed and left home at night altho mum and dad disagree on my plan to ride. I just left cause my mind was in total mess. Cycle to meet frens and nearly got hit by bus and car. Too much to take, I shouted and people at the bustop looked at me with a stern face.
Met the rest and it stays in my brain and never leave. Just ride, and fell here and there. Body starts to ache but I didnt care much.. And I reached Yew Tee, the place which reminds me something. Bought Caramel Frappe at Mc Cafe and sat down nearby my school. The cold breeze weather made me sleepy and made me think about it again.. So while cycling back home, I was afar behind. Brains running thru every scene.. I kept quiet during the whole journey.. Dad called asking me to come home, so made my way back.
It was the most painful thing I have ever faced. You never
know the real intention I had, But like what others told me, Never decide
too early, wait as there are more in future. If you were to ever
reappear in my life, I hope its not going to be a fail again.
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, October 13, 2009.
"Each And Every Human Deserve To Have A Life Partner"
I saw that quote somewhere but not too sure where I saw it. It's a brilliant sentence. Cause it really shows how a man/woman deserve to be loved. I heard a song too by Daniel Beddingfield. It says that loves hurt more than anything else. SO. Yeah. FYI, I pulled back my promise that I won't want to have a girlfriend or wife(future). We can feel how lonely you will be if you decided too early on not having any relationship.
To whom it may concern:
I know you treat me as a friend. But every sayings that I said I treat you as a friend and have forgotten all those memories on you, its a lie. I never want to be just a friend to you. You should know how very special you are to me. Thats all..
Ok Now Back to reality. Nlevel Is ending PRETTY SO SOON! haha. NExt monday game's over. So I Can enjoy life for a little while, and in december, get back to reality, meaning RESULTS!!
Hope it won't be a bad one. Hope its gonna be nice.. Properly arranged. With hopes all B3 and above. *praying hard*
So yeah, school ended already. Gonna miss my class and all. So yeah.. I love 4/2. Although I'm lame at times, just forget it ok. Everyone's changing. To bingshu, altho u irritating, you still rocks. With your weird laugh and act, its cute.. HAHA..
Today went riding with ayu, nas, fir and fartu.. FUN! EXTREME FUN! I tell you, when you are with a good company, you feel secure and there is people supporting you. These people care. They may seem evil, ignorance to others and stuff, but they care.. Especially AYU.. LAME! HAHA. jkjk. Tats all.. bye
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, October 08, 2009.
Alright guys, Nlevel is gonna go down soon.. Once Im done with it, Im gonna enjoy. But Always
my wish for now is to have a gerlfren and maybe last all time :D Im left with MAths and POA. Once done, I am free to go.. But, Now Im stuck again in the situation of liking someone. Meaning crush. It feels dumb be stuck again in this situation with the only thing you know that your dreams or hopes wont come true.. Cause you know that someone wont like you..
Hence never gonna put high hopes. But if in case it came to reality, i might treat u like a diamond, with the hopes of the ocean, may we swim it together and go through all the obstacle that we will meet soon :/
But why am i here saying all this things? I needa clear my nlevel first. May studies meet me a good girlfren in future :)
Still By Myself..!, Monday, October 05, 2009.
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
