Sunday, November 29, 2009

Now that shoes is mine.. :) I got it already for 100. Dad paid for me first but im gonna pay him back because I'm gonna use my own money to get it... YEsterday went to Tionghin to get some stuff. Tire lever, That shoes, Mike Aitken plyte tire and also fit faf tire for the back.
Ok I've been busy working so that's the reason I dont blog that much. Its like a routine, morning 6.15 wake up, by 6.40 off to work. I like working with this company. There is transport.. So I dont have to think of traffic jam. :) I will be working till I drop. Meaning I can stop anytime I want. Maybe by end of year.. So when school reopens, I got a Sum of money to spend on :) No need to depend on parents that much :)
I've not been riding that much too. My routine is monday to friday work. Saturday ECP skatepark. Sunday at home? Maybe ride street ard my area?. So got my first pay on the 24th nov. Spent it, but not all. Still keeping some. Saving it for some reasons. AHAH. some say I save as if Im getting married but hell no. :)
So then till here aite people... And i got too many shoes. like a 5 pairs of shoes? Two orchid, One nike airmax, one bugis street shoe and FIT EDDIE LOTEK SHOE. FIVE??!!! OMG. Im wasting money!!! HEHE
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, November 29, 2009.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Every things that happened on earth in humans life, are for reasons.
Only We humans are not that good in handling problems.
Hello readers. Its been near to a week I blogged. Last monday I got my injection cause I am working with a food company. Hmm. On Tuesday started work. Get to know this two guys named Wafa and Arafat. Good people. Then manager told us that there are another two missing. So then our break time is three times. First on 10. Second is lunch which is 12.30. Third is 3. I work office hour and its kinda convenient for me tho. So it was unexpected that I work with someone who stay a few blocks away from me and A guy name Nazri, a bmx rider. So i heard I and the others got extended till next week. So Im gonna work.
So then, about riding, Since i've been working, I didnt have the time to ride ECP skatepark. So then yesterday went. Im happy cause I got my grinding constant. FEeble and Double peg. So then i practiced at this just small kerb just enough to grind. So I tried at different speed, gap and style. I realised that it can be done with many styles, but the technic is still the same. So all of sudden I got bored grinding at the small one. So I find a bigger and higher ones. Rahayu told me to grind there. So i tried. Omg, I thot it was high but it isnt. So practice feeble all the way till a few times of accidentally ice pick grind and rodeo grind. Hehe.. Im just happy cause I didnt know I can do this things with no doubts. Hmm. Specially thanks to Rahayu for giving me the addiction to play grind and Farhan for guiding me in grinds yesterday. He was like So fierce, but DAMN frenly. I like this type of people. Their attitude are positive. Smile and make friends. Yeah riders should make friends and be good with each other because when we are one, we can make a difference. :) Thats all...
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, November 15, 2009.
Alrite, Time to stop riding for awhile. I got my job. As a packer somewhere in a warehouse.
Was pretty shock to get the phone call early in the morning. Woke up at 10, rushed to the
office, get briefing, and was told to go Jurong Point to get my Typhoid Injection.
Syifa called me while waiting for my injection, asking me to accompany her to her interview..
I'm sorry I couldn't make it because I myself was dealing something with work at that
time. So yeah. Hope you get the job..
Something happened last few days.. Not affected by it. It gave me a moment of thoughts.
What some people say might be true. Hence I accept his sayings. And took his challenge..
I know its time to excel and learn new things despite being someone who dont excel. He got
the point there. This is the drive I need to hold so that I can be about the same as him..
I gotta start stepping on. I ensure that everything will be as fine as salt. May all be good
for me... Thanks Challenger...
Still By Myself..!, Monday, November 09, 2009.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
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Alrite. 6november was fun. First was b3, second fir went down the big ramp after so long. And I went shopping with sis at bugis.
The picture above showed what I bought. My sister treat. Price cant say. hmm. I like the bermudas and shoe.. Looks great.. I just wanted the bermudas, but then sister bought me the shoe and shirt. So accept ah, people treat, its free! hahaha.
Today rode B3 too. At last Fir went down the big ramp, after so much scolding, shouting, crying and heartpain teaching him to go down. And before going home from B3, I decided that a sweetalk motherfcuker will make him go down. So i made use of every single sweet words to make him go down. At last he did. I thanked god for giving him confidence. I thank myself for being patience. And fartu, syahied and amirul who applaud him when he went down the ramp. Its not easy. Good job FIR!
Then reached home, Changed then off to bugis with sis. Large story but lazy to describe.. toodles..
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, November 07, 2009.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Firstly, I owe Ayu one coconut drink. She landed a 360 so yeah.
Rode Ecp skatepark today. It was fun. Now getting used to the ramps.
Feeling better. Especially with
Ayu around. Its like the topic we talks
rolls around us so we make the riding more fun.
I went out at 2. Lexington asked me to wait at Jurong east at 2.30pm.
Ended up he was late and I waited 45minutes. Nevermind, lucky you told
me you were eating or else I would have left. So then while waiting for him
received a phone call from someone. Told me before that he did not go to ECP.
Ended up he reached first due to availability of transport provided. Nvm who
cares, I prefer the hard way.
So lexington reached and we went in the train. HEaded straight to Bedok.
Reached there and it was already 4. So fix bike at Bedok station and set off
to ECP. Reached there I didn't know what to do actually. Then I played the
banks, learned 180 out. Came monkey and cartoon. Cartoon guided me on
180. Then it was better. I fly out... hahah. I mean I fly out 180. Meaning
usually I 180 is where the spot people start to pull the trick. While the
correct one was supposed to be after the ramp. At last got it. I felt I fly..
Then came Rahayu and Hanyo. So then now got company already. AYU
of course. So suddenly while Ayu was trying do her luc-e grind, something
happened and she went berserk. I don't want to talk much on this as I was
having the same issue with someone too.. So then Ayu moved to another ramp.
Followed her and she tried 360 while I try to perfect my 180. But soon I forgot
how to do 180 out T_T.
Ride and ride and it was already 8pm reaching 9. Suddenly Ayu dad came to
fetch her with big lorry. So I tagged along as I wanted to go home too. So then
we have a long talk in the lorry and Something about Australia And Donkey
embarrassed me.
HAHA! Australia have kangaroo not DONKEY! haha..
Then Ayu dad pump petrol at Tuas and off we go home. Thanks ayu. I owe you
one :)
Still By Myself..!, Thursday, November 05, 2009.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
A glimpse of hope. A precious mindset. A stable confidence and a noble thought would make
your wishes comes true. Every single thing done have its conscience. But when humans are
able to detect it and to take control of the problem, everything will be fine.
A glimpse of hope. To have it is actually one of the best as you hope together with hardwork,
something will comes true. We must remember, the drive to excel must always be in us, only
sometimes we slack.
A precious mindset. To be able to think positively and decide on what's good for self. Never
should we depend on others thinking, to help us stand up or worst, decide our route of life.
Hence keeping self with a positive mindset is something really important so we don't leave
in the world of darkness..
Confidence and a noble thought. Once we have a hope, and a positive mindset, we got to have
confidence and noble thoughts. With these we can come out with an outrageous outcome or product which will satisfy us much. But plainly, some people are lacking either one of it, which
will make a person, loose behind...
I guess, I dont really understand this :P
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, November 04, 2009.

The animation above shows two character in One. Left is Noob, right is Smoke.
I would want to be them. Why? First is they communicate well and are
very strong. Second is Smoke can disappear and be invisible. While Noob
can make world dark. Why? Cause if I were to be them, I would assasinate
my enemies by choking them using smoke and make them live in darkness.
And Good thing about this character is, one die, the other back up, and have
this ability to confuse its attackers.
A few days back, something happened between me and friend. Quarrelled over
small thing. Patheticly, I felt I'm being used. Thanks eh! I'm not gonna dwell on this.
I don't suit that group. I know its like an extra. So well, may we meet some other times yeah?
Been finding job. Unable to get one. SHIT! Needa money ok. Lets Talk About Friday Ride at
ECP skatepark.
I went with Rahayu(god sis). She is lovely actually. Great that I met her.. Went with
Max, Amirul, Fathul, Loyd, Jethro and Dhamiri. Reached there at 4. I like the part
where we remove front wheelset and place our bike in the bag, cause everybody looked
at us as if we are demonstrating something. So set off to Bedok at 3. Reached there at 4.
Reached Ecp abt 4.15. I went histerical and hyper looking at the skatepark, furthermore
I'm riding with fun people, Rahayu, Max, Fathul And Dhamiri. Wanted to try to
drop in at combo bowl, but its fucking scary. Didn't play much. Not used to it.
At 8 it rained. And Met this girl called Meiyi. She predicted about someone I love.
The answer was this. Focus yeah.
"I like the girl but she doesn't like me. She likes someone else. Someone else likes me.
For me to be with her is hard as there are many obstacle. She is vain while I'm not.
And she only treat me as a friend."
Well I wasn't affected yesterday. When I cycling home from Rahayu block, I started
to recap and started to breakdown. But I'm not gonna sit still, Im gonna move, but will
my heart move on? Yesterday rode at B3, well it sucks actually. It rained.
Was supposed to be home by 8. But then I cycled slowly to avoid accident as it was
slippery plus I'm not focusing on my route. Like didnt pay attention while on the road.
Also in the afternoon followed dad to Inspection Centre to inspect is motorbike. Failed
cause the front brake didn't work. So then went home after that and then house
empty. Nobody except me. Thats when I went out. Ride..
And I am really pissed off at my bike. The hub keeps loosing and I cant do the stunts.
Scared bearings will burst.
Ends.
I filled up my mind with smoke, so as to forget you.
But the heart bond is strong that I feel I need you.
I was disappointed, sad and unwilling to accept it.
The words kept repeating "she dont like you"
I will go away, and one day I'll be back.
You change your mind, I'm here ..
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, November 01, 2009.