Sunday, November 1, 2009
The animation above shows two character in One. Left is Noob, right is Smoke.I would want to be them. Why? First is they communicate well and are
very strong. Second is Smoke can disappear and be invisible. While Noob
can make world dark. Why? Cause if I were to be them, I would assasinate
my enemies by choking them using smoke and make them live in darkness.
And Good thing about this character is, one die, the other back up, and have
this ability to confuse its attackers.
A few days back, something happened between me and friend. Quarrelled over
small thing. Patheticly, I felt I'm being used. Thanks eh! I'm not gonna dwell on this.
I don't suit that group. I know its like an extra. So well, may we meet some other times yeah?
Been finding job. Unable to get one. SHIT! Needa money ok. Lets Talk About Friday Ride at
ECP skatepark.
I went with Rahayu(god sis). She is lovely actually. Great that I met her.. Went with
Max, Amirul, Fathul, Loyd, Jethro and Dhamiri. Reached there at 4. I like the part
where we remove front wheelset and place our bike in the bag, cause everybody looked
at us as if we are demonstrating something. So set off to Bedok at 3. Reached there at 4.
Reached Ecp abt 4.15. I went histerical and hyper looking at the skatepark, furthermore
I'm riding with fun people, Rahayu, Max, Fathul And Dhamiri. Wanted to try to
drop in at combo bowl, but its fucking scary. Didn't play much. Not used to it.
At 8 it rained. And Met this girl called Meiyi. She predicted about someone I love.
The answer was this. Focus yeah.
"I like the girl but she doesn't like me. She likes someone else. Someone else likes me.
For me to be with her is hard as there are many obstacle. She is vain while I'm not.
And she only treat me as a friend."
Well I wasn't affected yesterday. When I cycling home from Rahayu block, I started
to recap and started to breakdown. But I'm not gonna sit still, Im gonna move, but will
my heart move on? Yesterday rode at B3, well it sucks actually. It rained.
Was supposed to be home by 8. But then I cycled slowly to avoid accident as it was
slippery plus I'm not focusing on my route. Like didnt pay attention while on the road.
Also in the afternoon followed dad to Inspection Centre to inspect is motorbike. Failed
cause the front brake didn't work. So then went home after that and then house
empty. Nobody except me. Thats when I went out. Ride..
And I am really pissed off at my bike. The hub keeps loosing and I cant do the stunts.
Scared bearings will burst.
Ends.
I filled up my mind with smoke, so as to forget you.
But the heart bond is strong that I feel I need you.
I was disappointed, sad and unwilling to accept it.
The words kept repeating "she dont like you"
I will go away, and one day I'll be back.
You change your mind, I'm here ..
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, November 01, 2009.
