Illegal, restricted, unauthorised, reserved... That are some words to describe smtg inaccessible. So far I'm doing good. Been working and didn't ride that much. OH!! TOMORROW IS MY PAY :D.. So Im gonna hell yeah with it! Hmm.. Next week result omg I pray hard that its gonna be a good one.. Hoping well I would get something good and then go to Higher Nitec maybe?Please pray for me and friends that we attain good results for Nlevels. Im not gonna go sec 5 cause I know, disaster means disaster..
So Lets talk about my life. I've been working. Monday to friday, 8am to 5pm. Traffic jams, Heavily cramped in trains. Foul Smell in train. Getting into trouble with authority. Thats what I've been seeing. Thank god last few days Dad fetch me and sent me to work. At least it saved me from being cramped up in the morning. But I appreciate life. Thats what it is. Some people Never worked before and hence took life for granted. But when they started working, they know the pain to get that pathetic hundreds per month isnt an easy thing. So my plan was to stop working when get results. But then mum came up with a good suggestion, Get result and decide. Got time continue working. So then thats when, when school reopen, I will have bucks of money to hold on to.
So then Riding lessen. I cant ride much due to busy working hours. I loved to go ecp on friday, but then when i work monday to friday, I missed prayers and also my normal routine. But for money, its sacrificial. I sacrificed my hobby, just to gain experience, and money. For me, sacrifices have to be made in life. If not, we will fail..
Even in bmx, I sacrificed my fear to do air. Omg I did do over coping air. But then BOOM! I fell..
Fell on my balls. Sian. So then, fear comes again, but i sacrificed it again. Im gonna air again so soon. Make it like a bunny hop.. :)
Christmas coming, sales starting. Im gonna go shopping :)
Still By Myself..!, Monday, December 07, 2009.