These few days have been really bad for me. Every good things that happened, there will
be bad ones too. First, Quarelled with someone. Second someone's leaving. The first seems stupid I guess. Its my fault. I didn't expect it to turn out the other way round. Ended up not good terms.
Second was today. No wonder I couldn't sleep last night. I was pretty restless. Everything that's going to happen, I could sense. I could sense something will be wrong. So then, some bad news came along. I just can't believe it. I hope its fake. And I hope you won't leave. I know its pretty a hard one. But I just can't imagine not having you with me. I mean, you should know everytime I'm with you. I need you. You won't understand why. You don't understand. But.. I'll pray hard you will still be here.
Summarising everything for today. Taiwan is on my way. Probably she will go away. But please don't go from me. I need you...
Still By Myself..!, Monday, February 08, 2010.