Saturday, March 20, 2010

Hey guys. What's up? It's been raining all day and imagine my bike parts are as cold as ice. Thought of riding but the next minute I went outside my house, It rained like it never rain before. (?) haha. So Holidays ending. I don't feel like its a holiday either, just a break. Holidays will be after My Olevels. Thats where I work, Ride and enjoy. Oh.

DAD told me last two days. " Eddy, I tell you something, Don't find girlfriend or get married early. Not because I disallow, its because you must Enjoy first. Study, work, earn big amount of money, buy whatever you want like motorbike or cars. Then when you had enough of this then get married". I was like, YA HOR!.

Suddenly Mum added in " Girls give you love But more of pain.. Now they only want to joke around. For what? Nowadays, most girls can't be trusted. " I was sumhow yeah true..

A vision was made clear, the reasons was discussed thoroughly. The conclusion was made wisely. Whatever I have to let go, I have to let go. Syaza told me, For now, everything is just friends. When we are adults, when its fated, then its our fate. I agree with what Syaza said. Being friends, is better than Steady. Why? When you fight, you can get back together and forgive and forget. But for steady wise, Once hate, Means hate forever.. I agree..

For now, the vision was made clear, Study comes first. Now, I wait for nobody, instead, an extra boost will make me fly. Its time, to take myself away.. I have to go through all the obstacle and hence, make my way through. And for frens, we remain frens. Close frens, we remain too. Lets push all the feelings of special "love" aside and we walk the narrow lane, together..

* I'm not a stalker if you targeted me. Go ahead
and say what you want. Cause I'm not affected at
all. Yes I've Changed, its was for my own good.
I'm Independent now "*

Still By Myself..!, Saturday, March 20, 2010.