Never did any of my help to help you affected me. Everything I do, I do it for you. It may sound ridiculous that I'm concern much while you belongs to someone. But for me, friends have no boundaries. I felt like crying seeing your state. I felt like helping yet I can't. I only have my prayers for you, for your speedy recovery.
I thought it was a normal injury that usually people have. But when I heard more news about your condition, the wound, the pain, My heart became more worried. I became restless. NEver question why I felt that way, Its nature. I never expect you to face this situation. None except The God and me, know how I feel, How strong my prayers are for you. Yes, I miss you, nevertheless I lied to friends when they question me "You miss her right?"
I felt the change in me. I felt everything is different. I became more quiet than before. I became more serious. I joke lesser And I talk lesser. Situation are now different. My hopes remained the same. But I have to change my strategy. Sometimes, I have to sacrifice my dreams and hopes for the benefit of others. Hence, I got to let go, I got to realise sometimes, things won't go the way we wished it to be.
That's all I can say. The tears that broke, when I saw the injury you had made me realised, how important someone could be. All the best for you, And speedy recovery aite :)
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, March 23, 2010.