Saw that picture? The trick is called footjam tailwhip. Yeah. Im learning that. Cool aint it? I didn't expect of that trick. Today after Religious class, I called up Syah to ride with me. So then at 8.30 met at AJ Mart. Reached AJ, Syah wasn't there. And called him up he said he is waiting for the lift. Suddenly, Not only Syah came, Nas and Fatul came. They said its all coincidence. All came at same timing.

So then rode off to Ayu's block and ride at her void deck. That was when I played around with my footjam tailwhip. Inside my mind I was saying I want to hang my leg on air or else I won't achieve success. Then first try I put my left leg down on the floor. The second try was interesting. I kick the bike then my left leg nearly touched the ground but then it hang.. I was smiling and the rest didnt see..

I did again and the rest saw. I was so happy and it like an achievement eventhough I havent land it properly. I own two bruises and blueback on my left Shin and its bulging out. AND OH YAH! I saw RAHAYU today. Didnt expect to meet her after a long time. And she is like so sweet with her dress and stuff. Oh god.. HAHA! My gf(fake only)..




Tmr Training Back To Original Place..

My third ICG match will be on 2nd June. It's going to be a tough one as I heard Pioneer CSC is last year 3rd placing. I wasn't worried at all. But as the days come nearer, its getting more scary. And imagine that you are a rival of a Secret Society. This is what I'm feeling. Like you are going to challenge with a big boss which you don't know the way they play.

Nevermind. With the trainings we had, we can do it. Only god knows everything. So then, I didn't know why last time I decided to quit takraw when its nearing to tournament. Something inside me tells me that I should go back to the team and fight. To my amazement, I came back and we already won two games. Its scary you see.

Your mind can be one thing now. The next moment your mind changes. Thats me, I'm fickle minded. Yes. Even when come to girls, I'm very fickle minded. Not to say I'm very fussy, just that my attitude brought me up this way. To be fussy meaning that we know what we want.

So then currently I can't sleep. But who cares, no school tomorrow also. Go Discovery Centre Only. So then, today played rugby contact for first time. Oh gosh my left leg pain. I rampage with Shodiqin and pinned him down to the ground. Then at 2.30 went home. Reached home, I was too tired that I changed and straight to bed. Woke up then bathe. WTH!. But I can't stand the tired. It was hell in a cell pain plus tired. Seriously, I don't understand whats with me nowadays. I'm more to restless than normal status.Haiz..

Something might be bothering.How I wish I could have you...

Today nothing much happened. I woke up at 9am. Did some
house work and then at 12 I went back to sleep till 1pm. Then
i woke up and lay around my bed.. It was fu*king boring ok.
So then I decided to go for a short riding as at 5pm I have to
be out for a Takraw friendly match with Redhill...

So at 3.15 I got changed and went out to ride. Friends suddenly
decided to go and have *late lunch, early dinner* at Kopitiam
at Sunshine.

Reached there saw Bobo(takraw coach). Then after eating and all
I went off, and Bobo asked me where I'm going. Of course back
home and change for the match. Bobo then replied it was cancelled
as Redhill face some problems with it players. I was 1% mad only
cause I wasn't informed about the change of plan. 99% was happy
cause I can ride till night.. I called up captain and he confirmed it
was cancelled. I then ride off and told my friends I can enjoy today
riding as it was cancelled. They also smiled and we went of riding..

Hence, to confirm and assure the answer is important. Change of
plan is a plan B(considered) as many things could happen in a minute.
So then I went riding and to my amaze, landed some dumb tricks
and I hit my hand on a wall at Lamsoon. I 180 down the mini slope and
was about to pull off when I'm already too close to the wall and left
elbow hit the wall.. OUCH!!

At 8, went home. Now currently relaxing my mind.. Sure thing...

Drowning in pool of fear.
Tearing myself apart, separating
body and soul. I couldn't resist
screaming out my problems.

The thunder strikes the skies,
creating huge amount of voltage.
Its as if the voltage strikes me,
making me unsustainable.

I don't know about the feelings,
naturally it grew. Mates been teasing
me about you.. But I'm able to resist.
Trying to forget those feelings, made
me fall sick and break down. I don't want
to fall sick because of forgetting you. Let you be
my sunshine than dark clouds. Hence, I just
let the feelings keep on flowing.. But then,
dreams of you never go away.. Im locking
you in my heart, in a special chamber of the
heart where it is muscular and tough..

Seeing your smile makes my day. Seeing
you sad made me furious. I know problems
have been surrounding you, here I am trying
to help you, cheering you up, showing I care.
But then, I feel that you don't really see
my intention towards you. Getting to know
you have a crush. Made me feel that I should
leave. I don't know what else I can do in love,
as I kept failing.. So yeah.. Continue or
back off?? Or to wait and follow??

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To Someone :
I know you are not in good state with your buddies. I know you feel irritated.
I'm sorry if I kept asking how are you over and over again. I guess my way
of showing care is wrong, but truly, I care for you. I always pray that you are
protected and brought far away from danger. I don't know what else to do but
I hope, no fights happens..



Today some results we got back, I want to run away from Singapore. I just
can't take it anymore. I did not expect whole class failed maths. GONE CASE!
ITE is the only choice if I don't make it. But I know I still got time. I can make
it. So far POA cleared, History Cleared, Bio cleared. LEft a few more to go. Hope
for the best for the rest of the papers. Chalos.....

Wonder why I blog early in the morning?? Cause I faced Insomnia just now. I couldn't sleep. And everyone except me was sleeping so well. And I just can't sleep, keep switching sleeping places, turn here and there trying to find my sleeping spot. I bet, I'm thinking of something that caused me to have INSOMNIA.

I slept at 1am and wake up at 3am. WTF is that? I just waited till 5.40, Azan Subuh katekan. Then after Azan, I went to toilet and bathe then did prayers. Now stuck here, can't sleep while the rest are still sleeping. Even Sister is snorring. WTH! Damn, I want to sleep but I can't.

I realised something, after I said I'm over the crush, I feel more uneasy and unrelaxed. I will think more and blablabla. I wonder why you ______(insert name). Its like out of many girls, you are my eye candy. Like hey, crush does happen, but this time its the most weird out of all
crush I had before. WAHAHA.

Yesterday night, went to NIGHT SAFARI with Bro, Sis In Law, Sister And Hykal And Erina Shireen. Of course it was interesting. Futhermore when Eddy meets Hykal. Then after we entered the gate, we started to go into the 'jungle'?? Haha, this Auntie I guess, got tricked by me.
At night safari where got chicken, of course its me lah who do that stoopid sound. The auntie goes like, "eh got chicken ah here? Where ah?".. HAHA, nice one auntie.

So the we roamed around and saw a few animal, Tiger and OWL. Damn I tell you, the Owl looked more scarier than a monster. The eyes is red and it looks like a furball?? Its damn huge. Otherwise the tiger was something scary. The palm is two times the size of my foot which is size 12(my foot). Imagine that?? T__T

So then we went to eat at Teh Tarik at Marsiling then headed home. Afterall, Oklah...
Later my peeps going to ECP Skatepark. I dunno if i should follow but its like waste of time cause, I'm still a beginner at skatepark and yet I go so far but played only a little? Nevermind lets go to B3 instead of ECP Skatepark. :D


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I fall in love with you when we started to be close friends.
But then, it ended awkward as you didn't like it.
I called it off. But then, now I'm feeling awkward cause
I have to readjust my ownself. Hmm..

Today went to gym with Hilmi, Afif and Safiee.
I was late. I woke up at 9.30.I ate macdonald
which was delivered by sis. Got BIG BREAKFAST!
haha..

Then was late like 5mins. Cause the time is already
10 and i havent yet bathe. So quickly rushed and
out. Reached there, it was packed. So we quickly
changed and did some workouts. Body is now
aching. I carried alot of weights-barbell...

Alot of chiobu also inside and we was about to
leave suddenly we saw yanru, mildred and becky.
So girls does go gym. Hmm...



I'm over the crush on you..
Nevermind we go together
as friends :)

Yeah today is fun, i landed my tailtap at b3 skatepark and my 180 out. Now
im trying to take air, and be brave to play more than just 180 out and tail tapping.
Exams done today, i somehow want and dowant to get my results.
50-50 expression. Cause some might suck, some might be a good one.
Today last paper end at 9.32. After that ate at KFC with afif, safiee, hilmi, nazeem,
kabil and zul. seriously we cracked joke. Kabil was eating this promotion
which have waffles and to taste nice, drop some honey to the waffles.
The honey was weird, we dont noe how to make it come out, and suddenly
the uncle beside me showed us how to take out the honey. U imagine how
paisey, an old uncle teaching a secondary student how to eat?? OMG!

Then went back, ate again. Then went out to ride. AFter that met MAX at
lamsoon and then headed off to B3. We reached there at abt 12.30. We was
shocked seeing nobody there. So then we started playing. Max dont have
any experience on park so he just dropped in and air out.

For me i tried 180 out and tailtap. I nearly gave up and at 1.30 i told him
i want go back Lamsoon to play street. Suddenly matthias called that his
coming. Waiting for him to come, me and max went somewhere to relax.
Suddenly our bike nearly got stolen by a mental disabled ite kid. He wanted
to ride my bike off without any permission. So i grabbed my bike then cycle
off. MAx and NAS came, and my skills was different. I got the feeling to
tailtap and feel like landing it. A few hours later at abt 4, nic and lex came with
a new rider. Suddenly, i went down the ramp, up and did the tailtap, and went down
back.I was so happy that i tried again, but failed. Tried and land, and land constantly.
Was happy that i tried 180 out, and by just a try i land and pull off. WEE!!!
damn happy. Now addicted to skatepark! :)





I feel that I'm abit like a loser, fail in love
everytime, and when i got a crush and
that person know, she will distance herself
from me. I feel sad... :(

Heylo people... YEsterday had tournament with Pasir Ris West. It was kinda scary. When
we saw those player, we was like hmm "these are pro players". Meaning that we might
be terminated. So the first regu played, we won. Second regu was my regu. The players seriously
looked scary. I was like abit nervous to play. But then I just give my bloody best, furthermore
I saw dad, he came and supported me. So i was happy.
I did alot of tricking to their players. I dropped ball, power ball, curl ball.
It was funny to see they play with fear.

Then came back and rested.
Tomorrow is the last paper
and i will be free from hell in a cell.


To wani, sumhow kau macam pineapple sikit ah.
HAHA! jkjk

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Relatively I removed the previous post as it sounds not right.
On sunday 10may had match with Yew Tee Csc. It was a tough
one. Shouted till I loose my voice. First Regu, was a tough one,
but then Keat Hong manage to go thru the challenge and won
first game. Second was mine(junior team). I was hoping to see
Afif inside court, but then, his coach didnt place him. I was abit
sad as half of my dream was fulfilled, to versus yew tee and
versus Afif on tournament but only get to versus yew tee without
having Afif as my opponent. Overall, Yew Tee Csc is good. I like
their style, Chill eventhough tension is rising.

Focus was one reason. Forget about previous point was second
reason, communicate is the last reason. Then I saw Yew Tee
coach substituting player so I was hoping its Afif, But then, its
different player. I was down for awhile but then proceed with
the game. Won the game and we are left an hour later.

Dad was also there watching me play, for the first time in my
life, dad came and supported me. I was shocked, nearly cried,
but I hold. Then to my amazement, many of my mates, and the
uncle who play for other team knows my dad. I was so shocked!
Smiling all the way. Many people know dad, dad came and supported
me, then we won. Its like luck on mothers day..

SO then, my problem with my friends is still running on,
Im not too sure where did i go wrong. Just have to be
patience till tuesday. I cant stay strong any longer if the wall
is breaking down, i might collapse if im not strong to withstand
the weight...

Its outrageous to fall in love with your mates. But, what to do, feelings towards opposite sex is inevitable. You care for them. But, some are no obvious,
1st type of care which is not obvious, the guy act or talk roughly but in mid of every conversation, he will at least say smtg to the girl to take care.
2nd, the guy may just be a friend, but he send the girl at least to the mrt/lrt station.
3rd, is when something bad happen, he is the first person to worry but the guy hide it.

Why am i saying this, I realised that I usually use 2nd and third method. Thats why its not obvious. But then, when they realised it, Im gone... :D. WAHAHA...

Happy mothers day, and happy belated burfdae daddy. I love you two!
None could replace a diamond with crystals. Due to its originality, the
quality is better.. How much mum nag at me, how much dad scold me
how much these two banned me from doing something, still, its something
good for me, as they dont want to see my life destroyed in future..
I LOVE YOU Mum And Dad.

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Bintang Terlihat Terang, Saat Dirimu Datang. Cinta Yang Dulu Hilang Kini Kembali Pulang. Lihatlah Dan Mula Bernyanyi, Cuba Merantai Mimpi, Cinta Yang Dulu Pergi Kini Datang Kembali.


Truly, that sentence have been playing inside my mind this few days. I don't know why. Rather I'm lazy to think through about it. Seriously, my days sucked so much. Didn't expect, because of the phrase "eddy is here" can cause a lot of trouble and misunderstanding. You all might be asking, what is wrong with "eddy is here".

That phrase, hide a lot of story behind it. I don't know what's the problem, Who to blame, What is the solution. Saying sorry to me might give a little effect and reaction but can you turn the time back and recorrect the mistakes? You should know who. But if you don't get it just forget it on guessing who.

How come last time I fall for you? You are kind, in appearance, you look like others, not too fancy, you are cute, you are kind, you are one girl of every guys dream. But then, the *stupid* crush disappeared when I found out the truth.. Likewise, No human escapes from making mistakes. I just don't know what else to say. You was mad at me, getting to know i fall for you while we are close friend. But the sincererity is always blind in eyes of human(girls). And looks was obvious to your eyes.. Not all girls are that way, but some is.

Maybe I was meant, not to be involve in relationship. But seriously, I just want you to take care, avoid danger. I dont want you to be like one of our friend, whom life is gone. Total Darkness. I care for you, yes I am worry, but more as a friend. If you read this, just bring yourself aside, and ask yourself, did you see crystals or did you see diamond. Try to flashback about your past, Most ex are not faithfully loyal. Up to you to decide. For your info, I'm not mad at you or what, like i said, it already happened. So we follow flow...

Just See The Purity Of My Sincerity and you will get what i mean and how serious I am, ______. (fill in the blank)

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Currently a few songs is running in my mind. I don't know what's up with me.
I nearly fell down on road today. I nearly fainted halfway to yew tee.
I'm too stress on studies. I can't hold it anymore. I wish I have a partner to cry
on. Haiz... How I wish to bring my Bmx and go to other countries. Prolly get
license at this age and tour around the world with my Motorbike.

I just couldn't take this anymore. I need a turn over in my life. I want something
better which could make me go far away from problems.

Will stay, forever this way
you are safe, in my heart and, my heart will go on and on...

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NAME : MUHAMMAD EDDY SHAIFUL
AGE : 17
DO'S : I RIDE BMX
I LOVE YOU SYAZA AMALINA

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