Friday, May 22, 2009
Drowning in pool of fear.
Tearing myself apart, separating
body and soul. I couldn't resist
screaming out my problems.
The thunder strikes the skies,
creating huge amount of voltage.
Its as if the voltage strikes me,
making me unsustainable.
I don't know about the feelings,
naturally it grew. Mates been teasing
me about you.. But I'm able to resist.
Trying to forget those feelings, made
me fall sick and break down. I don't want
to fall sick because of forgetting you. Let you be
my sunshine than dark clouds. Hence, I just
let the feelings keep on flowing.. But then,
dreams of you never go away.. Im locking
you in my heart, in a special chamber of the
heart where it is muscular and tough..
Seeing your smile makes my day. Seeing
you sad made me furious. I know problems
have been surrounding you, here I am trying
to help you, cheering you up, showing I care.
But then, I feel that you don't really see
my intention towards you. Getting to know
you have a crush. Made me feel that I should
leave. I don't know what else I can do in love,
as I kept failing.. So yeah.. Continue or
back off?? Or to wait and follow??
Tearing myself apart, separating
body and soul. I couldn't resist
screaming out my problems.
The thunder strikes the skies,
creating huge amount of voltage.
Its as if the voltage strikes me,
making me unsustainable.
I don't know about the feelings,
naturally it grew. Mates been teasing
me about you.. But I'm able to resist.
Trying to forget those feelings, made
me fall sick and break down. I don't want
to fall sick because of forgetting you. Let you be
my sunshine than dark clouds. Hence, I just
let the feelings keep on flowing.. But then,
dreams of you never go away.. Im locking
you in my heart, in a special chamber of the
heart where it is muscular and tough..
Seeing your smile makes my day. Seeing
you sad made me furious. I know problems
have been surrounding you, here I am trying
to help you, cheering you up, showing I care.
But then, I feel that you don't really see
my intention towards you. Getting to know
you have a crush. Made me feel that I should
leave. I don't know what else I can do in love,
as I kept failing.. So yeah.. Continue or
back off?? Or to wait and follow??
Labels: The moon looked bright when you came..
Still By Myself..!, Friday, May 22, 2009.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Heylo people... YEsterday had tournament with Pasir Ris West. It was kinda scary. When
we saw those player, we was like hmm "these are pro players". Meaning that we might
be terminated. So the first regu played, we won. Second regu was my regu. The players seriously
looked scary. I was like abit nervous to play. But then I just give my bloody best, furthermore
I saw dad, he came and supported me. So i was happy.
I did alot of tricking to their players. I dropped ball, power ball, curl ball.
It was funny to see they play with fear.
Then came back and rested.
Tomorrow is the last paper
and i will be free from hell in a cell.
To wani, sumhow kau macam pineapple sikit ah.
HAHA! jkjk
we saw those player, we was like hmm "these are pro players". Meaning that we might
be terminated. So the first regu played, we won. Second regu was my regu. The players seriously
looked scary. I was like abit nervous to play. But then I just give my bloody best, furthermore
I saw dad, he came and supported me. So i was happy.
I did alot of tricking to their players. I dropped ball, power ball, curl ball.
It was funny to see they play with fear.
Then came back and rested.
Tomorrow is the last paper
and i will be free from hell in a cell.
To wani, sumhow kau macam pineapple sikit ah.
HAHA! jkjk
Labels: The moon looked bright when you came..
Still By Myself..!, Wednesday, May 13, 2009.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
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I know I'm not fair to you. Its like I'm blaming you cause I have problem with friends. I don't know why but the crush towards you is still here. Everytime I hear this song Jai Ho by PussyCatdolls, it will remind me of you..
In addition, I will have to meet you everyday, see you from monday to friday. Except for Saturday and Sunday. It was my first time I saw you with cosmetics applied and you just look gorgeous when I was having study group with my mates. Eventhough that day we heard some bad news, you looked cute with your stunned face, shocked face..
I wanted to send you till your place, but since I have training, it would be just fine if I send you till MRT. I don't know what is happening around me already. Its as if im surrounded by problems. I have a feel, that my feelings, will stay true.. hmm... YES I CARE FOR YOU!
Labels: The moon looked bright when you came..
Still By Myself..!, Tuesday, May 12, 2009.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Its outrageous to fall in love with your mates. But, what to do, feelings towards opposite sex is inevitable. You care for them. But, some are no obvious,
1st type of care which is not obvious, the guy act or talk roughly but in mid of every conversation, he will at least say smtg to the girl to take care.
2nd, the guy may just be a friend, but he send the girl at least to the mrt/lrt station.
3rd, is when something bad happen, he is the first person to worry but the guy hide it.
Why am i saying this, I realised that I usually use 2nd and third method. Thats why its not obvious. But then, when they realised it, Im gone... :D. WAHAHA...
Happy mothers day, and happy belated burfdae daddy. I love you two!
None could replace a diamond with crystals. Due to its originality, the
quality is better.. How much mum nag at me, how much dad scold me
how much these two banned me from doing something, still, its something
good for me, as they dont want to see my life destroyed in future..
I LOVE YOU Mum And Dad.
1st type of care which is not obvious, the guy act or talk roughly but in mid of every conversation, he will at least say smtg to the girl to take care.
2nd, the guy may just be a friend, but he send the girl at least to the mrt/lrt station.
3rd, is when something bad happen, he is the first person to worry but the guy hide it.
Why am i saying this, I realised that I usually use 2nd and third method. Thats why its not obvious. But then, when they realised it, Im gone... :D. WAHAHA...
Happy mothers day, and happy belated burfdae daddy. I love you two!
None could replace a diamond with crystals. Due to its originality, the
quality is better.. How much mum nag at me, how much dad scold me
how much these two banned me from doing something, still, its something
good for me, as they dont want to see my life destroyed in future..
I LOVE YOU Mum And Dad.
Labels: The moon looked bright when you came..
Still By Myself..!, Sunday, May 10, 2009.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Bintang Terlihat Terang, Saat Dirimu Datang. Cinta Yang Dulu Hilang Kini Kembali Pulang. Lihatlah Dan Mula Bernyanyi, Cuba Merantai Mimpi, Cinta Yang Dulu Pergi Kini Datang Kembali.
Truly, that sentence have been playing inside my mind this few days. I don't know why. Rather I'm lazy to think through about it. Seriously, my days sucked so much. Didn't expect, because of the phrase "eddy is here" can cause a lot of trouble and misunderstanding. You all might be asking, what is wrong with "eddy is here".
That phrase, hide a lot of story behind it. I don't know what's the problem, Who to blame, What is the solution. Saying sorry to me might give a little effect and reaction but can you turn the time back and recorrect the mistakes? You should know who. But if you don't get it just forget it on guessing who.
How come last time I fall for you? You are kind, in appearance, you look like others, not too fancy, you are cute, you are kind, you are one girl of every guys dream. But then, the *stupid* crush disappeared when I found out the truth.. Likewise, No human escapes from making mistakes. I just don't know what else to say. You was mad at me, getting to know i fall for you while we are close friend. But the sincererity is always blind in eyes of human(girls). And looks was obvious to your eyes.. Not all girls are that way, but some is.
Maybe I was meant, not to be involve in relationship. But seriously, I just want you to take care, avoid danger. I dont want you to be like one of our friend, whom life is gone. Total Darkness. I care for you, yes I am worry, but more as a friend. If you read this, just bring yourself aside, and ask yourself, did you see crystals or did you see diamond. Try to flashback about your past, Most ex are not faithfully loyal. Up to you to decide. For your info, I'm not mad at you or what, like i said, it already happened. So we follow flow...
Just See The Purity Of My Sincerity and you will get what i mean and how serious I am, ______. (fill in the blank)
Truly, that sentence have been playing inside my mind this few days. I don't know why. Rather I'm lazy to think through about it. Seriously, my days sucked so much. Didn't expect, because of the phrase "eddy is here" can cause a lot of trouble and misunderstanding. You all might be asking, what is wrong with "eddy is here".
That phrase, hide a lot of story behind it. I don't know what's the problem, Who to blame, What is the solution. Saying sorry to me might give a little effect and reaction but can you turn the time back and recorrect the mistakes? You should know who. But if you don't get it just forget it on guessing who.
How come last time I fall for you? You are kind, in appearance, you look like others, not too fancy, you are cute, you are kind, you are one girl of every guys dream. But then, the *stupid* crush disappeared when I found out the truth.. Likewise, No human escapes from making mistakes. I just don't know what else to say. You was mad at me, getting to know i fall for you while we are close friend. But the sincererity is always blind in eyes of human(girls). And looks was obvious to your eyes.. Not all girls are that way, but some is.
Maybe I was meant, not to be involve in relationship. But seriously, I just want you to take care, avoid danger. I dont want you to be like one of our friend, whom life is gone. Total Darkness. I care for you, yes I am worry, but more as a friend. If you read this, just bring yourself aside, and ask yourself, did you see crystals or did you see diamond. Try to flashback about your past, Most ex are not faithfully loyal. Up to you to decide. For your info, I'm not mad at you or what, like i said, it already happened. So we follow flow...
Just See The Purity Of My Sincerity and you will get what i mean and how serious I am, ______. (fill in the blank)
Labels: The moon looked bright when you came..
Still By Myself..!, Saturday, May 09, 2009.
